Hockeyplayer!chris X Ballerina!reader

hockeyplayer!chris x ballerina!reader

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he just can’t resist when he sees you— so undeniably cute and adorned in that soft, delicate shade of pink. smut, 18+

you didn’t hate that your father was the hockey coach, but what you really couldn’t stand was the routine that followed. after your dance class, when you were still in your leotard and tights, he'd swing by to pick you up, your hair still slightly damp from the exertion. instead of heading home, though, he’d take you with him to practice. every time, you’d sigh, sinking into the car seat, staring out the window as the city streets blurred past. you’d ask him, almost pleading, “can’t you drop me off at home first?” but every time, he’d look at you in the rearview mirror and he’d say, “no, sweetheart.”

so you sat there in the bleachers, watching the boys move across the ice, their faces flushed, sweat glistening on their foreheads as they skated back and forth. they were rough, energetic, colliding with each other and laughing, completely absorbed in their practice. the rink was cold, and the smell of the ice was sharp in the air. you sighed, reaching into your dance bag, feeling the familiar items inside—hairpins, ballet shoes, and a book. it was your habit to always carry a book with you, no matter where you were. with nothing else to do, you opened it and began to read, the words quickly pulling you into another world.

your hair was neatly tied in a tight bun, a pink ribbon wrapped around it in a delicate bow. your pastel pink leotard and matching skirt hugged your small frame, and your cheeks were still rosy from the exertion of your dance class. the way you focused on the pages in front of you, completely absorbed, made you look almost ethereal, like an angel.

chris sturniolo couldn’t help but notice. as he skated, his eyes kept drifting toward you, drawn to the way you sat there, so serene and out of place in that cold, rough environment. it was as if time slowed for him; you seemed to glow against the dim, harsh light of the rink. he was so entranced by the sight of you, with your delicate features and the soft pink of your outfit, that he didn’t see another player coming toward him.

suddenly, he collided with the boy, nearly knocking him over. “hey, chris, watch where you’re going!” the boy yelled, annoyed. the shout broke your concentration, and you looked up from your book, your eyes scanning the rink until they met chris’s. he was staring at you, completely ignoring the other boy. his blue eyes were locked on you, and even though you couldn’t see every detail from that distance, you noticed the way his cheeks were reddened, the embarrassed grin on his face, and the way he couldn’t look away. you couldn’t help but giggle at the scene, the corners of your mouth lifting as you watched him.

and so, naturally, as the practice drew to a close, he couldn't resist. the moment the whistle blew, he darted across the ice, his skates gliding effortlessly as if pulled by an invisible force towards you. you, meanwhile, were already packing up, your movements quick and efficient, the strap of your bag slipping over your shoulder. you were ready to leave.

“hey,” chris called out. his hand reached out, fingertips barely grazing your arm, so soft it was almost like a whisper. he feared you wouldn’t even notice the contact, but you did. you paused, turning around slowly, your wide, doe-like eyes locking onto his. there was a brief moment where time seemed to stretch, his breath catching in his throat as he took in every detail—the delicate curve of your lips, the gentle flutter of your long lashes, the soft flush on your cheeks.

'i... i'm chris,' he managed to say, the words tumbling out in a nervous rush. you giggled softly, the sound light and melodious, finding his awkwardness adorable. “hi, chris,” you replied with a warm smile. you then introduced yourself, the name rolling off your tongue like music to his ears.

“honey, i’ll wait for you at the car,” your father’s voice echoed, steady and firm. you glanced in his direction and gave a small nod, acknowledging him before turning back to chris. "i'm his daughter," you said, as if it wasn’t already obvious. "you’re beautiful," he murmured, almost without thinking, the words slipping out before he could stop them. he bit his lower lip and his eyes flickered over you, trying to take in every detail. the intensity of his gaze made your cheeks warm slightly. "you’re a ballerina, right?" he asked then. there was something in the way he asked, like he could already picture you moving to music, graceful and poised. “yeah.”

and even though your father was literally waiting for you outside, you found yourself sitting back down on the bleachers, talking to chris. time seemed to slip away as the conversation flowed, his initial nervousness fading with each word exchanged. around you, the locker room doors swung open, and one by one, the other boys filed out, their chatter and laughter filling the rink as they passed by.

"shit, i should go," you said after a while, suddenly standing up, the realization hitting you like a wave. chris immediately stood as well, the urgency in your voice pulling him to his feet. "no, wait," he pleaded, his hand reaching out instinctively to gently cup your cheek, turning your face back toward him. before you could respond, his lips were on yours.

the kiss started out soft, tender, his hands cradling your face as if you were something fragile. in that moment, everything else faded. his helmet, which had been in his hands, tumbled over, your fingers threaded through his hair. the gentle warmth of the kiss soon intensified, becoming more urgent, more demanding. without even realizing it, the two of you had moved, stumbling together into the locker room. you parted your lips slightly, a soft moan escaping as chris took the opportunity to deepen the kiss. his tongue slid into your mouth, exploring and savoring your sweet taste, sending a shiver down your spine.

you moved together in a heated rhythm, your bodies instinctively seeking more until your back pressed against the cold, hard wall. the contrast between the chill of the tiles and the warmth of his body made you gasp, and his hands found your hips, gripping you firmly as if anchoring you in place.

chris's touch was both possessive and tender, his fingers digging into your sides just enough to hold you steady, yet gentle enough to keep you wanting more. he pulled back for a moment, just long enough to yank off his jersey and toss it carelessly to the floor, before his lips found yours again with renewed urgency. his hands roamed over your body, exploring every curve and inch of you, and before you knew it, your skirt had slipped down, pooling at your feet.

"fuck," he muttered, his voice low and filled with desire, as your breaths grew more ragged, the heat between you building with each passing second. his hands were trembling slightly, driven by impatience and need, as he suddenly tore your bodysuit apart, the fabric ripping easily under his grip, falling to the ground in shreds.

"sorry," he whispered against your lips. “it's okay," you replied softly, as your hands moved to his waistband, quickly sliding his pants down, eager to feel more of him. a soft moan escaped his lips as he mirrored your movements, gently sliding down your stockings and panties. “may i?” he asked, his voice hushed. you nodded without hesitation, your breath hitching in anticipation.

his fingers began to explore between your folds, massaging you with slow, gentle strokes, each movement sending waves of pleasure through your body. the sensation made you moan softly, your lips parting as the sounds escaped. your hips began to move instinctively, pressing into his touch, silently pleading for more. “impatient, are we, angel?” he murmured, stopping his touch just as you were getting lost in the sensation, drawing a whimper of protest from your lips. his movements were deliberate now, unhurried, as he took a step back to lower his boxers down to his knees. then, he lifted you off the ground, his hands sliding under your thighs to support your weight.

"please," you whispered, your voice barely audible but laced with need. the word hung in the air between you, a plea that sent a shiver down his spine. it was all the encouragement he needed. with a slow, deliberate thrust, he pushed into you.

his head dropped to your shoulder, and a deep grunt escaped his lip. you clung to him, your manicured nails digging into his back, leaving faint marks that made him groan deeply. the sound reverberated in your ears, adding to the electric atmosphere that surrounded you both.

his movements were unhurried, each thrust slow and purposeful, as if he wanted to savor every second, every sensation. "you take me so well, angel," he moaned out, his voice thick with pleasure as he started sliding in and out of you faster. his words sent a shiver through you, intensifying the heat building inside.

your head fell back against the cold wall behind you as his hands cupped your breasts, your nipples hardening from his touch. every thrust pushed you closer to the edge, your breaths growing shallow and rapid. you could feel the tension coiling tighter within you, a sweet pressure that was becoming almost unbearable, signaling that you were getting closer.

and he understood, feeling the way your walls tightened around him, a clear signal that you were on the brink. "oh god," he muttered under his breath, his voice laced with urgency as his hips moved quicker, the need to reach his own release driving him forward.

the intensity of it all became too much, and you couldn’t hold back any longer. the orgasm crashed over you, your body trembling as waves of pleasure coursed through you. you felt your release spill over, coating him and your thighs as he continued to move within you. the sensation of you unraveling around him pushed him over the edge, and with a deep, guttural groan, he followed you into ecstasy, his body tensing as he found his own release, filling you up completely.

he slowly pulled out of you, his movements careful as he adjusted his boxers and pants. his gaze dropped to the torn body on the floor, the delicate fabric ripped in half. “shit, ‘m sorry. i didn’t mean to,” he stammered, hands gesturing aimlessly. you let out a soft, breathy chuckle, your lips curling into a slight smile as you shook your head. “hey, it’s okay,” you murmured, the sound of your voice gentle. “really, it’s not a big deal. although... i’m not sure how i’m going to explain this,” you added, a hint of playful exasperation in your tone. and your father obviously didn’t take it well, seeing you walk up to him wearing chris’s jersey, your own shirt ruined and your hair a tousled mess.

messy hair bb

this edit genuinely ruined my fucking life

Hard - Matt Sturniolo

Needy boyfriend Matt

Paring: switch drunk!Matt x drunk!reader

Contains/warnings: mentions of alcohol, mentions of sex, handjob, edging, making out, orgasm control, masturbation.

Summary: You and your boyfriend Matt went home drunk after a party, which leads to you two making out. Matt got a little needy, so you gave him a helping hand.

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Matt was always the dominant one in the relationship, especially in bed. He was always the one to manhandle you, to edge you, to overstimulate you, all sorts of things. It has never been the other way around. Until tonight...

You and Matt had gone to one of his friends' parties. You guys danced and drank all night. Since Matt knew he was going to drink he decided for you guys to take an Uber instead of driving. Which is responsible and also good because it means he can leave without his brothers and go to your place afterwards.

You guys are currently in the back of an Uber on your way home, making out very sloppily tasting the alcohol in each other's mouths.

Breaking the kiss for a moment, Matt's hand cups your cheek, his thumb wiping away a trace of lipstick on your lips. His voice slurred but filled with lust “God, you're so fucking sexy, baby.”

The car comes to a stop. “We’re here.” The Uber driver says side eyeing you guys as you make out.

Matt takes out his wallet and pays the driver.

You guys quickly get out of the car and walk towards the door of your house, stumbling a bit because of how drunk you are.

With a smirk, Matt helps you steady yourself as you stumble towards the door. Slurring his words as he fumbles for the keys to your house “Shit, I think we had a little too much to drink.” He says letting out a low chuckle as you stumble against him. “God, I love when you're drunk.” He manages to open the door, and pulls you inside, pressing his lips against yours once more. “You taste like fucking tequila.”

You laugh softly. “I think that’s you.” You slur out as you lean in and kiss him again. After a few seconds you pull out and start going to your room.

As you both stumble towards your room, Matt's hands are all over you, groping your ass, squeezing your sides, anything he can reach. And of course he couldn’t help sneaking in a few kisses along the way. He kicks open the door to your room and pulls you inside, slamming the door shut behind you.

You pull Matt into a kiss while walking to your bed. You both lay down and continue to make out.

He wraps his arms around you, holding you close as you lay on the bed. His kisses are sloppy and drunken, but filled with so much love and need.

You guys keep making out for a few minutes. Getting sloppier and needier. But Matt definitely got a lot more needier, you were so lost in the kiss you didn’t notice when he pulled out his dick and started stroking it.

With a mischievous grin, Matt pulls away from your lips and looks at you with heavy-lidded eyes. “Shit, I’m so hard for you right now.” He says as he strokes himself. “I couldn’t help it.” He says as he moans and whimpers. His strokes are going faster.

You look at him stroking himself, he looks so hot. “Fuck Matt.” You whisper and lean in to kiss his neck. You keep kissing and leaving hickeys on his neck. Your hand moves to Matt’s hand and slowly takes it off his dick and replaces it with yours.

“Oh, fuck yeah.” He groans as you wrap your hand around his hard cock, letting you take control. He leans back on the bed with a pleased sigh. "Don't stop."

You keep stroking, each stroke going faster. Your other hand moves and starts playing his balls.

"Shit, your hands feel so good." He moans, his head tossing back and forth on the pillow. "Don't stop, please don't stop." He begs, his hips moving up to meet your strokes. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum so hard."

“Yeah? You’re close?” You ask with a smirk.

"Oh yeah, I'm so fucking close." He pants heavily, his hips thrusting faster. "Please don't stop, please make me cum." He begs you.

But as soon as he’s about to cum you pull your hands away.

"What the fuck?! Why did you stop?" He says in a needy, almost whiny voice. He raises his hips, looking for your hand again. "Please, don't stop, please make me cum."

“Shhh you gotta be patient.” You say with teasing and lean to kiss him.

He lets out a frustrated whimper as you kiss him, his hands gripping the sheets tightly. He tries to pull your hands back to his dick, but you hold them firm. "Fuck, please," he begs between kisses. "I need to cum so bad."

Your kisses move down to his neck as your fingers tease his tip.

He lets out a loud groan as your lips move down to his neck, sucking and biting gently. "Yes, just like that." he whispers as your fingers tease his sensitive tip.

“You like that?” Your fingers move down to play with his balls.

"Oh fuck yes!" He moans as your fingers play with his balls. His hips buck up and down, trying to get some sort of friction on his dick. His body is covered in a sheen of sweat and his breaths come in ragged gasps.

Your hand finally moves to stroke his dick but they are really slow strokes.

His eyes roll back in his head as your hand finally starts stroking his dick, but the slow pace is torture. He whines and complains, trying to speed up your hand, but you just keep the slow, teasing strokes going. "Please, faster," he begs, his voice strained with need.

You chuckle slightly at his whine and move your hand faster. With your free hand you start rubbing his tip. "Fuck, yes!" Matt moans as your hand speeds up and you start to rub his tip. His body tenses up, muscles clenching as he gets closer and closer to climax.

“Are you close?” You ask speeding up.

"Y-yes, I'm so close! Fuck, I'm gonna cum!" He cries out, his voice loud and desperate. His dick pulses in your hand as he’s about to cum. But you pull away.

He groans in frustration as you pull away, his orgasm just out of reach. "What the fuck?! Why did you stop?!" He pants, looking at you with a mix of frustration and need. "Please, let me cum! I can't take it anymore!"

You chuckle at his reaction and lean in to kiss him. Leaving his dick now turning red with a bit of purple with need.

"Oh fuck, don't tease me like this," He moans against your lips, his hips thrusting up and down in a hopeless attempt to find some relief. “please! Just let me cum!” He begs, his voice cracking with desperation. His dick is now a deep shade of purple and throbbing with need, precum dripping steadily from the tip.

You stop kissing him and your hand wraps around his dick tightly but not moving.

He gasps as you tighten your grip around his dick, the pressure almost too much to bear. "Oh fuck, that's... that's so tight," he groans. His body is flushed and his breath comes in short, desperate pants. He's never been so horny, never so desperate. He bites his lip and whines softly, squirming under your hand.

Your other hand starts rubbing his tip really fast, while your other hand stays still around his length.

"Oh fuck, oh fuck! Fuck!" He cries out, his hips bucking up and down at a frantic pace as he tries to rub his tip against your hand the way he wants to. He's so horny, so desperate for release, and your teasing is driving him wild.

“You like that?” You ask.

"Yes, fuck yes, I love it!" He gasps, his voice filled with pure need and pleasure. "Please, don't stop! I'm so close!" He begs, his body trembling as he tries to find that elusive release.

Your hand around his dick finally starts moving. It stokes him up and down very fast.

"Oh fuck! Fuck! I'm cumming!" He screams, his hips bucking furiously up and down as he unloads with an intense orgasm, pumping his load all over your hand as he trembles with pleasure. His body twitches as he's cums, his cock erupting in a massive, uncontrollable orgasm. Thick ropes of cum shoot out of his tip, coating your hand and arm in his release He moans as he finishes cumming, his body still shaking with the intensity of his orgasm. He's completely spent and flushed with a deep sensation of satisfaction. He look up at you with a lazy but satisfied grin, his eyes shining with happiness. "That was amazing..."

With a smirk you lean in and kiss him.

He melts into the kiss, his lips soft and warm against yours. He's still catching his breath from his orgasm, but he wraps his arms around you, holding you close as he kisses you deeply, his heart still racing from the intensity of his release. He pulls back. “We should get drunk more often,” he says and laughs softly.

“Yeah, we should.” You giggle and then bring your hand to your mouth to lick all his cum.

He watches with wide eyes, his gaze glued to your hand as you lick and suck his cum off of it, his breath catching as he sees the pleasure on your face. “Fuck...” he utters softly.

He reaches out and gently pushes your head back down, encouraging you to continue cleaning his cum off your hand. He can't believe how fucking hot this is, and he loves seeing you enjoy it just as much as he is. "Keep going, baby...lick it all off..."

You lick and suck your fingers clean as you maintain eye contact with him.

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Sorryyy for disappearing for a whileeee I just started school so I didn’t have much time to write

Hope you guys like this short fic 💚it’s a little bit rushed

Sorry if it’s weird ig I’ve never really written like sub/switch Matt

Love you 💚

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── ୨୧ !　SAFEWORD

matt sturniolo x reader

SUMMARY: Where Matt comes home angry after a stressful day and takes it out on Y/N, making her use her safeword.

WARNING: SMUT ‼️ explicit language, p in v, Mean!Matt, rough sex, slight dumbification/degradation, pet names, hair pulling, use of safeword, crying.

REQUESTED?: Yes, by anon.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: That is my work, I DON'T authorize any plagiarism, copy, or "inspiration"! | English isn't my first language, so I'm sorry if there's any grammar error.

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"Matt- please, I can't-" Y/N's body trembled under Matt's relentless touch, her breath hitching in her throat as waves of pleasure and pain intertwined in a cruel dance that had been going on for hours.

Matt had been different tonight; more intense, more demanding, more relentless. But beneath the surface, Y/N could sense the weight of something darker, something that had driven him to this edge.

He had returned from his day full of meetings with tension radiating from every pore, his usual warmth replaced with an icy determination that made Y/N’s heart race with equal parts fear and excitement.

She couldn't lie and say that she didn't loved how he pushed her, how he could make her body sing in ways no one else ever had, but tonight, he was pushing her beyond her limits. His hands were rougher, his words sharper, filled with a biting edge of degradation that made her cheeks flush with shame and arousal.

"Fuck, you’re such a dirty little slut." Matt growled, his voice rough, almost feral as he pressed her face into the mattress, his grip on her hips tight enough to bruise. "Look at you, so fucking needy. Is this all you’re good for? Spreading your legs and taking my cock?"

Y/N’s heart pounded in her chest, the sting of his words cutting deep. They had always enjoyed playing on the edge of roughness, pushing each other to the brink, but at that moment there was an edge to Matt’s tone that was darker, more vicious, and it scared her as much as it turned her on.

"Matt-" She gasped loudly, feeling his tip brushing against her most sensitive spot.

"Yeah, baby? You like being used like this, don’t you?" Matt continued, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that sent a shiver down her spine. "Such a fucking whore, taking everything I give you, begging for more."

Tears pricked at the corners of Y/N’s eyes, her body barely keeping up with the intensity of his thrusts, each one sending shockwaves through her body, pushing her further and further into a headspace where all she could feel was him; his roughness, his anger, his need.

Her mind was a chaotic mess of conflicting emotions. She adored the way Matt had the power to dominate her, the way he could take control and make her feel small, vulnerable, but safe.

But now, there was no safety net, no gentle undertone to his words, no soft looks, or tender touches to remind her that this was just play. It felt real - too real - and it terrified her. She was on the verge of tears, her body betraying her as it responded to his cruel words and rough touch with mindless, desperate arousal.

"Answer me." Matt snarled, his hand fisting in her hair and yanking her head back, forcing her to meet his gaze. His eyes were dark, burning with an intensity that made her stomach twist with a mixture of fear and need. "Tell me what you are. Tell me how much you fucking love this."

"I-I love it." Y/N stammered, her voice shaky, barely audible as she tried to keep up with the relentless pace he had set, shuddering. "I love being your s-slut, Matt. Please..."

"Please, what?" He demanded, interrupting her, his lips curling into a cruel smirk as he watched her struggle beneath him. "Please fuck you harder? Is this not enough?"

Her mind was spinning, her thoughts tangled in the web of humiliation and desire he had woven around her. She had always trusted Matt, trusted that he knew her limits. But in that moment, she could see no sign of the man who held her after, who whispered sweet words of love and reassurance.

"You’re so fucking pathetic, doll." Matt muttered in a mockery tone, his hand traveling around her stomach, feeling a small bulge below his palm. A smirk stretched acros his lips before he pressed his hand down on her lower abdomen, making her gasp as the sensation of his cock filling her completely overwhelmed her. "Look at that, dove. You’re so fucking full of me, you can see it, yeah?"

Y/N couldn’t stop the tears that slipped down her cheeks, a whimper escaping from her throat and her body trembling with a mixture of pleasure and pain, her mind reeling from the intensity of it all. She could feel herself breaking, her mind teetering on the edge of something dark and terrifying. She wasn’t sure how much more she could take.

Her lower body tried to react for itself, moving relentlessly while trying to move away from his hands, away from his touch. But Matt didn’t stop. He couldn’t stop. He was lost in his own world, driven by something darker than either of them had ever encountered in their time together.

"Hmm, making me feel s'good, 'were only made for that... you’re not even good for anything else, are you? Just a tight little cunt for me to fuck until I’m so satisfied and-"

"Red." She gasped out, interrupting his sentence abruptly, her voice breaking as the safe word slipped past her lips. "Red, Matt. Please... stop. Please-"

As Y/N's shout registered inside his mind, Matt’s entire world ground to a halt. The haze of anger and lust that had clouded his mind evaporated in an instant, leaving him feeling cold and hollow. He stilled immediately, his breath catching in his throat as he processed what she had just said. The safeword; the one word they had agreed upon to stop everything if it ever became too much. And she had used it.

A wave of dread washed over him as he realized what he had done. He had pushed her too far, been too rough, and now she was lying beneath him, trembling, with tears streaming down her angel face. The guilt was immediate and overwhelming, threatening to choke him as he remained still inside her, his body frozen in place.

"Fuck." Matt whispered, his voice shaking with a mixture of fear and remorse.

He wanted to pull out immediately, to give her the space she needed, but he knew that would only cause her more pain. Instead, he took a deep, shaky breath, trying to calm the storm of emotions raging inside him, and began to gently caress her body, his hands trembling as they moved over her tense and sore muscles.

"Shh, baby, I’m here." He murmured, his voice cracking as he started to stroke her back and shoulders, feeling the tight knots of tension beneath his fingertips.

He could see how red and irritated her skin was, the marks left by his rough hands and relentless pace, and it made him feel like the worst kind of monster. He wanted to cry, the weight of what he had done crushing him, but he held it together for her. She needed him to be strong now, to take care of her, and that was the least he could do after everything.

"I’m so fucking sorry, Y/N." Matt whispered, his voice thick with emotion as he continued to gently rub her sides, his hands gliding over her warm, tender skin. He pressed soft, apologetic kisses to her shoulder, feeling the salt of her sweat mingling with his lips. "I didn’t mean to hurt you, dove. I never wanted to push you this far. Please forgive me. I’m so, so sorry."

Y/N’s body was still trembling, her breath coming in shaky gasps as she tried to come down from the intense high he had forced her into. The feel of his hands on her, so gentle now, so careful, was a stark contrast to the brutal pace he had set before, and it was both soothing and heartbreaking at the same time. She could hear the pain in his voice, the guilt that was eating away at him, and despite everything, she wanted to reassure him that she was okay, that they were okay.

Matt’s hands continued their slow, tender exploration of her body, trying to soothe the aches and pains he had caused. He traced the lines of her muscles, feeling the tension slowly start to ebb away as she relaxed under his touch, though her body still quivered with the aftershocks. His heart ached as he observed her state, and he couldn’t stop the endless stream of apologies that flowed from his lips nonstop.

"I’m gonna slip out now, okay?" He whispered, his voice trembling as he pressed another soft kiss to her temple. He waited for her response, needing her to give him the okay before he made a move.

When she finally nodded, her eyes still closed, he took a deep breath and began to withdraw from her, moving as slowly and gently as possible. Despite his care, Y/N hissed in pain as he pulled out, her body still too sensitive, too raw from the hours of overstimulation. The sound made his heart shatter all over again, and he felt a fresh wave of guilt crash over him, his stomach twisting with self-loathing.

"Shit, I know, I know... I’m sorry, dove." He choked out, his voice barely above a whisper as he finally freed himself from her body, feeling the absence of her warmth immediately. "I’m so fucking sorry."

"It's alright. Just... Can you hold me? Please?" Her voice sounded so vulnerable, so small.

"Of course! Of course, sweetheart." Matt rushed his answer, laying by her side. He reached for her, pulling her into his arms and holding her close, his heart breaking at the way she winced as she shifted against him.

Y/N nestled into his chest, her body still trembling but beginning to calm as she felt his arms around her, his strong embrace a comfort after the storm. She could hear his heartbeat, fast and erratic beneath her ear, and she knew he was just as shaken as she was. Her own tears had slowed, though her eyes still burned with the remnants of the emotions he had dragged out of her.

"It’s okay." She whispered, her voice hoarse from the intensity of their session. "It’s okay, Matt."

But it wasn’t okay, not for Matt. He didn't know how she could say that when he, himself, couldn’t forgive himself for pushing her to the point where she had to use their safe word, where he had hurt her so badly that she had to stop him. The guilt gnawed at him, and he held her even tighter, as if he could somehow make up for the damage he had done by never letting go.

"I don't deserve you." He whispered again, his voice breaking as he buried his face in her hair, his body shaking with the force of his feelings. "I never wanted to hurt you, baby. Please, please, can you forgive me, angel?"

Y/N could feel the weight of his guilt pressing down on him, the way his body trembled with the effort to hold back his own tears, and it broke her heart. She knew he hadn’t meant to hurt her, knew that he had lost control in the heat of the moment, but she also knew that she needed to help him understand that she didn’t hate him for it; that she still loved him, and that they could get through this together.

"I forgive you." She whispered, her voice soft but firm as she lifted her head to look at him, her hand coming up to cup his cheek as if he was her most precious thing. "I know you didn’t mean it, Matt. We are okay. I’m okay. I promise."

Matt looked down at her, his eyes glassy with unshed tears, and he could see the truth in her gaze. She wasn’t angry with him, wasn’t pulling away from him. She was still here, still in his arms, and that was enough to start mending the cracks that had formed in his heart.

"Thank you." He whispered, his voice full of gratitude and love as he pressed a gentle kiss to her lips, his hands stroking her hair, her back, anything he could touch to reassure himself that she was still with him. "I love you so fucking much, Y/N. I’ll never let it get like that again, I promise."

"I know you won’t." Y/N whispered back, her voice full of conviction as she curled into him, seeking the comfort and safety of his embrace. "I trust you, Matt. With my life."

He held her like that for what felt like hours, the two of them wrapped up in each other as the intensity of the night slowly began to fade, leaving only the love they shared.

Matt continued to murmur soft apologies and words of love, his hands never stopping their soothing motions as he tried to make up for the pain he had caused. And gradually, as the night wore on and the exhaustion of their emotional and physical ordeal set in, Y/N’s eyes began to drift closed, her body finally relaxing completely in his arms.

Matt felt her breathing even out, her body going limp against him as sleep claimed her, and only then did he allow himself to relax, the tension he had been holding onto finally slipping away. He pressed a final, tender kiss to her forehead, his heart swelling with love for the woman in his arms, and whispered one last apology before he too succumbed to the pull of sleep, his arms wrapped protectively around her as they drifted off together.

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First - Chris Sturniolo

summary: where your boyfriend of 4 months, chris, finally builds up the courage to ask you to touch him for the first time, it leads to much more.

contains: smut, first time sex with chris, blowjob, gentle!chris, fluff.

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chris sits next to me on the couch, his body is visibly tense and he’s fidgeting with his nails.

“you okay?” i whisper, placing a hand on his thigh.

he nods quickly, his lips pressed into a thin line.

my eyes flicker back down to my phone as i continue to aimlessly scroll through it, but something is off with chris.

i haven’t seen him act this anxious since when he asked me to be his girlfriend, almost 5 months ago.

chris and i have been dating for 4 months, we’ve done almost everything except sex. we’ve made out, but it’s never got as far as actual sex. i’ve always wanted to, although i have a fear of being horrible in bed with chris.

“chrisss come on” i press, crawling onto his lap.

i adjust myself on his lap and his hands fly up to his face, he lets out a long groan.

“sorry- am i too heavy” i whisper,

“no sweetheart.” chris speaks, his hands flying up to my hips to steady me.

“just tell me what’s wrong with you.” i say peppering kisses all over his face.

“it’s so embarrassing.” he mumbles,

“chris.” i warn,

he’s done a lot of embarrassing things in the time that we’ve been together, and i’m sure this thing that’s bothering him isn’t about to top them.

“we never talk about things like this- i don’t know.” he sighs,

i tilt my head at him, “chris… you’ve got to tell me,” i state with a fake pout.

“okay- just shut up” he laughs, covering his face again.

i smile at him, waiting for him to start speaking.

“like- so you know how we’ve been together for ages.” he starts,

i nod, chris is avoiding eye contact as he speaks to me.

“and we’ve never really done anything sexual together..?” he whispers,

my heart rate quickens, “i’m sorry-“ i start but he cuts me off,

“no- don’t apologise, i don’t mind whatsoever.” he assured me,

“it’s just, you’re really pretty, and having you around the house so much and not being able to do stuff with you is really throwing me off a little bit.” chris says, now looking into my eyes,

“i’m like, really sexually frustrated.” he groans,

i grin slightly,

“i was gonna ask if you could.. uh- touch me maybe.” he whispers.

i nod, “i can do that for you.”

he swallows harshly, “really?”

i smile at him, “yeah! i just don’t know if i’ll be too good at it, i’ve only done this once.” i whisper.

he nods, “no yeah- same, me too”

i stand up from his lap, looking over at him as he sits spread across the couch.

i slowly lower myself onto my knees infront of him.

my manicured nails find their way to his thighs, i slowly guide them apart.

i scoot between his legs, he looks down at me with wide eyes.

i start to feel my cheeks heat up, chris is basically my bestfriend alongside being my boyfriend, it feels weird to be on my knees for him.

i drag my nails up his thighs towards his crotch, my hand trail across the waistband of his light gray sweatpants.

“god-“ he whispers, his eyes trained on me.

i slowly peel his sweatpants down his legs, revealing his black boxers

my heart thumps as i look up at chris, i’m about to see my boyfriend of almost 5 months’s dick.

chris looks equally as nervous, his cheeks a dark red.

my hand shakes slightly as i reach for the waistband of his boxers.

“why are you shaking-“ chris laughs breathlessly,

“sorry,” i laugh nervously,

“i promise you it doesn’t matter if you’re total shit at doing this, i’ve only had one experience and it was absolutely terrible. my standards are looow.” chris smiles down at me.

i nod, reach down into his boxers and pulling out his length.

fuck.

my eyes widen as i hold it in my hand, it’s massive.

i stare shamelessly at it for far too long, chris bounces his leg up and down nervously.

“is it bad?” chris blurts out,

“jesus- fuck, no.” i state,

he runs a hand through his hair,

“you’re really killing me right now.” chris sighs,

i’ve been holding his dick without doing anything for several minutes now.

“sorry, uh- did you know your dick is like statistically massive.” i ask, stroking chris’s ego.

“oh my god shut uppp, you’re such a nerd.” he groans, his cheeks flushing further.

i slowly start to pump his cock, occasionally running my thumb over his tip.

he lets out whimpers, “y/n, oh my god-“

he throws his head back, his eyes squeezed shut.

i slowly wrap my plump lips around his tip, earning several curses from chris.

“holy shit!” he raises his voice, his tone whiny.

i swirl my tongue around his tip, my hand slowly wraps around his cock, chris lets out a choked moan.

i drag my tongue up his length, from the base to just under the tip.

chris’s leg shakes, overwhelming amounts of desperation coursing through his body.

“y/n- you don’t understand what you’re doing to me” he whines,

his large hand snakes around to the back of my head, his fingers subconsciously twisting my hair in random directions.

i force as much of his dick i can take down my throat, a small hum escaping my throat as i squeeze my eyes shut.

“you’re so good- so good-“ chris groans, his head tilting back.

i look up at him through my eyelashes, his neck and jaw on full display as his head tips back further.

“i’m not gonna last long- fuck!” chris whines.

i twist whatever i can’t fit in my mouth with my hands, squeezing lightly.

chris arches his back off the couch, bucking his hips up, forcing him further down my throat.

“you’re so pretty- i’m so- so close-“ chris babbles random sentences,

suddenly he lightly pulls my head off his dick, he strokes himself a few more times before finishing on my face.

i squeeze my eyes shut as spurts of white paint my face.

“oh my god!-“ chris groans, his eyes wide and fixed on me.

i slowly open my eyes with a small breathless laugh,

“you are insane.” i laugh to chris, he looks completely and utterly embarrassed.

he covers his face, leaving a small crack between his fingers to look at my face still.

"i dont think i meant to do that." he whispers with a nervous laugh.

he peels his hands away from his face and tugs off his shirt,

he holds his shirt up to my face and dabs my skin clean gently, a small grimace on his face.

"im sorry." he mumbles shyly,

"dont apologise, that was so hot." i state, chris pauses his movements.

his hands fly to under my arms, he lifts me up off my knees and onto the couch beside him.

chris sits up on his knees, he shifts closer to me on the couch.

"lay down." chris says, his voice more hoarse now.

i look up at him as he hovers above me,

i slowly lay down on the fabric of the couch, chris stares down at me.

he holds eye contact for a painfully long time, the sexual tension building between us.

chris brings his palms to the insides of my thighs, dragging his fingertips up and down the plush of my legs.

he slowly pushes my thighs apart, making me spread my legs for him.

"can i.. take these off?" chris asks quietly, tracing his fingers over the waistband of my shorts.

i nod frantically.

chris drags my shorts down my legs, his cheeks flushing a deep red as he reveals my pink lacy thong.

he throws my shorts somewhere across the room, his eyes fixed between my legs.

my heart flutters in my chest as chris locks eyes with me again.

chris hoops his fingers over the waistband of my panties, tugging them down my thighs.

he quickly leans back and places them in the pocket of his discarded sweatpants.

i furrow my eyebrows with a small smirk, but chris quickly turns his attention back to me.

"can you spread you're legs a little bit more f'me?" chris speaks, looking into my eyes.

i spread my legs as far as i can for him,

chris lets out a soft sigh, his eyes now trained on my pussy.

he just sits between my legs, staring shamelessly for several seconds.

"you have such a pretty- fuck-" chris rambles,

"thank you.." i whisper nervously, staring around the living room.

i subconsciously start to close my legs, getting shy.

chris places two palms on my thighs, pushing my legs back apart.

"dont." he mumbles, positioning himself over me.

he face hovers above mine, our lips inches apart.

he grabs my chin and tilts my head upwards, revealing my neck for him.

chris places an opened mouth kiss on my neck, sucking on the soft skin.

i let out a breathless moan, causing chris to trail downwards.

"you're so beautiful, y'know that?" chris whispers into my neck.

chris kisses my collarbone, just above the neckline of shirt.

"chris- i need you" i groan,

he nods, "do you? tell me where you need me."

my cheeks flush, chris's face hovers right above mine.

"inside." i mutter into chriss ear.

"yeah?" he grins,

his hand reaches down to the hem of my shirt, his hand snakes up to my chest.

"no bra?" chris smiles cockily, making me even more flustered than i already am.

he pinches my nipple between his two fingers, rolling it between his finger tips.

a whimper falls from my lips, earning a small chuckle from chris.

i feel myself quite literally dripping onto the fabric of the couch, god i cant believe chris is doing this to me right now.

chris suddenly pulls my shirt off my head, im now completely revealed on the couch under him,

chris's eyes roam over my body, "you are so 'fuckin perfect, so turned on right now." he mutters,

"please- pleasepleaseplease" i start to get embarrassingly desperate for chris,

my arousal is dripping down my thighs, which chris picks up on.

he sits on his knees between my legs, his fingers trace up my thighs, the wetness coating his fingers.

"jesus christ- you are soaked." he mumbles, his finger drag up over my slit,

i let out a pathetic gasp, he presses his fingertip inside of me.

he slowly pulls his finger away, earning a needy whine from me.

"tell me what you want sweetie." chris says, his hands resting on my spread knees.

"i want your dick chris- want you to fuck me for the first time." i shamelessly start rambling, unable to control myself now, im so horny that i would be willing to say or do just about anything for chris's cock right now.

"thats my good girl." chris sighs, i watch as he takes his length into his hand.

he slowly presses his tip up to my clit, before dragging it through my folds.

by now im not even processing what im saying, i think everything thats coming out of my mouth is purely on impluse, trying to speed up the process of chris finally fucking me,

"chris- chris ive wanted this for so long please- please." i ramble on, but im cut off by chris pushing his tip inside of me.

i gasp, it already makes me feel so full.

he slowly fucks just the tip in and out of me, he grabs my legs and wraps them around his waist.

he's not going fast like i expected, hes actually going as slow as possible, wanting to savour every moment of this.

"god you are SO tight.” chris almost growls, beads of sweat form on his forehead from how hard he is holding back,

“more- more!” i demand, chris nods,

“yeah? think you can take more of my cock?” he replies hoarsely, i nod frantically.

he slowly pushes deeper inside of me, strings of moans exiting my mouth.

he leans foward, his face inches from mine again. which allows me to hear the noises falling from his raw lips.

his hands grip my hip tightly as he finally bottoms out, his tip resting against my cervix.

"you okay?" chris whispers,

"oh- oh my god chris." i whine, my hands reaching up and gripping his bare back.

"feel so good, dont 'ya?" he mumbles, slowly pulling out to his tip.

he gently pushes back inside of me, a small whimper falling from chris's mouth.

"chris-" i groan,

"i know, i know, feels good doesn't it?" chris coo's, he presses a kiss to my forehead as he slowly thrusts in, and out of me.

"faster-" i babble, chris nods.

he picks up his pace with each thrust, his hair flopping on his forehead.

he cages his arms on each side of my head, i wrap my arm round his bicep.

"im so close chris-" i whine, each time he pushes inside of me he hits a specific spot.

"already?" his tone his lower now, more raspy as he builds closer to his release.

i arch my back off the couch, the new angle driving both of us crazy.

i feel the knot in my stomach tightening, my moans become more dramatic and the grip i have on chris's bicep tightening.

"such pretty noises." chris mutters, his thrusts become more sloppy and unhinged.

with a scream of chris's name i finally finish.

i clench around him, tingles rushing through my whole body. "chris! oh my GOD"

"holy- fuck-" chris breathes,

he releases inside of me shortly after my orgasm,

chris collapses ontop of me, burying his face into the crook of my neck as he breathes heavily.

i grip his back,

"i love you so much- 'wanted that for so so long baby." chris rambles on,

he peppers kisses all over my neck, sucking lightly on the skin.

i throw my head back, panting heavily.

"thank you- thank you chris" i breathe.

he lays his heavy body ontop of me for several minutes before sitting up.

he slowly pulls out of me with a slick pop, i wince from overstimulation.

i sigh from the feeling of being so empty now.

he picks me up off the couch, holding me in his large arms.

"chris, i have needed that for so long." i bury my face into his collarbone.

he rubs my back with a small laugh,

"im concerned on how i managed to go 4 months without that." chris sighs,

i giggle nervously, "im sorrryy!"

"why are you apologising, im the one who was too shy to ask." he laughs back,

chris throws me a couple feet into the air, earning a loud squeal from me. he catches me back in his arms before peppering small kisses all over my scrunched up face.

"i loooove you" chris says in between kisses,

"chriss!!" i whine with a large grin.

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