Still Thinking About Me With My Face Shoved Into The Mattress Barely Able To Breathe & I Cum For What

still thinking about me with my face shoved into the mattress barely able to breathe & i cum for what will be the fourth of seven fucking times on their strap and gushing everywhere while they talk me through it because i’m not forming any sentences except please please please—

sucking his dick until he’s got his head rolled back and his hand in my hair and his hips thrusting upwards so he can get his cock as far down my throat as possible

i need to be fucked.

i don't want the standard definition of just 'having sex', either. i don't want vanilla, i don't want plain missionary, i don't want the stock standard.

i need to be fucked, manhandled, tossed around, slapped and spit on and ruined. i need somebody to drag me across the floor by my hair to shove my face against their crotch and then just laugh at me when i make noises of both pleasure and pain. i need somebody to bite hickeys into a necklace around my throat that lasts a month, or maybe leave bruises there in the shape of their hands instead.

i need someone to treat me like a proper little fag, their cock/strap slamming down my throat until i can just barely breathe around how much drool is dribbling down my chin. i need them laughing at me, mocking me for being such a useless cocksucker that they had to take control and fuck my throat instead. i need them to shove a boot between my legs and harshly command me to grind on it like the filthy dog i am.

i need to beg them to be gentle as i'm pinned down on the nearest surface and stuffed with their cock/strap, only for them to smack me across the face and snarl "be a good toy and take it" while shoving themselves deeper into my dripping cunt. i need to be pounded until i'm begging them to slow down through sobs, even though i don't really mean it, streaky makeup trailing down my cheeks as they pry open my mouth to spit in it. i need to feel my mind go blank as they promise to knock up my tight little hole while i squirt around them with a scream that wakes the neighbours, scratching desperate lines down their back.

i need to be fucked, damn it.

[op uses they/it pronouns]

[please rb for reach! <3]

Sick of masturbating i want someone to rail me until i cant see straight

fuck I need you to fuck your cock down my throat I need it so bad please please I’ll be a good puppy and swallow all your cum and lick it all up please

i'm finding out so much about myself today! wow!

oh god. fuck. I- fuck. I just. jfc.

(by riverqueer leatherwork click on link)