Fundraising On Here Is Genuinely Making Me Cynical In Ways That Feel So Fucking Foul, Do You Know How

fundraising on here is genuinely making me cynical in ways that feel so fucking foul, do you know how it feels to sit here trying to come up with 'strategies' to tell a new interesting story every day to get people's attention for someone surviving a literal genocide. like genuinely i do not want to believe that most people are so thoughtless and careless that they would turn away from mohammed and his family simply because one of my posts doesn't catch their attention like a youtube thumbnail but what am i supposed to think when every 18–24 hours the campaign stagnates again because i miscalibrated and people didn't see a perfectly cute kid photo or enough coloured text. idek what to say i wish that i had a million krona and i would just fund the whole thing and not ever think about how to package a story so that a genocide can generate compelling social media posts day in and day out. it's the polar fucking opposite of how i ever want to think about this atrocity it makes me feel dirty and slimy and not even dirty enough to be reliably succeeding. i just want people to fucking care enough for them to buy a packet of biscuit rations on the black market and it's like pulling fucking teeth

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

I really want to draw something based on this so I'm rebloging this for tomorrow

Okay so- we all know that alex starts their veldigun transformation very slowly, barely noticeable stuff. Alex just thinks they are seeing things and/or have very mild veldigun sickness- But I like to think that for a while, Cylde was just- firmly convinced that it was veldigun sickness (just veyr mild) and was planning on what to do if Alex (who it totally doesn't care about) started to suddenly bleed from every possible opening- And then it saw the stripes starting to appear on Alex's hands and limbs, and it just Clocks cylde instantly that "Oh, my human friend isn't dying slowly and I will need to eat them sooner or later to not lose them, they're just turning into a veldigun" .... "My human friend is turning in a Veldigun"

And after a moment or two of internal screaming just- hugs alex and slowly gets a MASSIVE grin and a happy tail.

Hello skinny tgirl. Lately you've been complaining that your tits aren't growing. In front of you is a plate of food.

Ford Pines