Your Absence Is Palpable

your absence is palpable

there's a gaping hole where the knife used to be

you were the knife right before it was excised

you used to impale me, penetrate me, saturate me, 'til there was no hem between our flesh and blood

symbiotic, we used to be

now it is I who remains, though not for long, as i can tell i'm wasting away in this silence, in this absence

dream boy 💖 © 0613data

delusional wannabe author

i have deluded myself into believing that scrolling through Pinterest, in the ambience of soft lighting, in the hours past midnight, accompanied by iced shaken espressos is equivalent to the act of writing

yet somehow, i awaken, surprised and mostly disappointed that my writing projects have not grown

everything everything everything goes

everything everything everything goes

everything everything everything goes

everything everything everything goes

everything everything everything goes

everything everything everything goes

“The time will pass anyway” absolutely shifted my mind

Calling you an idiot but platonically.

Calling you an idiot but I’m just giving into my sexual fantasies of a power dynamic.

Calling you an idiot as bluff bc I actually think ur the smartest.

what do celestial bodies do?

they orbit, but on occasion, they collide in a symphony of chaos and beauty. a catastrophic genesis of a new reality.