WHY Do I Keep Laughing At Their Messages.

gotta hate life what is this what am i doing wrong :( hell please what if everyone around me just leaves what am I supposed to do then why do i always feel left behind why am i so broken why do i say things i don't believe why can't i think before i speak when did all of that started why do I even try? why dont i give up on everything why do i care?! why do i have feelings why am i alive

omg i lover her Sorry NOT Sorry bad jokes soup

i don't know what is wrong with me but i know something is i am just trying to study why is it so difficult why is everyone acting like its something everyone can do easily what the hell just study means just concentrate just open the fucking book i’m trying WHY IS THAT NOT ENOUGH WHY SHOULD I END UP CRYING WITHOUT HAVING DONE ANY PROGRESS what is wrong with me what should it do i’m desperate I'm broken i need help exam season exam stress final exams exams its the neurodivergency neurodivergent is this what it is? it is what it is

now good night cause it's almost three am and i desperately need sleep doctor who fifth doctor ncuti gatwa millie gibson