Do You Ever Miss Yourself? The Person You Were Before You Had Your First Heartbreak Or Before You Got

“Do you ever miss yourself? The person you were before you had your first heartbreak or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted?”

— Unknown

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summary: upon realizing you lack skills in the bedroom when a touron asks you out on a date, you turn to jj, a self-proclaimed sexual deviant, for help.

co-authored with @storiesbymads.

general warnings: smut, some fluff and some angst.

notes: maddie is the queen of smut writing and i wanted to step out of my element while incorporating my writing skills into this new adventure. i enlisted her help in areas where i want to strength my writing skills! we hope you enjoy reading this.

THE PLAYLIST

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sneak peek: an incredibly handsome touron asks you out, leaving you with doubts.

the art of kissing: the pogues tease your innocence without realizing you’ve met someone. meanwhile, you and jj begin your lesson.

the art of teasing: your friends find out about your date and kiara acts like a protective mom while jj enthusiastically shows you how to touch him.

the art of blowjobs: things with trent and jj progress, leaving you in a cloud of confusion. jj starts to realize some things and you start to wonder what it’s like to put your mouth on something hard. 

the art of masturbation: after your lessons with jj, you’re finally able to put your knowledge to good use. meanwhile, jj has some problems of his own.

the art of eating pussy: you hang out with the pogues less in favor of seeing trent before he leaves. things escalate and jj wants to show you how he’d make you feel good, off the record.

the art of using sex toys: both you and jj come to terms with this proposition on the brink of its peak and feel with your feelings. later, jj finds something he shouldn’t.

the art of going all the way: with trent’s stay on the outer banks coming to a close, y/n can only think of one way to end it with jj’s hell. meanwhile, both y/n and jj come to terms with their feelings.

the art of ending things: during the aftermath of the boneyard incident, neither y/n nor jj know how to deal with their feelings.

OUTER BANKS

1x04 ⇢ 2x04

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jj maybank

↠ before you go: jj maybank has finally cleaned up his act and enlisted in the military. however, when the time comes to ship out for his first overseas tour, saying goodbye is a lot harder than he imagined.

↠ the romantic tirades of indie routledge: a series of stand alone one-shots depicting the angst-filled, romantic encounters between john b’s little sister and jj maybank, all inspired by the songs of several “indie” bands.

↠ the domestic pleasures of indie routledge: a series of stand alone one-shots depicting the angst-filled, romantic encounters between indie routledge and jj maybank following the events of the romantic tirades of indie routledge; here’s to the hereafter. 

↠ the later years of indie routledge: a series of stand alone one-shots depicting the chaotic adventures of indie routledge and jj maybank as they embark upon a brand new, unexpected chapter in their ever evolving love story; oh baby, are they in for a wild ride.

↠ rock the boat: she was his best friend. he was her best friend. one self indulgent moment of weakness later and they’re both cannonballing head first into the murky waters of a friends with benefits relationship. what’s a little sexual frustration between best friends, anyway?

↠ like a fine wine: he would serve her a cold margarita, she would subtly tip him with her hotel room key card, and they would spend the rest of their night together. then, they would do it all over again next year. there were no feelings, no strings attached, no expectations. or were there?

↠ the father that wasn’t meant to be: in the wake of his father’s death, jj finds himself reverting back to the only safe haven and comfort that he’s ever known — her. he’s just lost all sense of himself and home, but steadily finds it once again in her.

↠ vodka martini: a series of terrible and disastrous dates leaves her drunkenly confiding in her bartender, whom she eventually finds herself falling for despite his stubborn fear of commitment. 

↠ teenage fever: with the aid of one too many alcoholic drinks, two life-long best friends confess their feelings for one another without using any words at all as the after party dwindles down around them.

↠ steamboat springs: after coming into a large sum of money, two teens decide to blow their fortune on a once in a lifetime trip to the mountain winter resort of steamboat springs, colorado.

↠ the long & winding country roads: whilst on a spontaneous drive down the long and winding country roads of north carolina, jj maybank can’t seem to keep his hands off the little miss sat beside him in the passenger seat. 

“The most beautiful kind of friend is the one who laughs with you in the fire.”

— Juansen Dizon

I don't want my favorite characters to be real. I want to live in their fictional worlds with them.