Jungkook X Reader: Lost You

Jungkook x Reader: Lost You

Summary: You've always been in love with him, but today you were done waiting for him, to see you, to understand you. You were finally done with Jeon Jungkook.

Wc: 1.9k

A/n: I tried something new idk how it is. I'm almost nervous to post it. But who cares 😶‍🌫️. Anyway Chan and Jimin were spotted in a restaurant in comfy clothes and I'm digging that!

⚠️: Its kinda sad (?!), Jungkook is a douche bag, a little suggestive.

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You kept calling him but no use, his phone was switched off. He should have been here 3 hours ago. You hoped, he was in a business meeting as he told you when you asked him to come home by 6 and he said he'd be home by 7 as he had a meeting. 

You still remember the first day you met him, back when you were both 10 in one of your dad's fancy parties. "His father is important to the company, they are new in town, go play with him and be friends. Ok, Y/n?" Your mother had told you with a sweet smile on her face as you nodded. And the rest was history. Considering your circle mostly considered if the children of the other directors and business partners he fit in with all of you well. 

15 more minutes passed, and you could only worry more, you walked to the kitchen to get some water and placed your phone and whatever you had in your hand on the counter and get a glass of water, mid way of drinking it you heard the sound of your door open and close and you rushed to see. 

"Jungkook?" You called out his name and he looked at you wide eyes like a doe caught in headlights, an expression floated on his face which looked like remembrance. 

"You were with her weren't you?" The question flew from your mouth before you could filter it and you found that look filled with guilt on his face. You scoffed and folded your hands and started to walk off to your shared room when he said. 

"Why are you like this? She needed me okay!" Jungkook said. "What about me Jungkook? I, your girlfriend, needed you! And you went off with Minji" you said in frustration. "Don't say as if I was sleeping with her. She's still my good friend" he argued and you walked to the kitchen to grab your belongings and stepped inside the room he and you shared. 

You slid down to the ground as you closed the door. You still remember that day she walked into your life, Seo Minji. 

It was when you were 15. 

"Hey, isn't that the new kid?" Mingyu asked and you nodded. "Aw she's sitting alone" Jihyo said frowning, "Y/n go invite her here" Chan said, elbowing you. "Why me?" You asked, not like you were opposed to this aspect but you were simply curious. "You're good at this. I'm saying from experience" Jungkook said flashing his bunny smile, the smile that made your heart skip a beat, you would have done anything for that smile.

And you did, you invited Minji to your table, soon you found out her father actually worked for your father. "I feel strange sitting among you guys,I don't think I fit in" she said shyly. "Bullshit, we're all people" you daid ensuring her, "Yeah, there's nothing much different between you and us, welcome to our group" Jungkook said, flashing that sane smile at here.

It was truly where it all had started, Minji trying to get the boys in her clutches. She thought you and Jihyo didn't notice her accidental touches or her kawai and weak acts in front of them. While Chan could see through them, Mingyu and Jungkook never did. 

"Why didn't you two speak up when we were trying to get Mr Kim to invite Minji to the party?" Jungkook asked and Mingyu shook his head. You tightened your fist as Chan held it to ease you up. "She'd feel out of place," Jihyo tried to reason. The truth is you didn't want her to engage further with your circle. She already got Jungkook and Migyu to get her everything she might want. You watched as she used those two as her personal atm, a bat of her eyelashes and she had the 

"Gucci bag she wanted but couldn't get as she had to buy her grandmother's medicine" 

"Prada shoes cause she was sad her (nonexistent) fish died" 

You three tried to show them the real deal, but they refused as Minji never asked, they were willing to give her because she "deserved to be happy too". 

You smiled at yourself as you heard a knock on the door. "Babe, seriously why are you angry? I swear nothing happened, we just talked, Mingyu has been ignoring Minji and she felt alone, so she just needed someone to talk to and have a glass of wine with" He said. This always happened, One call and Jungkook would go running to her. 

You remember when you were 18, and your father and Jungkook's father declared that you and Jungkook would be engaged. You couldn't help your smile, you would be wed to your best friend to the person you fell for all those years ago. You were happy that now you could help him see reason, help him come out of Minji's clutches. But one look at his face, and you felt all your feelings drain away, his face was filled with disdain and he walked away. He didn't even consider that you could be the one for him for once. Did you expect something else? Did you expect he'll come happily to you and agree to this, you idiot. 

But, how could you? You lived to look into his doe eyes that shone bright, not for you, for Minji. You lived for that toothy smile that went brighter when Minji was there. No, they never were in a relationship, rather she never came into a relationship with either Jungkook or Mingyu. 

You still remember that day when you were 21, you had just graduated and were at your father's (soon to be yours) office working on some designs about a deal with your assitant Jimin and your now business associates Bangchan and Jungkook. No you two still spoke, you all were still friends and he acted like that evening never occured like he never broke your heart and crushed it into pieces. You remember Mingyu rushing into your cabin and hugging you tightly cheering "She said yes! She said yes! Minji said yes". You were stunned for a moment, you all were. "To what?" Chan managed to ask the man who was happy beyond bounds. "To marry me!" He said, "I'll go home, I just came to tell as I knew most of you are here, I've texted Jihyo, now I gotta tell my parents!" He said with his bright smile. "Congratulations" Jimin said to the departing man, who screamed a "thank you". All of your eyes shifted to Jungkook, his face motionless, teeth gritted, his fist so tight that his knuckles were turning white, a single tear left his eye. You shouldn't but you felt like your heart ached seeing him and you realised how down bad you were still for Jeon Jungkook. "Can you guys complete the rest without me? I'll just sign it" he asked. "Yeah, sure" you said and he walked away. The next day Jihyo had called you and told you, "of course she's marrying Mingyu, he's the heir, the elder child, Jungkook is second to his brother. How is he holding up?" You gave the exact words that you told Chan earlier that day "i don't know". The truth being, he never even read your texts, you didn't have the courage to meet him. 

You sighed at the banging sound from across the door. "If you need something tell me, if not please go to the other room". "Can you open the door once Y/n please. Please" he pleaded "Go away Jungkook please" you said, you wished you had said that to him that day two years ago. 3 days after Mingyu's proposal to Minji, you found Jungkook at your door, "can I come in" he had asked you in a broken voice. Your heart broke with his, you couldn't bear to see him like that. He came in to hug you, and you patted your head. 

"She loves him, I have to accept that. I don't know how you do it Y/n" he said, and your eyes went wide, tears stung them. "How do you even bear to look at my face much less comfort me after all I've done. How do you look beyond your feelings?" He asked. "Since when have you known?" You asked. "Since 3 days ago, when I saw the hurt in your eyes and realised how you have always been there." He said holding onto your cheek. Your brain told you to pull away, to push him away, to throw him out of the room, when his face inched closer to yours. You knew what he's doing, yet you didn't pay heed to the voice in your head. You focused on the doe eyes that looked into yours deep. Those arms that slid around your waist and pulled you close. You chose to focus on those lips that were attached to yours. You had thought, maybe this time he chose you, maybe this is it for you two. And it was, for the next few months. 

Jungkook and you walked hand in hand and stood beside Jimin and Chan along with Jihyo, on Mingyu and Minji's wedding day. Gyuji marriage was the talk of the town and things were finally looking up. Until 3 months into the wedding and you all were in the same party and seemingly Jungkook and Minji caught up, "you are still my best friend" Minji had told him, you tried your best not to drain a flute of wine on her. You didn't really mind much, ge did come back to you. He did love you. Things weren't so bad a few missed dates were seen and apologized and managed up until he missed your 2nd anniversary date and then your birthday. Once because Minji was sick and Mingyu was out of town and other because he mixed up the date after he had drunk a lot the day before with Minji and got absorbed at work.

But today was your last straw, you were done waiting around for him. You were done waiting for him to see you beneath Minji's shadow. You were done crying for him. You were done with him. So you texted Chan and Jimin, asking if their spare room was empty and if you could crash for sometime. Hence, you packed a small bag, took your phone and wallet and left the apartment. "Y/n! Y/n no. Please don't leave me over this. I'll be more attentive and careful. Y/n please." He pleaded. You might have stopped if this would have been any other day, but not today. Cause today you were done with Jeon Jungkook and the bullshit that comes with him.

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You don't stop, he lost you. He really lost you. He walks into the room you used to share. He found a book on the floor near the bed and a white and blue strip inside it. Jungkook was familiar with this strip or well, device, his eyes shifted to the words that were written on the little screen, 'positive'. "FUCK FUCK FUCK" Jungkook cursed as he felt like tearing off his hair, he did this to himself. 

Part 2: I loved you so bad

Masterlist

Taglist: @bbl32 @back2bluesidex (for a sec I couldn't find you 🤣) @cherryblossom-2004

Why is this so true!🤣🤣🤣

chan: I left instructions for everyone while I'm gone.

jisung: Mine just says "jisung, no."

chan: I want you to apply it to every possible situation.

Xie Meimei! 🥹

This. <3

the secret life of a kpop stan

taglist: @junhour

Do you know how long I kept the truth inside me like an unbearable secret? How could I trust the world with my soul when I already knew it was broken. How could I share the very thoughts that ruminate against my skull all day long without the world locking me in a room and throwing away the key? How could I? How could I?

I wish I knew what made you tick. Not the things we all know. The things you keep inside. The things that keep you up at night. The things that light a fire inside of you but you would never tell a soul.

How are you like me? How are you not? Does it matter? Do you care? Could you care? Why do I care so much? What can I do to make you see me? Really see me. Do I even want you to see me? What if you see right through me and wish I was invisible? Surely there’s a part of me you could cling to. Maybe I just cling to you on my own.

Let’s face it, I’ve always been on my own.

But I guess we all are.

This 🥹

Two times you're also in the part two 😏

Namjoon x Reader: Smoking is injurious to health

Summary: You were at the roof of your workplace smoking your vice, a ciggerate. When a certain tall man tries to talk you out of it.

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Life is a rollercoaster of various events, and I fell like recently, the dips have been just too much. After completing my share of the work for the day I finally stepped out of the work station, almost making a run for the elevator and clicking the button for the top most floor.

As you I exited the elevator and almost crashed into Heuning-Kai who immediately went "Ah Noona, Anneyonghaseo" and bowed, I gave a slight bow and greeted him back. I walked past him and went straight towards the roof top, it's generally empty around these times and I completely love that. I stepped and the cold air of the night welcomed me, it was November and hence the night weather was cold and I loved the breeze hitting my face. Seeing that the roof was empty, I freed my hair from my scrunchie and wore it around my wrist. I hand combed my hair, just incase.

I loved this view, no matter how many times I see it, the view never fails to amaze me. The faint sound of the city hustle and the sound of wind. I pulled my phone and clicked a few pictures of the night view of the city of Seoul, from the roof of the Hybe building.

Suddenly, "Hey!"

"AAAAAAAHH!" I screeched and almost dropped my phone, but lucky the man infront of me caught it, swiftly before it hit the ground.

And my mind went blank. Why was Kim Taehyung sneaking up on me!!

"What? You didn't notice me when you entered?" He asked

"You were here?" I asked, shocked out of my mind.

"Yes. The whole time. How did you not see me?" He asked chuckling.

"I didn't expect anyone to be here, so I didn't look around much" I said and he laughed "you think scaring someone to death like that is funny?" I asked and scoffed.

"I didn't even know, you be scared Yn-ssi! But it was hilarious!" He said.

I just shook my head and smiled back. Me and Taehyung weirdly clicked on my first project in the company, when he bumped into me one evening and offered to buy me coffee as an apology for cracking my phone as I declined his offer of getting me a new phone. We talked and enjoyed. Even on my second project and leading to my third, we spoke as we saw each other.

We both gazed at the city lights and I swiftly brought out my pack of cigarettes holding one to my lips I brought out my lighter and lit it. Leaving a puff of smoke, facing away from Taehyung. As if on queue he brought out his vape and lit it as well.

"so how long is this project?" He asked

"Well it was supposed to be 1 month, but some technical issues have arrived and I think it'll take more time" I said and took in a puff.

"So I was thinking, lets connect on kakao, I think it'll be fun" he said and pulled out his phone and made a few clicks and showed me his kkt qr code. I scanned it with mine and pinged him. He gave a classic smile and went on "Yn-ssi can I have a puff? Please"

"No! I know you are strictly prohibited to smoke cigarettes. You can't fool me" I stuck out my tongue at him and took another pull.

"One pull, one tiny little pull"

"And loose my job?!" I said amused.

"No! Never! I'll vouch for you. But that won't happen"

"Nope. No need!!" I denied.

"Please. Please Yn-ssi please!" He was about to step closer when another voice was heard.

"Stay with your vape. You should consider yourself lucky you get it" I knew very well whom that voice belonged to. Tae groaned at his Namjoon hyung.

"Seriously? Again" he looked at me and said as he took a seat on the small pillar beside me.

"Don't blame the girl, she's going through a stressful day" I said taking a final puff and going to put it off and throw it in the dustbin. The roof is a common spot for the building's smoker workers to half an "air break".

When I walked back Taehyung was missing, Namjoon patted the spot beside him and I gladly took the seat.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asked.

"Yeah, I guess. Um.. Joaquin blew up the roaster and the back up is incomplete so we'll have work from the proceedings again" you said huffing.

"I had warned you guys in the very first day that he was an idiot" he said throwing his hands up.

"Oh c'mon, I could ask my agency to change the individual because they drink Americano with 6 pumps of sugar." And we both started laughing.

"No seriously, who does that?! Why would you drink Americano if you add 6 pumps of sugar in it!" He said laughing harder

"I seriously don't know, but you were right he is an idiot!" I said nodding "I cant believe he blew up 2 to 3 weeks progress. This is insane and stupid" and we both kept talking, untill my phone rang, and I picked it up. It was my friend/flat mate Nika "Where are you? Why aren't you home? Did you see the time!" She spoke in our native mother tongue

"No. I mean, uh .... I kind of got caught up, I'll tell you when I return. Whats the time" I removed the phone from my ear to see it been an hour since I came to the roof and was getting quite late. I calmed her down saying I was on my way out and will take a cab home, all replying in my mother tongue as well and hung up.

"My friend's freaking out, I told her to go home alone today as I'll be late, but well its quite late. I better hurry" I stood up putting my phone back in my pocket and

"That friend who works here but you've never told us who it is?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows.

I nodded and he said "Yeah Lets go"

I didnt make much of it and started walking to lift and went back to my work station floor to get my bag. I was kinda glad Namjoon was following me making small talks as most of the lights were dimed and I'm kinda scared of the dark. We spoke about various stuff and he informed me that he was done for the day and wanted to ask Tae to ride back home together so he had originally come in search for Taehyung.

"But where did he go?" I asked as we came back to the lift.

"He must be at the cafe, he said something about a new part-timer being cute" shaking his head.

And as the elevator dinged at the bottom floor, he asked "Will you drive home?"

"No, I let my friend take our car. I'll just get a cab" I said shrugging.

"No!" He suddenly said.

"What?" I said shocked.

"Lets go, Tae will drive you home first and then we'll return"

"No! Are you crazy! Cause I'm not, I do not wanna take the risk of getting seen like that!" I said, shocked by the stupidity of the 148 iq man infront of me.

"Yeah, you're kinda right" he said with a sheepish grin and scratched his head. "Then I'll arrange the car for you." I tried to protest but he said "Nope! You stayed late for the company, and it's my duty as your boss, well kinda, to take responsibility"

I rolled my eyes and chuckled saying "okay, my responsible boss" smh. But I smiled to my self, that feeling when the person you love does something sweet for you and it warms your heart. Even though to him it might just be a considering gesture for just an employee. To me, it was like a blessing from heaven and I couldn't wait to tell this to Nika.

As always as soon as you told Nika about your encounter, she got all excited. You suddenly herd you KKT tone go off, and the notification left you stunt.

K.rm94 sent you a message

I hope you reached home safe.

Oh I hope you don't mind I stole your contact from Tae ;)).

Seeing me stand there in shock, Nika came to my side and glanced at the notification and literally screamed.

"Girl, I think today calls for the big bottle huh. Order some nice food and get fresh" She almost order and Just looked at her.

"Don't acted like you didn't drag my broke ass to a whole restaurant on the day Hobi asked for my number. And this would have happened a long time ago if you would have just let me introduce you to them" I just rolled my eyes and what she said and said "I was embarrassed back then. And I'm ordering some pork belly chops and bbq"

"Suits me!" She shouted from the kitchen.

A drink wont hurt, it was friday anyway.

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Two weeks latter, I again found myself smoking on the roof, it was quite early, but I had a presentation and wanted to double check everything. It would be an hour or more before the other employees pile in.

"You shouldn't be smoking at this hour, you know" I heard the voice of the man of my dreams and almost instantly the cigarette was pulled out of my hand. I watched him walk all the way to the dustbin to put out the smoke and throw it. As he came back I noticed he had 2 go to cups in his hand. He just place one infront of me.

"Here, your lemon ice tea with 1 pump of sugar, and little bit of mint and basil" I was taken aback and shocked. Namjoon looked at me and went "What? You don't like it? I got something wrong haven't I? Did I-"

"No it's exactly what I always drink. I was just shocked you remember it." I smiled accepting the cup and sipping on it. He gave an illegal dimple smile. Man how can a human look THIS good, early in the morning?! I wondered. Suddenly I realised and asked him.

"How did you know I am here?"

"You did tell me last night, that you were nervous. So I thought of buying you your emotional support drink to cheer you up. But, you weren't on your floor, so I figured you'd be here" and he shrugged. Damn this man is smart. "don't worry you'd do great" he said bumping his hand on my shoulder lightly.

I loved and cherished these moments. Be it texts or in IRL. Just the fact that he thought about me even amoung so many things he could be thinking of made me blush. I wish I could tell him the effect of these little things he does. Nika's teases also dont do any more help than pour oil in fire.

"Can I ask something?" Namjoon like just like he always does even on texts.

"I've told you to not ask that question and just ask away" I said smiling.

"Why do you smoke so much. Like you do it alot, I'm just curious not discriminating or anything" he said, seemingly nervous.

I fixed my glasses and said "Well, I've been doing it for a long time, to some extent it has become a habit. Also stress, loneliness and stuff"

"Loneliness?" He said looking at you from the road.

"Yeah. My mum and sis are at Gimpo, it's not far but still whatever, and I dont really have friends, except my roommate and a few others" I chucked, "I'm quite the loner, yeah, I go around places alone at times. So yeah, that feels quite lonely"

"You shouldn't have to" Namjoon suddenly blurted out "You could come with me, I go about incognito alot"

"You don't have to do that, please" I said, feeling bad to see him pity me, but what he said next surprised me

"But I want to, I've wanted to and this seemed like a good opportunity, and Im blabbering sorry" He shut up and I was kinda in surprise, but my cellphone rang up and broke the moment. It was my presentation partner, I picked it up and told him that, I'll see him in a bit.

"I better get going. See you around." I told Namjoon and walked away, picking my cup in hand. On the way down to the elevator I smiled at it.

Time passed on like that me, Namjoon and Tae and even the other members met often here and there sometimes planned sometimes on coincidence. But Namjoon became quite a regular part of my life, specially through texts. Sending each other nice pictures of food and sky or of cute animals had become common. He even sneaked good pictures of the members or sent in videos and short clips. But, finally the last day of project came and Tae and Namjoon fared you well.

"Hey I'm not leaving the country or city! Why that frown" I asked Namjoon.

"He's sad that he won't be able to see you everyday" Tae joked and I laughed.

Namjoon just stretched his arms out as if signalling for a hug. I looked around to find the corridor empty and went in for a hug. Damn, I felt like it was what my body wanted for the whole life. That feeling of having him against me, his musky and deodrant smell damn, I could die happily in these arms. Those videos were right, he does give great hugs. We finally pulled apart and Tae came in for a hug. An out of breath Yeonjun was seen coming running with Beomgyu behind him.

"Yn! I'll miss you!" He said and hugged me, "Gosh Yeonjun, why do you do this everytime"

"Noona! Noona! I'll miss your sandwich!" Beomgyu hugged the both of us.

"Enough drama, come by the restaurant and I'll feed you all the food. Just tell me before hand" I saod smiling at them.

"Restaurant?" Namjoon asked.

"Noona's mom owns an Indian food restaurant in Gimpo. Its a long drive but its worth it" Beomgyu said releasing us.

"I visit on some weekends. You guys should totally come. My mom would be elated to see you both!" I said.

"Lets plan for a weekend then!" Tae said with his boxy smile.

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Days passed and I got busy with new projects but Namjoon's texts seemed to remain constant. One day, one text made me blush, it was a friday evening, I had just stepped out of the shower, I was alone, Nika was out for some celebratory dinner with her teammates.

K.rm94 sent you a message

Whatchya doin tomorrow? Any plans

> Not much. I'd probably sleep and Netflix

Then I'll pick you up at 10am

I started freaking out I texted Nika but all were left unread. I opened my closet and sat choosing between various clothes, finally deciding on something casual and comfortable.

Namjoon was dot on time the next day in his car driven by another man ofcourse and we went to visit an art gallery. We had lunch at a nice empty diner and he took me to this beautiful flower garden by the Han river. Strangely all the nerves that I felt before he arrived had vanished the moment my eyes laid on him. I was standing and admiring a flower, when I heard the click of the camera and there Namjoon was standing, pointing his phone camera at me.

"Sorry. You just looked so pretty looking at it. Ah. I should have asked. Im-" he started blabbering but I stopped it saying it was fine, with flushed cheeks and the boy shocked me with what he said next.

"then, would it be okay if I held your hand?" I couldn't see his face due to the mask, but his eyes said it clear that he was smiling and not a joking one but a cute fond one. I just looked back at the flower and nodded my head. I felt him slip his hand beside mine and interlacing our fingers. Damn, it felt so right. Walking around in a garden holding the hand of the person I loved. What else could I want?

Would it be too selfish If I wanted to keep this human for me. If I just wanted this Human to be mine. I had 1000s of thoughts rushing throught my head. When I felt him tug at my hand, I looked at him and he motioned towards a bench near by.

"Sit here, I'll be back in a while" He winked and walked to a certain direction. I froze and felt a blush rush to my cheek, hopefully he was already walking away and didn't see that. I pulled out my phone and answered a few texts and saw my room mates text

Nika:

Going out. Will be home late. I want all the tea when I return.

I chuckled at the girl's enthusiasm. I looked around to see Namjoon still out of sight so logged into Twitter and the first post was a cute video of Felix from Straykids and I giggled.

"What has you all giggly?" I hear Namjoon's voice.

"Just Lee Felix, aww he's just so cute"

"And I ain't? Seriously woman?" Namjoon said, fake pouting. I swear if I could I'd squish his cheeks and shower him with kisses but I controlled myself and said "Well you're cute too" I winked.

"Here, your regular, but they didn't have basil so-" he mumbled, I don't know how he just knows what I need.

"Thank you Joon" I said smiling like an idiot.

We roamed about and talked a bit more before we decided to head back as he had practice the next day morning.

"Damn, I had such a great day" I said as his driver parked the car infront of our building. I don't know if I should, But may be I will and I just asked before he said anything "Wanna go upstairs? For some coffee?" I mentally slapped myself, that sounded so better in my head.

"I'd love to" he said with a smile before he pulled up his mask and exited the car.

We entered the elevator and I pressed our floor, I hope Nika isn't back.

"I really enjoyed the day you know. Lets go on a date again" he suddenly blurted, not even looking at me smiling at our hands.

"Wait! What do you mean again? We were on a date?" I asked in shock.

"I mean, weren't we? Like..." I stopped him and told him "You never told me!" I stepped outside the elevator and walked to our apartment door. I opened it and walked in with Namjoon at my tow.

"Welcome to our humble abode" I said, and showed him to the drawing room as I went it to our washroom to splash some water in my face.

I came back to Him staring at our collected Tiny tan showcase.

"They are good, specially that one" he pointed at a replica of Van Gogh's Starry night hanging on the wall above the couch.

"I love the starry night. But by the way what was that about the date" I brought back the topic.

"Well, I thought it is, like you'd understand" he stood up and walked close to me.

"I appreciate the thought, but these things need to be said and reciprocated" I said and walked into the kitchen to the counter to bring some snacks.

Suddenly I felt a presence around me and a firm grip on my waist. "So if I say I really like you? Wouldn't you reciprocate?" His husky voice near my ear sent chills down my spine.

I was so shocked that I turned around and I shouldn't have, now I was trapped face to face in a close proximity with Namjoon between the kitchen counter and him, my ways of escape guarded by his muscular arms. I was looking wide eye into his eyes, my eyes travelled allover his face which looked more beautiful from up close. My eyes finally rested on his lips, and suddenly, he leaned in and I shut my eyes, and if someone says magic, thats what I exactly felt.

I have never been kissed like that before, like he really wanted me, and he pushed me on the kitchen counter and brought himself closer. His lips felt so soft against mine. I felt his grip shift to my waist and he pulled me into him and I tangled my hand behind his neck, entangling my hands with his soft locks above his neck. He let out a slight groan into my mouth, when I tugged at them.

We parted for a few moments as we looked at each other, he looked at me, his eyes full of fondness. I pried myself on the kitchen counter as Namjoon widen my legs and stood between them and attacked my lips. We both smiled through the kiss, as I re-entangled my fingers amoung his hair. We were so engrossed in each other that we didn't hear the jiggle of keys and the door open. We didn't even realise untill a very shocked voice was heard.

"Not in the kitchen!" On hearing which I almost pushed Namjoon away in shock.

"Where was the code pink?" She asked. I was still in shock and mumble something around "I didn't know"

While Namjoon utter "Nika!" And looked at me "Nika's your room mate"

I gave a sheepish smile and said "yeah" and side eyed Nika to get lost.

"hi and bye. I'm going to my room. Don't bother" and walked inside the apartment.

And Namjoon looked back at me and asked "Code pink?"

"We have color coded different situations for better communication. And before you ask, I didn't tell you or let her introduce me to you guys so that, because I wanted to become friends with you guys naturally and not under any influence.

"I think I understand" He smiled and came in for another kiss.

"So, are you willing to give us a try?" He asked, literally with star eyes.

"I think" I said almost unsure.

"Look, I know it wont be easy, and we'll have to meet and go out in odd timing and stuff, but we'll figure stuff out okay?" He said

"Okay. Baby steps" I said. And he hugged me, I had my head on his chest and he rested his on the nape of my neck.

"I really like you" he mumbled against my skin.

"So do I" I said back.

"So as your boyfriend can I claim that I helped you pass a day with out the burning stick?" He asked with a dimpled smile

"You could but, I already had one in the morning" and smiled.

"Well, atleast try to get it a bit lesser. Just give me a call or text, hang out in the studio. Please" he said pleading with his eyes.

I nodded and kissed his cheek.

"And yes, stop accepting projects from Hybe, it makes you their employee" he suddenly said.

"Why? They pay really good" I said. He pouted and looked at me, of course I knew why. "Okay, I won't" I finally said and he hugged me again.

And that night passed with Nika listening to all the "tea" and us "celebrating"

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~3 months later~

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Jagi.....<3

Baby.... 😀

> What? It's 2.34am.

Were you sleeping?

> Well no 😅

> Why?

Look outside.

*What I saw outside the window*