Total Losses (and Edges): Four + Two Bonus For A Match I Won Hoo Boy

total losses (and edges): four + two bonus for a match i won 😵‍💫 hoo boy

decided last night i'm gonna try and edge myself for an indefinite amount of days so i'm gonna give updates each day how i end up playing with myself hehe <3

day 1: getting myself high and playing fortnite when i get bored through the day, edging at the end of the night for each time i lose >:3 i rarely win in solo matches hehe, i'll update with total losses at the end of the day

i decided the other night to deny myself for an indefinite period and give updates each day <3

day two: got high again and cockwarmed my dildo for a little while 🥰 coughing after smoking made me nice n tight around it and leaning forward to hit my bong pressed it deeperrr

i'm gonna tease myself before snoozing later too, just to make sure i'm getting myself as riled up as possible <3 i'm pretty new to denial so i'm looking forward to seeing how feral i can get over the next,,, idk how long 😵‍💫

decided last night i'm gonna try and edge myself for an indefinite amount of days so i'm gonna give updates each day how i end up playing with myself hehe <3

day 1: getting myself high and playing fortnite when i get bored through the day, edging at the end of the night for each time i lose >:3 i rarely win in solo matches hehe, i'll update with total losses at the end of the day

i need to be fucked.

i don't want the standard definition of just 'having sex', either. i don't want vanilla, i don't want plain missionary, i don't want the stock standard.

i need to be fucked, manhandled, tossed around, slapped and spit on and ruined. i need somebody to drag me across the floor by my hair to shove my face against their crotch and then just laugh at me when i make noises of both pleasure and pain. i need somebody to bite hickeys into a necklace around my throat that lasts a month, or maybe leave bruises there in the shape of their hands instead.

i need someone to treat me like a proper little fag, their cock/strap slamming down my throat until i can just barely breathe around how much drool is dribbling down my chin. i need them laughing at me, mocking me for being such a useless cocksucker that they had to take control and fuck my throat instead. i need them to shove a boot between my legs and harshly command me to grind on it like the filthy dog i am.

i need to beg them to be gentle as i'm pinned down on the nearest surface and stuffed with their cock/strap, only for them to smack me across the face and snarl "be a good toy and take it" while shoving themselves deeper into my dripping cunt. i need to be pounded until i'm begging them to slow down through sobs, even though i don't really mean it, streaky makeup trailing down my cheeks as they pry open my mouth to spit in it. i need to feel my mind go blank as they promise to knock up my tight little hole while i squirt around them with a scream that wakes the neighbours, scratching desperate lines down their back.

i need to be fucked, damn it.

[op uses they/it pronouns]

[please rb for reach! <3]

i thinkkkkkk ppl should send me asks and dms :3

tgel doesnt work like shots you dont get horny upon taking it, all the effects of gel is gradual rather than a spike once a week. good spirit tho xx

i've used tgel before!! my post is a little dramatised, but i and some others i know have had horny spikes after applying it :3 (albeit smaller spikes than the shots, i do agree there)

thank you for the ask!! <3