I love the smell of a book in my hands BUT thanks to Destiel, Sabriel, Drarry, Hannigram, Sastiel, Johnlock, Ineffable Husbands, Snarry, Lokius, Wanda/Vision, Spirk, Data/Geordi, Marinette/Luca, Ladybug/Cat Noir, McClain/Gruber, Jon Snow/Sam, and Rhink Fanfics I'm learning to love the smell of my laptop screen too!
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I Just Needed To Write.
I just needed to write.
Just needed to hear the keys clacking in the air.
Meditative music actually helping in my ear…
Eagles winning on the TV…
And my hands…well, fingers moving without much sight
Across the keys.
I need to write.
I love to make images…
And manipulate things that way,
But more than anything…
I need words flowing from my fingertips to the screen.
I might not be the best person…
Definitely not the person I should or want to be…
But when I am typing…
Even this shit…
I live…
And feel…
P E A C E.
( here is a link to music that will actually help calm you…so says this skeptic who has been calmed! https://youtu.be/_7l6ZkWaHuE )
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Return to Love by l_P_o_R_v_2_e_4
with drawings by ncdover1285 & images by l_P_o_R_v_2_e_4
Chapters: 17 Word Count: 105,783
Summary:
Castiel Novak’s existence started in darkness. When he stood up and found himself in a cemetery, he tried to remember how he got there…but it was all blank. His ghostly form was suddenly flung miles away into a rather large attic and stuck there for over a hundred years. That was until Gabriel Novak inherited the house and invited Sam Winchester over for a date.
This is just a Sastiel story about life, loss, and a return to love.
Sastiel Big Bang 2022 AO3 Posting Date: October 5th, 2022
probably one of the best things I've ever watched lol F#(% how much I love Spirk!! Bless Tumblr for allowing deep dives into old content and giving us a way to bring it back to life!! No other platform really does the same.
Winner of the Amok Time Reloaded vid competition at the Kirk/Spock convention KiScon 2017 in Los Angeles on September 15 2017.
I could take this video and my 2 favorite zines and be content on a desert island for the rest of my life.
This is my dilemma every damn night!! Nighttime is my ONLY free time to guilelessly work on things…but my body is mean, and if I stay up past midnight, I’m an aching zombie in the morning. And if I stay up working on stuff, I have all the energy in the world…until 6 am, and then everything implodes, and I feel like someone drugged me into a coma!! So I struggle to do things I HAVE TO DO, but I’m so out of it I get nothing done. So getting nothing of my stuff done for days, weeks, or months kills me, AND so does no sleep!! Lol…ugh. Yay! Adulthood!
I used to always believe if I was struggling there was something wrong...if I didn't get anything done that I failed...but I have come to know that on really bad days if I make it to the end of the day that I have succeeded. And I also have come to know there truly is better days right after bad ones. If you stay in bed....binge your comfort show (mine is Hannibal lol)...eat ice cream... eat too much bread...whatever works for you to get through....you are taking care of you and that is awesome. Stay strong.
It’s not my fault that I have a new kink of Spock chained up lol I blame Star Trek season 2 episode 7: Catspaw. And mhmm…Captain Kirk agrees!!