Operationandre - 𖤓 Matt 𖤓

whenever andre and cal go shopping, cal touches everything and anything he can get his hands on. if something feels really good, he’ll make andre touch it too. if it’s bad, he’ll pull away and cringe really, really hard. he often rubs his hand on andre’s back or arm to get rid of the feeling. andre will beg him to stop touching things because he knows cal will end up touching something he hates and he’ll freak out. at the end of every shopping trip, though, andre gives up on controlling cal. it never works.

heavy tw

been thinking about this for a while… binge disorder andre.

he stays on a diet during the day, bringing his own lunch to school and watching his calories all the time. his obsession with food is always blamed on being an athlete. whenever anyone asks him about it, he mentions some nutrition book he read or a diet a favorite runner of his has. he works out nonstop, even at home. he’s constantly doing push-ups, sit-ups, and jumping jacks in his room.

when darkness falls, he starts eating. he sits out in the kitchen while mel meows at his feet for food. there have been nights where andre is crying while eating and begging himself to stop, but he can’t. he feels disgusting after, often throwing up or working out until he has to start getting ready for school.

there’s a scale by his bed, right by his nightstand. he checks it every morning and bases his entire day around it. he’s passed out multiple times during track practices and meets, but he convinces himself it’s because he’s been eating too much.

it’s a vicious cycle. he can’t escape it.

i am Shaking. i apologize please do not do such a thing 🙏😰

heavy tw

been thinking about this for a while… binge disorder andre.

he stays on a diet during the day, bringing his own lunch to school and watching his calories all the time. his obsession with food is always blamed on being an athlete. whenever anyone asks him about it, he mentions some nutrition book he read or a diet a favorite runner of his has. he works out nonstop, even at home. he’s constantly doing push-ups, sit-ups, and jumping jacks in his room.

when darkness falls, he starts eating. he sits out in the kitchen while mel meows at his feet for food. there have been nights where andre is crying while eating and begging himself to stop, but he can’t. he feels disgusting after, often throwing up or working out until he has to start getting ready for school.

there’s a scale by his bed, right by his nightstand. he checks it every morning and bases his entire day around it. he’s passed out multiple times during track practices and meets, but he convinces himself it’s because he’s been eating too much.

it’s a vicious cycle. he can’t escape it.

i love you guys

mtf cal hcs.... please..... im dying without it.......

MTF Cal Headcanons

(i’m going to be referring to mtf cal as callie throughout this post!!)

- callie has known that she wasn’t a boy for a long time. she didn’t know what that meant for her though. she didn’t know being trans was an option.

- the first person callie came out to was rachel. she was sitting in the graveyard, listening to the birds and watching rachel draw. she blurted the words out, worried that rachel would hate her, but rachel immediately enveloped her in a hug.

- she’s not very good at makeup. every time she goes out with andre, andre gripes that she doesn’t need makeup and begs to just get going. when she goes out with rachel, rachel gets her all dolled up.

- callie’s little sister was thrilled when she found out. she came up to callie and whispered into her ear “i’ve always wanted a sister!”

- she mainly wears sundresses because they’re flowy but still feminine. plus, the way they fit on her slimmer shoulders makes her happy.

- she grows her hair out to a little beyond her shoulders. it becomes wavy when it gets longer.

- her personality doesn’t change. she doesn’t become a different person. the thing that changes most is her happiness. she’s excited for life now.

- callie doesn’t pay attention to people bullying her. she cries when she’s alone or with rachel or andre, but she makes sure no one else sees.

- she’s constantly told that she’s really really pretty, especially by andre.

- her parents were cool when she came out. it took a second for her mom to come around, but she’s fully accepted.