Does Anyone Have Any Good Excuses For When You Don't Want To Eat? My Friends And Family Barely Ever Believe

does anyone have any good excuses for when you don't want to eat? my friends and family barely ever believe me when i tell them "im not hungry" or "i don't feel good" :(

⠀ ❝ ݁⠀⠀ ⠀fuck this ⠀！⠀⠀ ;  my distractions

sculpt

learn to draw a human face

print off a coloring page and color it

draw a detailed eye

analyze a favorite character in a book or film

create a bullet journal spread

create a tumblr post

edit

write a short story or my wip

do a workout video

write sweetspo or meanspo for myself

call a friend

listen to subliminals

nap

make stickers

listen to music and relax

give yourself a facial

take a bath or shower

clean room

plan future meal ideas

go on a walk or short run

brush and floss teeth

scroll through tiktok

chug as much water as possible

write a list of reasons not to binge

print thinspo

make something low calorie for later

plan school meals

list all the clothes i’ll buy when when thin

do my makeup

clean makeup brushes

dance or sing

practice hairstyles

meditate outside

listen to a podcast

paint your feelings as a creature

create an original character

give myself a mani/pedi

take a bath

make playlists on spotify

play video games

watch secret eaters

watch supersize vs superskinny

watch fat families

watch my 600 pound life

find recipes 

waking up to stars on the ceiling and bruises on pale skin and battered feet on & off the scale and almonds in ziploc baggies and bite marks on fingers and hair down the drain and measuring crunches by the spots left on the spine and enough water to drown organs and eating an apple with a knife and fork and battered feet on & off the scale and desperate hands clutching ribs and standing up & the world goes dark and carrying an emergency rice cake in your purse for weak spells and enough green tea to drown organs and how many calories are in toothpaste and whatever nail polish color covers yellow and battered feet on & off the scale and is today the day my heart gives out and how many calories do you burn when you sneeze and pillows squeezed between thighs and waking up in a new body everyday and fingers clasped around wrists and notebooks filled with numbers and purple crescents below the eyes and accidentally knocking your elbow on your hip bone and being afraid of your own reflection and i’m not hungry or i already ate or i’ll eat later or i don’t feel well and oxygen that tastes like splenda and battered feet on & off the scale

July 27, 2020

breakfast:

nothing - 0

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lunch:

green tea - 0

apple - 90

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dinner:

mac and cheese - 250

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snacks:

salt and vinegar chips - 225

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exercise:

cheer - 600

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total: -35?

anyone wanna be ana buddies?

•13-17

•preferably american but i really don't care

•will send thinspo and meanspo

•lgbtq+ or ally

:))

sure