Henry Winter I Hate You

henry winter i hate you

"He regarded me with chill distaste."

What was it like, growing up?

Did you too strip your soul away for others?

Were you hurt, too?

Did you bleed enough?

Did you too, see it as a way to wash away your sins? Your flaws? Everything that's wrong with you?

Did you feel it, too? When the heartstrings snapped off?

Did you too, got sick from crying?

Were the winters not cold enough for you, too?

[4/Aug/2022]

LETS HAVE A.. A... BACCHANAL AND FIND GOD

i wish i didn't have a face, perhaps it would've made it easier.

-Lapvona, Ottessa Moshfegh

its been a year today. i still feel you here in my heart