Hi Everyone, Our 18 Month Old Cat, Smudge, Has Been Diagnosed With Mediastinal Lymphoma. Any Donation,

Hi everyone, our 18 month old cat, Smudge, has been diagnosed with mediastinal lymphoma. Any donation, big or small, would be greatly appreciated to help pay for his rapidly increasing veterinary expenses. Thank you❤️

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Donate to Smudge's Fight Against Lymphoma, organized by Brooke Lord

Hi! My name is Smudge, I’m 18 months old and a strong little boy. Everyone I run into says… Brooke Lord needs your support for Smudge's Figh

i am the loneliest person on the planet

it’s when your friends grow distant from you. and you make excuses for them because they never explained themselves. “they’re busy with school” “their family has a lot going on” you respect their privacy. you don’t want to annoy them. until you see their online posts. all of them together. meeting up in a restaurant. a reunion. everyone who seemed so busy has no problem leaving you out. not even asking if you were free. not missing your presence. and you wonder why. why was i left out with no answer? why do i get left behind? why does no one talk to me anymore? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? i have no friends. i’m no one’s first choice. i’m not even a last choice. i’m not even here. does anyone think of me? not about what i can do for them. but about how i’m doing? when will i meet people who think of me? who include me in anything? am i destined to be alone? why am i the worst person in the world? why won’t anybody tell me what i’m doing wrong? nobody’s here.

- amistillhere

Dear diary...

I wish I had the words to express the amount of pain I'm currently in.

I’m always the back burner friend. The friend that’s always there for everyone, but not important enough to be there for. I’m only moved to the front when it’s convenient. I’m tired.

Every time I think about messaging or calling someone, I have to remind myself that no one cares. If they did you wouldn't have to be the one always reaching out. They'd probably check up on you by now.