She Had Plenty Of Drug Problems And Dated Some Questionable Men. She's Been Blamed For Promoting Anorexia

She had plenty of drug problems and dated some questionable men. She's been blamed for promoting anorexia and heroin use and her nicknames include "Cocaine Kate" and "Kate Mess". She's Kate Moss and she's a rockstar trapped in a supermodel's body

You are silk, red silk. You are a net of misinterpretations; your beauty is like no other. Among all pale flowers, you are a rose. A white, transparent rose with wet, teary petals. I love the way you preserve such admirable capacity of observing other people's solitude including your own. What helps you to live is not life itself but something far greater and untouchable. You live with yourself without censoring the rest of the world; altogether, my dear, you are an endangered species. Yet you need no saving. You are a lifeguard of own your mind. Imagine the rarity of that!

Katherine Mansfield, Selected Letters

I refuse to believe in signs, but my venus is in capricorn and I found out that to have a glow up I need to wear expensive to things and a lot of "rich stuff", because capricorn venus is bossy, and cares a lot about money, but at the same time I really want to go back to my grunge era, when I had blue hair and dyed my nails black, but at the same time I also want to be a girly girl who wears dior and puts a lot of makeup on my face to look sexy and "expensive", and I also loooove boho chic and I've been loving it since I read Daisy Jones (yes, Daisy is my fav charachter ever, and for me she's the only charachter in that fucking book), so I don't know if should go back to my roots or if I should be both.

Plss help me!!

fuck zodiac signs do you also kinda feel excruciatingly unlovable in every way possible sometimes

I feel awful when I'm around my friends, because I really feel that they're going to leave me anytime soon, when they find someone better than me to be their friends.

I feel so useless and totally disposable.

Everytime I talk to them I feel like I'm not important enough to be answered, bc I'm stupid, dumb or even bc they don't like me.

I've been trying to be better for my self. I deactived the nots of our chat group on whatsapp, I don't anwer to their messages so fast anymore, and sometimes I ignore them, but I still feel that it isn't enough.

Maybe, I'm just a stupid girl with stupid problems who no one wants to hear or handle with.

Marilyn's my mother