Mmmmmmmmm, Lazy Day.

Mmmmmmmmm, lazy day.

Sleepy. Got up. Made coffee. Drumk said coffe.

Tasty.

Got back to bed. Hot. Turn on th fan.

Mhhhhhh, wind.

Mind is warm and fuzzy. Try to doze off. Can't.

w a t t ? ? ?

Turn around. Aw ye, comfy. Feet dangling, legs tangling pilow. Sprawled, hug other pillow.

Aaaaajdjjs, fluid like cat, nice eeby sleeby can't.

W A T T ?! ?

Put on white noise.

Can't sleeb.

Put on music

Cant sledp.

Gdamit!! Want sleep mind melted, rleyes unfocused but caffein says NO SLEEP FOR YOU YOU MASOCHIST, THAT'S HOW IT FEELS TO UNBALANCE YOU oWn NEYROChemISTRY!

Me when facing comcequemce of my actions: nO.

(Post made by the "altered state of mind gang")

i have been trying for like. months to explain how the relationship between butch lesbians and trans men is not something akin to polar opposites and this is all i got. like it's not like this:

it's a venn diagram with a massive overlap in the middle. i'm not saying EVERY butch is a trans guy and EVERY trans guy is a butch dyke , i'm just saying it looks more like this:

these are not "mutually exclusive" terms- they do not mean the same thing, but we can be the same people, an very often are. there is a long history of butches who identify as FTM, trans men, drag kings, genderqueer, genderfluid, transmasculine, male, polygender, and two-spirit lesbians, and so much more. the relationship between lesbianism and queer masculinity is inseparable and the only people telling you that butches and trans men need to violently separate from one another and be at each other's throats are terfs. even if we do not share identities, we share our struggle together as heavily misunderstood and unseen masculine queers.

we stand up for each other when our identities get confused by strangers, and we get misgendered. we stand up for each other when terfs and terfpilled people tell us that transmasculine people and men can't be lesbians, when people say "butches just want to be men", when people say "butches aren't real women", when people call each of us bull dykes and trannies, when people mock the way FTMs walk and talk and look, and when people tell trans men they're "just butch dykes in denial". we stand up for each other and understand each others struggles.

whenever a butch lesbian asserts they're a woman no matter how masc they are, whenever a trans man asserts that they are a man and not a butch, whenever a butch struggles to be seen as both a man and a lesbian, and whenever a trans man returns to the lesbian community while embracing their manhood, we are part of the same community, we share the same struggles, and we owe it to each other to stay strong.

we are not enemies. we are bedfellows, lovers, family, spouses, partners, husbands, wives, brothers, sisters, siblings, friends, each others support networks, even if we don't share identities perfectly. whether you are butch and a woman, butch and a man, butch and something else entirely, a male, ftm, genderfluid, polygender, genderqueer, transmasculine, nonbinary, two-spirit or whatever else you may be lesbian, you are part of our family and your experience is worth being heard.

Came here from reddit, have no clue how this place works, but I liked the vibes.

Beans 👍

beach episode

i'm not the praying sort, but i'll probably always have a soft spot for the astronaut's prayer