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 Christmas Special A Merry Little Christmas // T. Amajiki

➳  Have yourself a merry little Christmas, let your heart be light

❅ Day 10 of 12 ❅ Pairing: Tamaki Amajiki x fem!reader ❅Word count: 2.9K ❅Type: a very special oneshot for my boo @lilkiwisfinest​! I love you so much! Merry christmas chica!!!!!  ❅Genre: fluff, slight crack too because why not ❅Warnings: Aged up characters, 

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 Christmas Special A Merry Little Christmas // T. Amajiki

It’s official. Your cat is a demon from hell purely placed on this world to embarrass the ever loving hell out of you. 

For the second time this week, you’re standing in the open doorway to your apartment in only your towel after racing from the shower to get the door. The towel situation, that’s new, but the fact that you’re now facing your next door neighbour that you’ve had the hots for the past year that you’ve lived adjacent to him is holding your cat in his arms. Again. 

You don’t know if you want to die of embarrassment, or just give up as you watch your cat purring in rising pro hero Tamaki Amajiki’s arms. Narrowing your eyes at your feline’s golden eyes, she has the audacity to meow at you as if now just noticing that you’re there. 

Taking your eyes off the animal, you manage to bring yourself to look Tamaki in the eyes, a pair that is not looking at you but the wall to your left. Right, you’re only wearing a damn towel… oh my god.

“I am so so sorry Amajiki,” you hurry out as the cat begins to squirm in his arms. You reach for the animal and quickly bring her into your chest, trying to hide yourself behind her. You’re in only a god damn forsaken towel. What. were. you . thinking!

“Uh, it’s alright. I’m sorry that I uh - interrupted… I should have just waited. Normally you find her missing and come to get here so I thought maybe something was wrong… and you can call me Tamaki I don’t mind…” This is by far the most embarrassing confrontation that you have ever had with a person, and the fact that it’s with Tamaki fucking Amajiki… you want to die. 

Right, because your cat had decided that she was in love with your neighbour and would manage to somehow get onto your balcony and jump from your apartment to his the second your back was turned. It didn’t matter if the windows were shut and the doors were too, she would find a way somehow. And all you had wanted to do after a stressful day at work was to take a relaxing soak in the bath. But of course, the little brat wouldn’t let you have a moment of peace. 

“No everything’s fine. I’m just sorry about her. I know she’s a pain, but hey at least she’s cute?” You joke, and Tamaki’s dark eyes quickly flicker to yours before a small smile pulls at his lips. He nods his head, looking away and then turns around and waving at you over his shoulder. You take that as your escape and slip back inside. The moment you shut the door, you put your cat down and glare at the creature who begins cleaning herself right in front of you.

“Luna you are a brat.” as if understanding your words, the feline freezes as you kneel in front of her. “I did not raise you to break into other peoples - innocent and attractive people’s houses, and act as if they are your own. It doesn’t matter that the person inside is nice and feeds you treats. If this is some kind of teenage rebellion, I do not care. I will not have this delinquency in my home.” Luna blinks at you innocently and you feel your fake bravado begin to crack. She’s too cute.

“You do realise he’s a pro hero, and his job is literally to stop people who break the law, right?” You ask her, and this time she meows in response and rubs her soft white head against your leg. Letting out a sigh, you give in and scratch her behind the ear. What a pest you’ve raised. 

The first time she had done her little disappearing act had been a month ago. You’d gone sick with worry trying to find her, and had burst out your front door afraid she had fallen off your balcony when you had run into Tamaki, who steadied your falling body with one hand, and held your cat with the other. Since that day, you’d found yourself talking to the attractive dark haired man multiple times a week, either from you going to his apartment to collect your runaway child, or him delivering the creature to your door. You’re not going to lie, the sudden change in your dynamic from seeing him occasionally in the hall and wanting to say something but not knowing what to say, to actually having a conversation and even joking with him, was really nice. Especially seeing as it’s Christmas time and many people of the apartment are either away visiting family, or are families of their own. Everyone is celebrating the Christmas season around you, and yet you’re alone this year, with Luna as your only company. So by being able to actually talk to Tamaki, it’s been a welcoming distraction from your depressing reality of Christmas without your family there. 

Work had been crazy, and you weren’t able to make the trip home for Christmas this year - which was the suckish reality of being an adult sometimes. You wonder if Tamaki is having a similar Christmas to you, or if he’s seeing family or even friends. You’d been invited to share the day with some of your friends’ families, but not wanting to impose, you declined. So this year, it really was just you and Luna. As the cat in mention moves towards the kitchen in search of her food bowl, you slip into your room and get into your pyjamas so that you can start your Christmas movie night. Quickly changing into your Christmas themed jammies, you open the door to the balcony and pull your thick blanket off your bed and onto your couch, smiling as you fall into the plush cushions. 

Although you didn’t have anyone to celebrate Christmas with this year, that didn’t mean you had toned down the decorations. No, in fact your apartment looked like it belonged in a crazy house, with Christmas decorations everywhere and a tree so bright and festive you couldn’t not smile when you saw it. Coming home into your apartment during the season made living away from home that little bit easier through the Christmas cheer, so you were proud of your efforts. And now, you were celebrating with the classic Grinch movie and then maybe followed by polar express. 

As you turn on the movie you’d already set up earlier, you hear the familiar scraping of a glass door and know that Tamaki opened his own balcony door, and you turn up the movie a little just so he can hear what you’re watching. Luna, deciding to cooperate in a turn of events, decides to curl up on the blanket next to you, and you tuck her in like a child. Well she’s basically your child after all. 

Your phone that rests next to you buzzes loudly startling you so much you almost knock it off the couch. But once you look at the message, it almost makes you fall off the couch. 

Tamaki Amajiki: Are you watching the Grinch right now?

Even though you two had swapped numbers the third time your cat had wandered into his apartment as a way to communicate purely about her, you two had barely spoken this way. SO it was strange for him to message you about anything other than Luna… but are you going to look the gift horse in the mouth? Hell no.

Umm yes? It’s practically a tradition. You type out a quick reply before pressing send. A giddy smile slipping onto your lips that has you wanting to get up and dance around. The feelings you have for this man are not normal in the slightest. To say you have been crushing on him is an understatement. From the moment you met him when he saw you struggling to carry your moving boxes through the lobby, you’d found him entrancing. He was quiet and shy, and sure not all that confident, but once you actually got to talk to him and get to know him, he’s funny and incredibly sweet. He’s too much for my poor heart. 

Tamaki’s response comes in not a moment later, in the form of an image that has a loud laugh bursting from your lips. It’s a picture of his living room, and on the tv in front of his sock clad feet is, The Grinch, and almost the exact same part you’re up to. You glance from your movie then to the cat at your side whose eyes are now open and are blinking at you like she’s saying. What are you going to do? 

With a rush of courage, you pause the movie and run to your front door, immediately swinging yourself around the doorway before knocking on Tamaki’s apartment door. Butterflies nervously swarm your stomach until you think you may puke. However, you’re not given the chance as the man in question opens the door, and you try not to gape at his own Christmas themed pyjama pants. Jesus christ you almost practically match.

Instead of spurting that embarrassing phrase, you shoot him your most confident smile and square your shoulders. You can do this, just invite him to watch the movie at your apartment. Just talk to him, and get to know him better. He’s a guy not a fucking man eating lion. You can do this!

“Do you want to watch the Grinch with me?” Your words come out hurried and for a moment, you’re not even sure if they are eligible. But after a second of silence, Tamaki nods out a response, bringing up a hand to the back of his head in what you know if a nervous tell. 

“I’d actually really like that.” You internally let out a sigh of relief. Thank goodness. 

“Good, because Luna is practically depressed without you.” Unsure of where the joke came from, you can’t help but smile as Tamaki gives you a soft amused one of his own. 

“We can’t have that.” He agrees before you both turn and walk towards your apartment. It’s then that you remember the mess of the place, but before you can apologise for the state of it, he’s already inside and looking around. 

“Very festive.” You know he doesn’t mean it in a bad way, but his teasing tone shocks you momentarily. This almost banter going on? What. The. Crap. Your heart thunders at the idea of it and gosh, you’re not sure how much more of his smiles you can take. 

“I like Christmas, sue me.” You reply with a shug before falling back onto the couch and moving over so he can sit. The moment that he nears it, Luna’s previously sleeping head pops up and she all but jumps on him the moment he sits down. Tamaki smiles so softly at your cat that it pulls at you heartstrings, and you practically melt at the sight. His eyes flicker towards you with a knowing look and you then look down to the cat now back to sleep in his lap. 

“Traitor.” You mumble before you press the resume button for the movie. In silence, occasionally broken up by small talk and laughter, you find yourself getting drowsier and drowsier as the movie goes on. But you can’t sleep, this has been one of the best nights of your life, watching a movie with Tamaki and actually just getting to talk to him about other things then your adventurous cat, although she and the huge amount of love she has for your neighbour is the butt of many of both of your jokes. 

The moment the climax to the movie starts, your head begins to tilt and finally sleep comes over you. 

                    ❅ ❅ ❅

It’s not until the next morning that you realise two things. One, you’re not on the couch, and secondly, you’re completely alone. Reaching across the space of your bed, you find your phone on the nightstand and unlock it. It was just past seven am, on Christmas morning. Your heart drops as you take in the messages from your family, wishing you a merry Christmas and that they wish you were there, along with an image of them all together. Sadness and loneliness flood your body until you’re holding your knees against your chest. It will be the first Christmas you’ve spent alone and so far, you’re not enjoying it. A text pings your phone breaking the silence and you look up from your head’s position on your knees to the dully lit screen. The sender of the text has your fractured heart stuttering in its place as you read through the three separate messages, and all from Tamaki.

The first one was sent last night, obviously after you fell asleep. Tamaki Amajiki: I wanted to thank you for tonight. I had a lot of fun. I hope you don’t mind but I put you to bed because you fell asleep on me and although your couch is comfortable, I didn’t want you to have a sore back on Christmas morning. I hope that was alright, but I’m sorry if it makes this weird.  He’s way too cute.

The second one though catches your eye because it’s just five words. Tamaki Amajiki: Your cat is a thief. And the third is an image of said cat on the floor of what looks like his apartment with a…sock in her mouth? Oh good lord. 

You can’t help but laugh at the situation, and the minute it bubbles out from your lips, the heaviness on your shoulders lightens ever so slightly. Rolling out of bed, you move through your apartment before making your way to the household next door. By the second knock, an immaculate Tamaki Amajiki meets your gaze and the sleepy smile he gives you has your cheeks blushing bright red. 

“I’d apologise for her behaviour, but I think its a given by now,” You say with a smile and Tamaki nods his head in understanding.

“I’d probably be worried if she didn’t show up.” He explains, opening the door wider for you to come in and collect your animal. You walk into the apartment that is  built the exact same as yours, but is so much more elegantly designed.. Its strange being in there. Its his space, and everything inside it screams his name. From simple colour tones of the furniture to the posters on the walls. The apartment is so Tamaki you love it. 

You move past the couch where you see the white fur ball curled up on a tan cushion. Figures she’d want comfort everywhere she goes.

“Come on rugrat, you’re coming home with me.” You say, ignoring her cries of protest as you pick her up. It’s not until you scratch under her chin that she quiets. Turning around, you look at the dark haired, dark eyed boy that has the tendency to steal your breath, and you can practically feel his nerves from where he stands across the room. 

“Thank you, for taking care of her.” He flinches at your words and your smile falters slightly. What’s that about? Did you do something last night? Or was he just weirded out by the fact that he had to carry you and put you to bed? The thought of you being in his arms has you flushing bright red once again and you’re eager to get out of there.

Why do you have to embarrass yourself whenever you’re around him? Someone needs to save you before you do more harm. 

“Do you want to have dinner with me tonight?” Tamaki says out of nowhere, and you’re shocked so much you almost drop Luna on the floor. Your brain is struggling to comprehend the words he says, although some part of it must because as he stutters out a way to ward off your rejection, you manage to come up with an answer.

“I’m sorry if that’s a really out of the blue question i-”

“It’s Christmas, you don’t want to spend it with your friends and family?” You manage to ask, gripping your cat maybe just a little too tightly in your excitement at the situation. He invited me over for dinner. On Christmas. Does this count as a date?

“I can’t this year, and unless you’re busy, I would prefer your company,” Holy shit. Biting your lip to stop yourself from squealing in excitement like an overzealous preteen, you instead try to compose yourself, and instead nod your head. 

“Dinner sounds good, I’ll bring some food and Luna too.” Tamaki nods and his through the slight blush on his cheeks, your brain pieces together all the little pieces of information that makes your heart almost burst out of your chest and onto the floor between the two of you. This is so a date. Slowly you walk towards the front door, feeling Tamaki moving behind you and the moment you take a step out the door, your body moves on its own. Clutching Luna tightly in your arms, you quickly spin on your feet to face the very confused man you like more than oxygen at this rate, and quickly place a chaste kiss on his cheek. The action causes him to intake his breath very quickly and freeze, something you might have done if you are thinking straight but you’re currently on cloud nine. It’s a date!. “I’ll see you tonight. Merry Christmas Tamaki,” Your words seem to bring him back from being a temporary statue, and Tamaki gives you another soft smile that has your breath sputtering out. Good god. 

“It’s a date. Merry Christmas Y/n, I’ll see you later.”

 Christmas Special A Merry Little Christmas // T. Amajiki

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 Christmas Special A Merry Little Christmas // T. Amajiki
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