* Starter Call, Accepting. ( @ilvaites )

୨୧˚♡* ♱    starter call, accepting.    ( @ilvaites​ )

                she  supposes  there  is  something  holy  about  misty  and  her  devotion  to  the  team.  she  knows  the  other  girls  always  have  something  to  say  about  it.  but,  and  she  doesn’t  mean  to  be  catty,  they  have  something  to  say  about  everything.  she  can  feel  it  begin,  gnawing  on  her  lip  with  guilt  and  the  incessant  picking  at  her  nails.  she  should  speak  up,  but  she  can’t,  and  that’s  why  she’s  weak.  that’s  why  she  prays  to  the  Lord  for  strength,  asking  Him  for  guidance  and  courage.  she  doesn’t  know  who  misty  prays  to,  or  if  she  prays  at  all.  but  she’s  brave,  she  knows  that  much.

                and  it’s  that  bravery  that  helps  her  now,  that  causes  her  to  shine  so  in  the  face  of  crisis.  as  the  days  pass,  laura  lee  feels  herself  growing  weaker,  but  misty  seems  to  do  nothing  of  the  sort.  she  took  a  babysitter's  red  cross  class.  twice!  she’s  the  most  obvious  blessing  laura  lee  has  seen  so  far,  though  countless  others  have  prevailed,  and  she  needs  to  remind  herself  of  that  as  much  as  she  can  if  she’s  going  to  stay  close  to  God  during  this.  and  that  she  will,  she  has  to.  laura  lee  presses  close  to  Him  now,  as  misty  pokes  and  prods  at  the  ugly  looking  bruise  on  her  forehead  she  had  acquired  during  the  crash.  it  hurts,  but  misty’s  doing  her  a  favor,  so  she’s  thankful.    “  all  of  this  from  a  red  cross  class?  ”    she  teases,  gently,  an  extension  of  playfulness  at  the  scene  of  red  and  gray.  laura  lee  falters,  awkwardly,  her  eyes  fluttering  downward  to  her  lap  before  lifting  again,  startled  and  apologetic  as  she  remembers  misty’s  introductions  to  look  up  with  gritted  teeth.    “  it  just,  um,  i  don’t  know.  it  just  seems  …  it’s  just  so  much,  you  know?  you’re  practically  an  expert.  i  mean,  i  have  little  sisters  and  they’re  clumsy,  i  thought  i  knew  some  stuff.  but  …  ”    the  scene  in  front  of  them  is  littered  with  concussions,  broken  limbs,  and  gaping  wounds.    “  not-  not  this  clumsy.  ”

୨୧˚♡* ♱    laura  lee  +  the  sacraments.

note: this headcannon includes four sacraments, all lengthy and detailed, as why they are under the cut. obviously, this contains heavy religious themes. if you are not comfortable with that than it is advised that you do not read. the bolded statements and/or paragraphs are the central ideas and parts of the sacraments. italicized statements and/or paragraphs are laura lee’s connection and experiences with the sacraments.

       the catholic church believes that the sacraments are christ’s own gift that provide them with his grace. they are the divine helps which god gives them to enable them to believe the truths of his faith, live according to his moral code, and grow in his gift of divine life. the seven sacraments are a fundamental part of the catholic faith. they believe that the sacraments were instituted by jesus christ, the son of god and their messiah and savior. there are seven sacraments in total, though it is not possible to go through all of them unless you divorce your spouse, though that is widely prohibited by the church. there are the sacraments of initiation (baptism, confirmation, the holy eucharist/first communion), the sacraments of healing (penance and reconciliation and the anointing of the sick), and the sacraments at the service of communion (matrimony and holy orders). you can only do one of the sacraments at the service of communion because matrimony marries you to another person and devotes your love to them as well as god, but holy orders devotes the entirety of your love to god.

       laura lee completed four of the seven sacraments: all three sacraments of initiation and penance and reconciliation. had she not died, she hoped to go on to complete matrimony and anointing of the sick.

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