Id Be Bad Rep Because I Call Myself Transsexual Instead Of Transgender, Wish More Than Anything To Be

I’d be bad rep because I call myself transsexual instead of transgender, wish more than anything to be a cis guy, need bottom surgery, am a gender conforming guy, I pass and I feel really uncomfortable when I’m not stealth so I plan to be stealth for the rest of my life. Oh, and I don’t even consider myself to be a member of the lgbt community and I don’t have any pride in being trans.

rb this and tell me why tumblr would deem you bad lgbt rep

Frankenstein’s Monster 

Bottom dysphoria is, and has always been, my worst dysphoria. It makes me feel physically sick. Even with a prosthetic, I feel so incomplete. Can’t wait for phalloplasty.

I wish bottom dysphoria got as much attention as top dysphoria. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to have a penis and needing to pack and/ or get surgery. The stigma around that doesn’t make much sense to me.

i know people talk a lot about top dysphoria on this website but remember that there is nothing wrong or embarrassing about having bottom dysphoria, with packing, with getting bottom surgery. your trans experiences are just as valid

I’m angry again. I hate how my voice in real life sounds nothing like what it does in my head. I feel like a ten year old boy, and look like one two. Mean while all the other guys around me look fifteen. I know that I have it much better than most other transsex/ gender people, so I should probably stop complaining. I have a supportive family who’s willing to pay for my hrt and surgeries, I have a prosthetic and can use urinals/ male bathroom safely, and I pass almost one hundred percent of the time, even if it’s as someone much younger than me. I know I sound like a whiny teenage guy lmao.

If you see this on your dashboard please stay safe and stay alive. The world would be a worse place without you.

hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep