Note To Self: In The Future, When Creating Variables, Give Them Names That Won't Make Me Go "wtf Is This

note to self: in the future, when creating variables, give them names that won't make me go "wtf is this supposed to be" if I ever take a long break

i’m researching light symbolism while editing my book and it’s so weird that the healing one is the green light when it’s so often used in movies to depict something evil

Always the writer, never the reader.

Every piece of dogshit art makes the world a better place to live. Better to create poorly than not at all.

a lot of times I find myself comparing my writing to people who have been doing this way longer than me. I feel like it’s not good because i’m not at the same level they are, and if i change this or change that then maybe i’ll be happier with my works!

But, everyone starts somewhere. It takes time to find your writing style and even more time to get it to where you want it to be. Just because you feel your writing isn’t as good as someone else’s doesn’t mean you’re a horrible writer.

don’t compare yourself to people who’ve finished the process that you’ve just started !

time to rewrite two whole scenes a few hours before they need to be finished just cause the pacing is weird. fuck me