Thought Of The Night (does It Count As A Drabble?)

Thought of the night (does it count as a drabble?)

What if in the bad sanses, Nightmare was his typical abusive and manipulative canon self when there was just Killer.

But then with the years he started realizing what mortals need and why it's kinda important to fulfill these needs, maybe he also starts to grow attached to those guys under his orders. So as he recruits Horror and Dust and then Cross, he's less and less harsh, allowing days off and other things, he's more merciful when one of them fuck up during a mission. He's not the best boss you could dream of of course, but it's manageable. You don't risk your life just by talking back.

And Killer is just sick of it. How dare Nightmare act all nice all of the sudden and with the others ? Is it a new way he found to keep them loyal? Since the abuse didn't work enough for Killer to stop seeing Color ? How dare he put a caring act when he was just purely cruel when it was just Killer by his side? What games was he playing ? He went along with it, wouldn't want to piss the boss off by questioning him too much. But now it's just so off. The things that would have gotten him in so much trouble before are almost just brushed off now. Hell, he even let Killer have cats again! That was not normal ! Dust had a tantrum the other day because of an LV rush and Nightmare just...comforted him??? When he on the other hand was stabbed in the soul at the slightest hint of instability before! Maybe Nightmare was just waiting for him to get too comfortable with this new lax attitude so he could strike even more painfully but that wouldn't work. Killer won't fall for this.

Maybe at some points he gets really pissed at yet another mistake not ending up with a harsh punishment and does end up confronting Nightmare about it. He can't take it anymore, he's even more on his guard, anticipating Nightmare to snap but that moment never comes. Nightmare was probably enjoying playing with his nerves. And Nightmare doesn't even shush him when he's complaining about it. He waits until Killer is finished to simply reply with ''things have changed'' and he can't just accept this answer. There has to be more to it. He couldn't believe Nightmare just got better as a person. That can't be right. How could he change after all he had done to him?? That wasn't fair, the others who came last to the team never had to go through what Killer has. Sure that sounded a lot like jealousy but he didn't care at this point, he was just pissed.

Out of curiosity, what exactly happened when blue went to nightmare to ask if he could join the bad sanses? Like did they fight at first? Did nightmare taunt blue prior to him asking? Like what happened?

Probably something like this 💞

I’d like to think that Nightmare was partially the one that sought Blue out in the first place 🤗

After all, as a general headcanon I have for Nightmare is that he loves to collect broken things

MOUSE YAOI REAL

Back in like early middle school when dust was still a confused cis gender he was friends with fell and they were like best friends

They would sneak out and go do drugs and shit to get away from their parents

Dust getting away from his dad wnd fell getting away from his mom and dad

Anywya

Fell was like the one thing keeping dust sane while he goes through his gender crisis and his dad’s abuse and his family issues before they all stopped breathing permanently

They’re at their usual hang out spot and fell is like acting strange and dust(not currently going by dust but simplicity) asks him what’s wrong

“[deadname], we’re moving.”

“Oh! You found a new house in the neighborhood?”

“…we’re moving to the city.”

And it was absolutely like heartbreaking to dust and he just tried to play it off like everything was alright and watched him go (THEN DUST’S LIFE WENT TO SHIT WOOOOOO)

Years later, they (accidentally) reunite in high school (coincidentally dust had to move to the same city for foster care)

Fell is completely unaware that dust ended up being trans in the time they didn’t see each other and he rushes up to dust and (also accidentally) starts deadnaming him in like the middle of the hall in front of everyone and he gets so confused when dust panics and tells him to shut up and how much he hates being touched now

Dust has no idea how to tell fell that he’s dust now instead of who he knew him as because he hadn’t had to do that to anyone since nobody knew him when he entered the foster system and he could just introduce himself as dust

He’d probably freak out and go hide in the girls bathroom (he doesn’t feel too welcomed in the men’s when tampon and pad dispensers are destroyed and vandalized (it’s an issue at my school after they put them in the boys bathroom))

Fell goes up to people asking where [deadname] is and they’re all just really confused because there’s a few people with that name but like. Nobody knows a [deadname] with dust’s last name. “Dust doesn’t have a little sister.” And they just walk away until he eventually stumbles upon killer and horror

After some 20 questions they start to realize the situation and killer and horror are trying to process the fact that now they know dusts deadname (they didn’t want to) and the fact that they also have to tell him that dust is trans now

Fell obviously feels bad and after some more questions they find the bathroom dust is in and killer gets on his knees in front of lust (trans mtf) and begs her to coax dust out of the bathroom so they can get everything sorted out because none of them can go in there without getting shit thrown at them except for lust (lust and dust are probably trans buddies so they get along (dust used to tell her if she wasn’t already lucky enough to get surgery he would’ve given her his boobs and shit))

Uhm yeah anyway sorry

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