Everybody Is So Creative! But Its Just Me Trying To Get Through The Day

‘everybody is so creative!’ but it’s just me trying to get through the day

I have very strong sense of self because I never belonged anywhere

Whenever I feel self conscious that people I meet or see regularly think I suck or hate me I have to remember they likely don't think about me enough to have that strong of an opinion and are actually just going about their day and my anxiety that they think I am conceited or speak too loudly is based around also thinking I'm super important and I shouldn't stroke my ego or my self loathing lol

casual fan? no sorry i only know how to invest my whole livelihood into something and spend every waking moment thinking about said thing

NEVER LET YOURSELF BE STOPPED BY WHAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE IF YOU STARTED EARLIER!!!!! THE ONLY TIME WE HAVE IS NOW

catching a whiff of my own perfume and being like “oh that smells nice!!!” small joys every day baby