Umm I Need Reassurance That My Presence Is Wanted But I Cant Ask For Reassurance Because Thats Really

umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really Embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if i asked for it

My health is on the decline so have some more Ratio headcanons to make me feel better

He makes a detailed list when grocery shopping and he sticks to it pretty strictly, only deviating from it on very rare occasions

I kind of hate the headcanon that he has a boatload of ducks, mostly because it reminds me of the phenomenon that fandoms will dumb characters down to liking one thing bc it was mentioned/shown once

^ that being said, I do think he would have a couple, most were given to him as gag gifts but

Freakishly fast walker, he's got places to be

A mild case of RBF, he furrows his brows a lot and it makes him look like he's scowling

I don't think he needs glasses to see normally, but I think he'd wear reading glasses like the ones in his BP icon since he reads so often and doesn't want it straining his eyes

I think he'd go out of his way to avoid scheduling classes, lectures, tutoring, etc really early in the day. He needs a few hours minimum to enjoy some peace and quiet at the beginning and end of the day.

Based on his character introduction, I think he does suffer from some kind of chronic insomnia, he mostly struggles with getting to sleep since he finds it hard to turn his mind off

Night time is also when his stress levels increase, mostly since when he's lying down with so much less stimulus/things to think of he starts to wonder if he accomplished enough/anything that day or if it was wasted

I've seen people talk about him not caring about his own gender, and I 100% agree with that

He presents masc but he really doesn't care, he also doesn't think about it much because he's got other more important stuff to do

I think he'd be a gamer god at Minesweeper, definitely not projecting

He actually genuinely enjoys socializing, even with idiots at times, in cases where he has to stay home because he's sick or whatever he's genuinely miserable about it

Sort of based on my post about his eyes but I think he'd have pretty good vision in the dark, like not 100% clear vision but better than an average person

^ Doesn't turn on the lights of his house if it's nighttime and he's not doing anything important, if he needs a midnight glass of water he's just walking around in the pitch black

I think my first victims would be Neuvillette and Zhongli. They’re old it just seems so funny to me

Next it would be Itto. Idk why I’m giggling just thinking about him screaming in a high pitched voice it’s KILLING ME

Then it’d be Dr. Ratio. I feel like the first movie or two he wouldn’t be that scared just a little unsettled, and then by the fourth movie he’s like, “am I watching a movie marathon with a psychopath??? Why does she enjoy this????”

Then it would be Aventurine and Boothill. I’d specifically make them watch either The Village or Trap. They’d watch both either way I’d just decide which one I’d make them suffer through first

Then I’d collectively make all of them watch Old with me. I wanna see who’d scream first lmaooo

Oh and I’d make them watch In The Tall Grass too. That one even got me a bit 😭

It’s kinda concerning idk why I like horror movies so much 😭

I forgot what it was like to watch a M. Night Shyamalan movie. Damn.

I would totally subject the Genshin and HSR guys to suffer watch through an M. Night movie marathon with me

We gotta talk about your tendency to want to harm the hoyo men /j

@peachdues and her husband are lowkey my OTP

Please never part ways I’ll be like a child of divorce if you do 💔

I remember when I was little I asked my parents if I could go to a Michael Jackson concert when I was older and they sat me down and told me he died

Worst day of my life by far

having online friends who are busy is just like. I LOVE YOU. I miss you. YOU GOT THIS. I'm giving you space to work. I LOVE YOU.