Rach, Are You Trying To Make Me Blush So Early In The Day? I Adore You. Thank You So Much My Love. This

Rach, are you trying to make me blush so early in the day🥺? I adore you. Thank you so much my love. This was such a nice notification to see. My heart is yours💕💜💕

“pull over. let me drive for awhile.” - knj

summary: driving with namjoon during quarantine

genre: slice of life au, platonic au

length: 0.5k words

pairing: beginner driver!namjoon x reader

warnings: none

part of my 100 ways to say i love you mini series + repost from my old blog!

also i want to dedicate this to @propinqxity​ since her review on the first version of this made me so happy and it lives in my head rent free :3

Namjoon was never the most coordinated person ever which was why you weren’t very surprised when you discovered that this also reflected in his driving skills.

“I don’t get it. Why is it so hard to know when I should start braking?” Namjoon huffs as he comes to another screeching halt at a stop sign, your body involuntarily jerking forward at the halt of movement.

“It comes with experience, Joon.” You roll down your window slightly and turn down the volume of Yoongi’s new mixtape blasting in the car.

Joon had argued earlier that Yoongi had created the best mixtape for a casual drive earlier as he slid the cd into the slot. On such a hot day during the pandemic, it wasn’t very difficult to find an empty parking lot to practice driving around in. It is, however, very difficult for you to convince Namjoon that he’s overthinking the process of braking.

“Okay, but there must be some sort of rule to this. Yoongi just keeps telling me to feel when I should brake but that doesn’t help very much.” Namjoon ironically comes to another very sharp stop at the next stop sign causing you to scramble for the grab handle. A sigh escapes your lips before you can register it.

“Pull over. Let me drive for awhile.”

Namjoon doesn’t protest, almost immediately turning to double park and stopping the car. Exiting the car, the two of you swiftly swap seats.

“I’ll narrate what I’m doing as I drive and you ask me any questions you have. Then we can switch back after and I’ll help you out. Deal?”

Namjoon simply hums in response as you shift the car into drive.

“Okay so, since the lot is empty, I’m gonna press on the accelerator lightly just to gain some speed.” The car pushes forward at a slightly faster rate and you take your foot off the pedal. “So right now we’re just coasting.” The car continues to roll at a steady speed towards the upcoming stop sign. “Notice the distance between the car and that stop sign? We’re going to start pressing the brakes right about here.”

The car slows as you steadily push down on the brakes, finally coming to a smooth stop in front of the white line.

“Okay so what I did there was I started to gradually press down on the pedal to make sure that the stop wasn’t sudden.”

Namjoon nods at this, attempting to process the new information.

“As we go faster, you’ll need to brake earlier and if you’re following another car, you basically just follow whatever they do. Does this make sense?”

“Sort of?” Namjoon fiddles with his fingers as he attempts to process all the information that you’ve given to him. “I mean it all makes sense logically but practically, I’m not sure if I can execute it.”

You hum understandingly as you turn into an empty slot in the parking lot, slowing the car to a stop.

“Okay,” You unbuckle your seat belt and drivers’ door. “Now you try.”

Slowly but surely, Namjoon gets the hang of it.

“So you’re not terrible at driving!” Jimin exclaims as he watches Namjoon come to a comfortable stop in front of their shared apartment later that afternoon.

You chuckle at his reaction.

“He really isn’t.”

my requests are open for my 100 ways to say i love you and things you said mini series!

It was a gradual process. Like water slipping underneath the door, your feelings snuck in quietly and devastatingly. And like a slow flood, there was no stopping their gradual rise.

First of all, how beautiful is that quote?!?!?!?! My jaw, quite literally, dropped when I was reading this passage, but I feel as though I do that at least twice whenever I read one of your works.

I decided to read this tonight, during a moment where the world seemed quiet, and I was at peace for a little bit, because this story deserved to have a chance where it could be read and felt during a period where you could just sink right into it. And I think that’s why everything felt so intense. So full, so colorful and bright, but also dark in the way that the carnality and sensualness of it swam up and took ahold of my mind. 

This story was, without a doubt, absolutely beautiful. Your words always have a way of reaching me one way or another, but this one felt different, and I can’t find where to point my finger for its reasoning. It’s just, everything that you said in this story meant something. Every word and every sentence was placed so beautifully, and you made me feel certain emotions exactly where you aimed them to be. From the beginning with Yoongi and Namjoon and the feeling of uncertainty yet yearning, to the kitchen scene where my emotions were boiling in my chest, and finally ending where everything felt safe and serene, every moment was picture-perfect and I couldn’t have imagined it any other way.

Consent, and telling your partner what you want, is one of the, if not the sexiest thing imaginable. I felt like I was blushing the entire time since the kitchen scene. No, scratch that. I think it was the scene where the main character and Yoongi were dancing that made me done for. But the constant wanting of forwardness, of asking for what you want without any fear or shame, and the steady climax of reaching to that boldness of telling each other what they wanted was shown so wonderfully throughout the story. You see how much they yearn to please each other even during the moments where it feels the hardest to do so, the moment where the main character said “as the words rise to your throat, they stop on your tongue. As if by uttering your own desire you will shatter into a thousand pieces”, and you mapped this out so damn well.

Oh, and ending where they said:

“Will you stay?” you mumble into his chest.

“I’m staying,” he chuckled, pressing a kiss against your forehead. “For a while.”

I smiled so hard here, but I was also crying in my head and my throat felt a bit strained when I read this. 

It surprises me still that this is one of your first works/smuts that you've written because wow. You've always been such a strong and beautiful writer. But, it makes me a bit more emotional seeing you on this journey and watching as your voice and fingerprint become more and more prominent and shine through your stories. I feel like if you were to sit me in a room with a bunch of unnamed works, I would be able to easily tell yours apart. There's just something about it that makes me go, "Ah, this is Willow", and I think that feeling is very beautiful for me.

Thank you so much, Willow. Your writings always make my day, make me smile, and I'm always fascinated by the multitude of stories that you've conjured up so far. I can't wait to read more. My love is, and forever will be, yours.💕💕💕

tell me what you want | myg

pairings: Yoongi/Reader, (mentions of Yoongi/Namjoon and Namjoon/OC)

genre: 18+. nonidol!au. friends to lovers.

word count: 5.7k

warnings: alcohol use. pining. some minor angst. smut. pwp. penetrative sex. unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!). creampie. fluff.

summary: Yoongi teaches you how to ask for what you want.

a/n: This is my very first attempt at writing fanfiction and smut! Thanks so much to my friends Carl and A for supporting me through the writing process and for encouraging me. If you enjoy this, leave a comment: I am so excited to hear what you think!

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The pounding in your head matches the pounding in your chest.

You thought you would be fine, surrounded by your friends. And you are, in a way. After a couple of drinks the tension in your chest has eased and it’s easier to fall into conversation with strangers and friends alike.

After years of hard work and careful saving, you’ve purchased your first apartment. Tonight, you’re hosting a housewarming party that has quickly turned into a full-on house party. There’s nothing like a little spilled beer to baptize a new home.

With the music blasting, and good friends at your side, you almost forget why you’re feeling uncomfortable in the first place: Yoongi.

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Unbroken (KNJ)

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Pairing: Idol!Namjoon x Female Bonsai Grower!Reader 

Summary: After a devastating loss, you go back to what you know best: bonsai. Growing your bonsai business shelters you from having to deal with the pain in your heart until a new client challenges you to journey on the road to recovery. 

Genre: ROMANCE, SMUT, fluffiest FLUFF, emotional PAIN, ANGST, strangers to lovers, from one-night stand to forever. Rating: Explicit. 

Word count: 15k

Smut warnings: Oral [m / f receiving], penetrative, unprotected sex. Breast appreciation. Cock and Cunt appreciation.M x F. Emotional sex. Cream-pie. 

Tag warnings: Strong mentions of infertility, miscarriage, loss. OC is afraid to trust again after a divorce. Namjoon is patient and perfect. Cleft lip terminology. Some religious themes. Adoption. Explicit language. Lots of sad tears and happy tears. FLUFFY HAPPY ENDING. Bad puns. Mentions of snot.

Beta’ed by: the incredible @hobi-gif​ who always makes me a better writer than I really am. Hopie, thank you for your encouragement and wisdom, as always.

Author’s note: November is National Adoption Month in the United States. I recognize that not every adoption story has a happy ending and if that’s your story, I honor you and the challenges you have gone through and overcome. You are stronger than you know. 

There are many stories of adoption though, that have brought happy tears to my eyes. I have friends who’ve intentionally adopted children with non-typical needs that require a lifetime of hospital visits or therapy to give them the best shot at life. Met a sweet couple who adopted an older child because older kids are often looked over by potential adoptive parents. Someone dear to my heart adopted a huge brood of siblings (six!) so that none of the kids had to be separated. Every child I personally know who’s adopted, was longed for, hoped for, and the dear desire of their parents’ hearts. 

To all foster parents, all adoptive parents, parents who have given up their children for adoption, adoptive parents-to-be, I salute you. 

“They may not have my eyes, they may not have my smile, but they have all of my heart.” ~ author unknown

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There is something about bonsai that’s innately comforting. The word itself, which begins with a happy explosion, ends softly with contentment and pleasure. Bonsai. It’s what you’ve known and loved your whole life.

So it’s no wonder that you are most comfortable here in the glass-enclosed nursery that has been part of your family for the last fifty years. Irate customers are not allowed in this peaceful sanctuary where shallow roots grasp onto loose wet soil with quiet determination, eager to drink in life from the rich dark earth. In the silent light that filters into this warm womb of living breathing miniature trees, tiny branches reach for the sun above like little fingers. 

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summary: namjoon worships you, only you, and would dedicate his life and soul to show you the depths of his love and devotion.

pairing: namjoon x f!reader / word count: 2.1k / genre: smut (NSFW, 18+), warlock!namjoon/patron!reader, sort of a fantasy!au

warnings: sexually explicit content, religious imagery/talk of worship and blasphemy, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, talk of magic (does that need to be a warning)

this is part of my 1.1k milestone event!

a/n: @ whoever it was on my google survey who wanted to see a fantasy!au and also wanted to see more stuff with namjoon- this is dedicated to you! I swore I wasn’t going to even think about things for my 1.1k milestone but I saw your response and immediately got hit with inspo; I’m sure this isn’t what you were asking for when you said fantasy but! I hope you like it anyway! unbeta-ed bc I smashed this out in an afternoon and @hobi-gif​ is asleep rn and I’m impatient OOPS

“You give me too much.”

“Oh?” The sound of your voice, heavenly, shining. Dripping with amusement. Affection. “You would spurn my favour?”

“Never,” Namjoon whispers. A confession, each word a benediction. “Never, my lady.”

The sound of your laughter, smooth and light. You tilt your head, bare the unspoiled column of your neck, shimmering, glimmering, glittering. Your skin shines with the finest fragrant oils, dusted with ground gold leaf, iridescent. Your body gilded and girded, as always, in the finest cloth and metal and jewels, reclining, utterly at ease. Glowing with your divine power; divine grace.

Divine beauty.

Divine.

Namjoon is blessed, to have you as his Patron. 

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Park Jimin was going to die violently and there was nothing he could do about it. 

So after fatefully crying, and then fist-pumping, to BE, I'm back. 

To be completely honest, I loved this part so, so, much. I loved the fact that we had a moment of sassy Jimin standing his ground to Namjoon and biting back (no pun intended). But Jimin has a point. I mean, I wouldn’t want someone to be like “I plan on killing you because I don’t think you’re the most worthy, but no hard feelings, right?” like wtf?!?!! I also wonder why Jimin chose to fight in human form out of the others. Maybe it was to show that he could be strong without the extra capabilities? Maybe it was to be more authentic? I’m not sure, but when I read that I was surprised, but I also found myself feeling a bit proud and understanding even though if this goes bad, the scene would be quite tragic and devastating, and just down-right brutal.

On that note too, Namjoon made my blood start to simmer with his snide comments. He sounds like a complete asshole. An overly confident and smart one who needs to be taken down a few pegs, but still an ass. 

I love it. 

But I actually softened up on him during the scene with Yunli because you know that there’s something deeper there in their connection. There was just something in that moment that felt so soul-bonding and unique with them even though I barely know anything about them yet. I'm really interested to see how their story goes later on because it's very pulling and I love this trope.

Another part that I enjoyed was this one:

A strange, desperate frustration overtook you.

He was too far away - and Namjoon was going to take him from you before you could touch him again - before you could breathe him in again-

The cruel wind continued to pull your fragrance toward Jimin like an erotic incense, yet it offered you no such gift in return. You could not discern his scent and you wanted to - needed to - with a voracity that was almost blinding.

Please…

This was just so well-written and emotional, and you see the connection between the Luna and Jimin start to come to fruition in a more prominent way. I mean, Jimin knew what she needed and sent her the braided cloth to help ease her. And it's even more telling when paired with when the Luna said before that she would do anything to save him. Like wow. Wow, okay. So we're really doing this today. 

I can't wait to learn more about Jin and his omega-ness because the part where he released his pheromones was really cool. And I wonder what's going on with the table too…

Anyways, I think that I'm done rambling, but if you've been reading my comments so far, then thank you. Sorry that this is long. But I cant wait to sink my teeth into the next parts (pun intended). Thank you so much Vi! I'm sending you my love💕💕💕

The Terms

◐ PART III of THE ALPHA ◐

◐ Part I ◐ Part II ◐ Series Masterlist ◐

Pairing: Alpha Werewolf Jimin x Omega Reader

Rating: Mature (for this installment)

Warnings: ABO sexual dynamics including discussion of scenting, marking, mating, and claiming. Violence and discussion of violence relating to ritual combat. Jin’s pheromones need their own warning. Yoonji and Yunli are not the same person.

Word Count: 2300

Author’s Note: As promised, this chapter is twice as long as the previous two and a lot of what people have been speculating about in the asks is discussed in this chapter… along with a few surprises…

“Luna rex provocatione means ‘the moon king’s challenge.’ It is never invoked lightly as its consequences are grave indeed… If an alpha believes that he is the true Alpha and the goddess has placed another in his path as a test of worthiness and dedication to the pack, then he will acknowledge his acceptance of this test by declaring luna rex provocatione. Once the challenge has been set forth only the death of the Luna’s first mate or the total surrender of the challenger can satisfy it…”

Text of the traditional speech given by a chief elder to begin a luna rex provocatione ritual [7th century]

“I know you won’t understand, but this isn’t personal-”

Jimin offered his rival an overtly feigned smile.

“You plan to kill me and claim my mate. Which part of that could I possibly take personally?”

Tae snorted somewhere in the background and Yoongi elbowed him hard.

Tradition dictated that both alphas meet with their second-in-commands in the chief elder’s chambers to discuss the terms of combat.

Namjoon brought Min Yoongi and Jimin had somehow ended up with Taehyung.

He didn’t remember actually agreeing to make Tae his second…

It just sort of happened somewhere between calming his hysterical mother and quickly reading up on archaic pack law.

The chief elder coughed uncomfortably. Goddess, this ascension was supposed to be easy. He never in a million moons thought he’d be in this position.

The last chief elder who oversaw a luna rex provocatione ritual had immortalized it in his journal as “the single most horrific moment of my life,” describing in detail the Luna howling in torment at the loss of her mate and the victor collapsing over the corpse of his foe in misery and guilt.

As in the past, the outcome of this conflict was already decided by fate…

Pain and regret weighed heavily on the older man as he considered the younger of the two alphas.

Park Jimin was going to die violently and there was nothing he could do about it.

“Because Kim Namjoon issued the challenge, his opponent will decide combat form. Your choices are human form, half-shifted, and wolf-form. After your choice is declared, Namjoon may add a minor alteration if he so desires. Park Jimin, please declare form.”

“Human,” he answered softly - and every single occupant of the room recoiled in response.

It was bad enough to witness a fight in wolf form or half-shifted… but to engage in ritual combat as a human-

It would be brutal - even psychologically disturbing - without the benefit of a wolf’s hide to mask the savagery.

Namjoon’s eyes widened in shock, but he recovered quickly.

“I request teeth and claws.”

Not quite a half-shift. Teeth and claws allowed for attacks using lengthened canines and claws.

It could make a kill slightly more… humane.

Jimin nodded and the elder pressed his seal over the first of the terms.

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[When is the pain train going to go away???😭😭😭😭]

I released the biggest sigh once I got here. And by here, I mean both reading this part of RTB and typing out my feelings about it. It’s not like I didn’t expect all of this to blow up at some point, but I just didn’t think that the damage would be so catastrophic.

 The way that you built up everything though was really good. I loved that you didn’t hold back on this part. The way you filled in holes and logically explained the thoughts circulating throughout the main character’s mind and making us realize that thoughts aren't as linear as you may think. Especially when emotions and logic are at war. That just makes them more human, and that’s what you see here with her. She bottled everything up because she wanted to find a clear path to just letting everything out, but you don’t get that at all. Instead, you see her slowly drowning in her own head until she said fuck it and dealt with it on her own. 

The argument that happened really opened my eyes, mainly because you see that no one was in the right. Even Yoongi because he played a role in the main character’s feelings and mindset. You see both of their faults, so rawly too, and it was surprising at how well it was done. Anger is just a shield for sadness, and you can tell how hurt they are through their words. Though the lowest blow for me was when Finn said that she wouldn’t make it, because like you said, he must’ve thought that before and it hurts to know that not even the person you love (?) doesn’t support you. 

And what happened next shocked me even more. Cheating is unforgivable in my eyes, so seeing the main character and Jimin kiss was like a big blow to the gut. Because usually when you see the main characters kiss for the first time, it’s after the dust settles and everything is good. But everything was not good and it made the situation even worse. I feel disappointed in them both, Jimin and the main character, but a little more so toward Jimin, because he knew that she was in a relationship and was hurting, and he let it happen.  

I honestly don’t know what else to say. Even though this chapter was filled with so much angst, I really liked it. It made me think more about everything in general, so thank you, Shanna. I can’t wait to read what happens next in a few short hours. I hope that everything is well!

P.S.- Also, I keep forgetting to mention this, but I’ve been really loving your headers for RTB! I also saw your spreadsheet for keeping track of your progress and I think that it’s really neat. Okay, sending you lots of love!💕

Raise the Barre (Ch. 9)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: Jimin / Reader

Rating: 18+ (Eventual Smut)

Genre: Enemies to Lovers / Dance Academy!AU

Warnings: ANGST

Word Count: 8,115

Summary: You and Park Jimin have been rivals for as long as you’ve known one another; ever since he tripped you in the front row of your first dance convention. When you graduate from high school and enter Russet Ballet Academy, you tell yourself you’re leaving all past quarrels behind. The main problem with this though, is that your past seems determined not to leave you alone.

Worse still, the obstacles you face while out in the real world might prove more challenging than anything your enemy has to offer.  

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