Tears Of Gold By Faouzia Is Sooooo Kevjean Coded

Tears of Gold by Faouzia is sooooo Kevjean coded

Kevin Day bi aro love of my life

Guapoduo family dynamic

do you think maybe Kevi is so obsessed with the Trojans because every year they win his mom's award? they play the game how she created it. "how it was meant to be played." ☹️

Kevin Day is my absolute favorite character of all time ever but I get how someone wouldn't like him because he's also a cold, conceited, massive bitch.

And he cares so deeply for so much

He offered to talk to Neil about his time at Evermore knowing how triggering a conversation like that would be because he also knew that at that moment, he was the only person that would understand what Neil had gone through and being there for Neil was far more important than his own comfort

He grew up in an environment where expressing passion for anything other than exy was a huge vulnerability, because if Riko knew what mattered to you, he knew exactly what pressure point to press on until you cracked, and despite that Kevin loved history so much that he convinced Riko to major in it with him.

Everytime Kevin traveled somewhere he bought two postcards. One he would hang on his bedroom wall with a caption, and the other he would send to Jean with a note. He also collected magnets as souvenirs to give to Jean.

He agreed to keep all of Neil's secrets after finding out his identity. He told Neil to seize his only opportunity to live by running even though he knew it would wreck the foxes' season. After finding out that Neil intended to die at the end of the year, he still agreed to train him every night because even though the pay off from that investment of his time would never reach it's full potential, it was worth it for how much the season meant to both of them

He made Jean promise to stay alive for him, because he couldn't bear to lose him. He made Andrew promise to stick around long enough for Kevin to find something for him to live for because he couldn't bear to lose him either (at first because Andrew meant protection, but later because Andrew meant family).

He didn't tell Wymack that he was his father despite how much he must have been craving a closer relationship with him because he was so scared of what would happen to Wymack if Riko or Tetsuji thought they were losing their investment.

He taught himself to be ambidextrous after his dominant hand was brutally broken because exy is everything to him. This sport that masked and caused every cruel injustice to happen to him and the people he loves still meant absolutely everything to him. He trained every night to overcome the lasting effects of the abuse he faced and he proved to the world that he's the number one best exy player out there.

He's a raging alcoholic, he's fighting off several panic attacks at any given moment, he's vehemently proud of his team, he absolutely adores Jeremy Knox, he has respect for no one but the USC Trojans, and that's the team he chose to send Jean to, because he knew and trusted that Jean would be safe with them. He covered his tattoo with a queen chess piece because he's the best player on the board, he pushes everyone to their full potential, he's the hardest on himself, he's cold and distant until he's with Jean and then he's soft and gentle, he's rarely kind and he's a bottomless pit of guilt, and he's so brave despite the fact that everyone calls him a coward.

He grieved Riko's death, his abuser, his brother, his owner, his partner, this violent force of nature that swept through and destroyed everything in his path, because they also loved eachother in a twisted form of obsession and codependency.

Kevin Day is an arrogant, rude, petty bitch, but he's also so determined, so dedicated, so committed to everything he loves. He never does anything halfway, and he's an endless well of passion. He cares so deeply for so much.

Someone explain the Kevin love to me /gen

I read the books but I really didn’t get attached to his character/pick up on much? But he’s a fan favorite. What am I missing?

If you’re scrolling through tumblr trying to distract yourself from something you don’t want to think about or you’re looking for a sign that everything will be okay, this is it. So, breathe. Relax into this moment. You’re alive & that’s all that matters.