Peanutsmixedwithjuice - Jack

she’s showing you her husband

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chasity!!

Curt just constantly beats himself up for Owen’s “death”. He does something well in life? Well he couldn’t save Owen so what’s the point? Fucks up? This is why he got Owen killed. This is why Owen is dead

and it’s that. Constantly. For 4 years. He drowns in his sorrow and is consumed by his self hatred and rage because he let Owen die, he let Owen down. What type of a friend, what type or a partner lets that happen?

That’s not how that night was supposed to go, and Curt knows it’s his own fault it’s ended up like that. And he never lets it go, holds his loss so close to his chest like it’s keeping his organs from spilling out of his body before he crumbles and collapses on the unkept floor of the apartment he only took Owen to once, the same floors Owen graced with his presence covered with dust and grime from the lack of his loves heavenly light breaking through the dark clouds of the dreary space. Why should Curt get heavens light when he left Owen to burn in the building he let explode?

i actually had a collection of images like this and i was planning on making a Curt drawing but then i got frustrated and deleted everything

Hey SAF fans!!!

Owen