Im Sorry..

I’m sorry..

exbf! Sanemi who immediately regrets every harsh word he said to you after he sees your eyes well up with tears

exbf! Sanemi who refuses to admit his mistake and remains silent when you tell him you cant do this anymore

exbf! Sanemi who stares at his feet as you gather your things and leave his house

exbf! Sanemi who spends the next few days drowning his sorrows in alcohol, even though he hates the way it tastes

exbf! Sanemi who spends his days bar hopping with his friends, refusing to let his feelings get to him

exbf! Sanemi who looks at every girl that approaches him with disgust, and tells them he’s spoken for

exbf! Sanemi who later realises he’s lost the only person he’s wanted throughout his life

exbf! Sanemi who feels miserable without your sweet presence around his home

exbf! Sanemi who cant help but regret every horrible thing he’s said to you, and cringes as he replays the memory of your last argument

exbf! Sanemi who kicks himself for going ahead and fucking up his perfect relationship with you

exbf! Sanemi whose heart drops at the thought of you moving on and finding someone else, someone better than him

exbf! Sanemi who cant stomach the fact that you’re really gone from his life and won’t be coming back unless he does something about it

exbf! Sanemi who decides that he’s not gonna let you go, and he’ll do anything to be worthy of being your boyfriend again

exbf! Sanemi who’s willing to do anything it takes to stay by your side and be a part of your life again

exbf! Sanemi who shows up to your house a few days later

exbf! Sanemi who hugs you as soon as you unlock the door

exbf! Sanemi who lets a few tears roll down his cheek and onto your shoulder as he mutters apologies into your neck like a broken record

exbf! Sanemi who feels all hope leave his body as you pull away and sob about how sad and angry you’ve been because of him

exbf! Sanemi who eventually sobs with you and promises you he’ll do better and begs for your forgiveness

exbf! Sanemi who cups your cheek, wipes your tears away and kisses your forehead

exbf! Sanemi who feels ecstatic as you allow him into your home and heart once again, and swears to himself that he’ll treat you better than ever before

bf! Sanemi who spends the next few hours holding you in his arms and stroking your head, promising to cherish you forever

thinking about bf!jaemin who holds eye contact whenever you’re speaking and smiles when you look away flustered.

“can you not stare at me like that?” you look down at your hands with a slight blush on your cheeks.

“like what?”

after not hearing a response, he bends a bit to meet your eye. you peek up a bit before looking back down.

“do i make you nervous, baby?”

“jaemin” you whine, hiding your face with your hands.

“you’re so cute when you’re flustered”

Moodbooster

"Your boyfriend always manages to lift your mood, even on your period."

Pairing: Yoongi x f.Reader

Genre: slice of Life!AU, established relationship!AU, Fluff

Warnings: OC is on her period rip to her ✊🏻😔, she has cramps but yoongi boongie is there to rescue her, he is the bestest and sweetest and cutest boyfie ever <3

Wordcount: 806

a/n: a drabble by me that is actual drabble length? 😱 yeah i can't believe it either lmaoo. also, i'm still on my period and i miss yoongi so that's why this was born. enjoy besties, i miss him so much 🖤

Yoongi knows that you aren’t feeling well today. He has a sense for it. When you are having a bad day, Yoongi gets a heavy lump in his stomach. Not because of fear that you would snap at him, but because he can sense your unease. And when he senses it, he has to do everything in his power to at least lessen it a little bit. 

You are locked up in one of the windowless sitting rooms because the summer sun can’t enter and therefore heat up the room. 

Yoongi knocks, listening for your very grumbly “come in” before entering. 

You are on the sofa in nothing but shorts, not bothering to cover your naked chest when he enters.

“Are you that hot?” he asks, brushing his eyes over your chest briefly.

You nod your head and groan. 

“I hate having my period in summer. It feels like actual torture.” 

“I hear you, princess”, Yoongi says, hurrying to you to sit next to you. 

“I already feel like I’m boiling on normal period days, but summer period days feel like literal hell. If I could peel off my skin to cool off, I would.” 

“This sucks a lot, my love.”

“Yeah and I sweat like a waterfall. I don’t know if my soaked pants are sweat or my pad leaking. Do you even know how nasty I smell?” 

“No, you don’t. You smell good.”

“Thanks but also urgh. I have a cramp to make it even worse. And I want to eat six tons of sugar, I’m going insane.”

Yoongi hums in acknowledgement and lifts his hand to hover it over your stomach.

“Can I?”

“Yeah, I guess.”

Yoongi places his hand down as flat as possible, giving your cramping stomach warmth this way. He rubs the smallest circles, applying the perfect amount of pressure. 

“Wow, so warm”, you sigh happily, shivering from the touch.

“Does this help?”

“Yes, so much”, you gush, sounding a lot happier than before. You even speak in a softer voice. 

“Then I’ll do that for a while.”

“Yes, thankies. Wow Boongie, you have the perfect hands. They’re like warm water bottles but better.”

He smiles at you. He doesn’t mind when you complain and therefore use a harsher voice, but he has to admit that he prefers your happy voice. You get a sort of soft-spokeness about it and only really use it when he pampers you just right. It makes Yoongi feel really soft and cozy as well because the atmosphere, you and he create in these moments, is always very calming. Maybe that is why he loves pampering you so much. Or maybe he loves it because he loves to see you happy. 

You huff out air.

“Sorry for ranting.”

“Don’t apologise, princess. That’s what I’m here for. That and tummy rubs”, he says, giving your stomach a little rub.

You giggle. Yoongi soaks up the sound until it is burned into his memories. 

“I love your tummy rubs so much”, you say and shift a little, “I think they’re working too well though. I literally just felt it come out of me.”

“Wonderful”, Yoongi says, pulling a face of comradery disgust.

“I think I need to go change.”

“Alright. Do you still have enough? I can pop down to the store if you need more.”

You stop in the doorway, “really?” 

“Of course, princess.”

“And you…could get snacks too?”

“Anything you need.” 

“Even everything sweet ever?”

“Of course.”

You lower your eyes shyly, “then maybe I need more. The strongest ones and the ones for sleep. The really thick ones.”

Yoongi gets up, closing the distance to you.

“Understood”, he pecks your cheek, rubbing your tummy one last time, “text me if you think of anything else.”

“I will. Thank you so much, Boongie.”

“Anytime, love.”

Yoongi manages to go as far as one step out of the room before you pull him back by his hand. He turns with a fond and curious look in his pretty eyes.

“Yes, princess?”

You lean in for a kiss to his lips, eliciting a purr from him. He smiles, rubbing your lower back.

“That was nice”, he whispers.

“It’s a kiss full of love.”

“Mhm.” He pecks you. “I love you too, my princess.”

You step back, “okay, you can leave now. Sorry for keeping you.”

“Don’t apologise. You can always keep me if that’s how you do it”, he flirts, giving you a playful little grin before he turns to really leave.  

And while Yoongi leaves to fulfill your wishes, you waddle to the toilet to change. Seriously, if you didn’t have such an amazing boyfriend by your side, this period would suck. With him, it only sucks when he isn’t here. Once he is back from the store, you will give him the biggest smooch ever.

“hoon, which one is the best?” you ask jihoon, showing him two hoodies, one is black with a white heart pattern embroidered on the side of the heart which looks like it would fit you perfectly, and the other a dark gray oversize one, printed.

jihoon takes both hoodies in his hands and examines them. finally, he lingers on the gray. “this one would be good on you.”

“okay.” you thank him with a smile. you put the black one back in its place. you guys leave the store after paying and make a few trips to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and fruit then return home.

— a week later.

“babe? have you seen my new hoodie?” you search for the item of clothing in question, practically making a mess of your closet.

“which one?” jihoon just came out of the bathroom, still drying his hair. they just finished filming god of music choreography video today and jihoon went straight home afterward.

“the gray one, the one we bought together last week.”

this isn't the first time you've lost one of your hoodies. they always end up disappearing mysteriously and you never see them again. you sigh in frustration.

“i don't know. maybe you put it in the washing machine.”

“impossible. i washed it as soon as we got home that day and i've barely had time to put it on since.” you resign yourself to cleaning out your closet, not having found the slightest trace of your hoodie.

you sigh in defeat and flop onto the bed, you give up. you will never find it again, just like its 8 predecessors.

— three days later.

jihoon can hear their new music, god of music playing through the house speakers from his home studio.

“LEE JIHOON!!!” he then hears you scream his name in anger from the living room.

“oops.” he gets up from his chair at the speed of light and double-locks the door to his studio. closing his eyes, he prepares himself for the hurricane that will soon break over it.

“open this door!!!” you punch aggressively non-aggressively the door while jihoon leans against it, on the verge of bursting out laughing. he knows he's in trouble and even more so if he decides to leave his studio.

the reason of your anger: while watching the choreography video, you noticed that jihoon was wearing a hoodie that was a little too familiar to you.

turns out he was the mysterious hoodie thief.

this is just something quick, i don't know if it's good enough, my brain is a little fried due to lack of sleep.

take good care of yourselves lovelies!

— right where you'd left him, choi seungcheol.

angst | 365

five years. five whole years. that's exactly how long you've been out of seungcheol's life — physically, because to him you'll never not be a part of it. not when he's exactly where you'd left him all those years ago.

he'd refused to move out of the house he shared with you, refused to get rid of the bed you used to sleep in with him right next to you and refused to throw out your blanket that you'd forgotten to take with you the night you stormed out after packing up your stuff in a haste.

despite all the advice from his friends, he'd always thought you'd come back eventually and mend the hole you'd left in his heart. all these years, he'd held on to that belief so tightly like it was the only thing that was keeping him going. but that won't be possible anymore. not when you'd clearly moved on without him.

against his own better judgment, he still kept up with your life updates regularly whether it was through social media or your mutual friends. usually the former because his friends know better than to talk about you in front of him.

claiming he just wanted to know how you were doing was clearly just an excuse for him to keep up with what seems to be his addiction to you. he knew better than anyone that this wasn't good for him because it kills him to know that you were better off without him. it kills him to know that he couldn't give you what you wanted and there's someone else out there that could and you've now found that someone. everything he's seen of you since you've left him only pushed him down further into his despair.

he'd lost his chance. he'd lost you.

time heals all wounds. he scoffs at the thought not only because he'd lost count of how many times he's had to hear this saying in the past five years but also at how ridiculous it is to him. how can time heal his wounds when it had stopped for him the moment you walked out of his life and kept moving forward for you?

HI HI HI HIIIIIIIIIIIIII

pls do sanemi headcannons i beg of you thats my man🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

hiii love!! tysm for being my first ask, ily kathy ! i made it gn!reader, hope that's alright!

without further ado, here you go:

DATING SHINAZUGAWA SANEMI HCS !

starting with the obvious, he has a soft spot for you

not an obvious, mushy spot, mind you, but he's much nicer to you than his colleagues

struggles with the romantic aspect at first

(can you blame him? he didn't have a good example to model after)

he's a bit hard to crack, but when you do...

sweetest boy ever.

takes you out to lunch at least once a month

since he struggles to verbalise his affection, he often expresses it in the form of physical intimacy

tired after a long mission? he's offering you a massage

in pain from a work injury? you're officially on bedrest until it heals.

enjoys cooking for you, even if he's not very good at it.

almost burned the house down trying to make your favourite meal after a particularly stressful mission

once he gets comfortable enough, this man is the king of physical touch. i'm talking hand on your waist, kisses on the forehead, linking pinkies while you walk

he wasn't always like that, unsure and inexperienced in the beginning, but as your relationship progresses so does his comfort level with initiating physical contact and affection.

would actually have an aneurysm if anyone from the corps saw that tho.

when sanemi finally introduces you, genya absolutely adores you and looks up to you like another older sibling

"Y/n, I'm so grateful to have such a lovely future sister/brother in-law!"

sanemi rolls his eyes at that, but two weeks later he's browsing at the jewelry store.

overall he loves you a lot, and you love him too

and who could ask for more?