"Maybe My Problem Is That When I'm Lost, I Look For You And Not Myself."

"Maybe my problem is that when I'm lost, I look for you and not myself."

I'm Rose, 19 years old, currently crying in med school, she/her

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No Movement

REQUEST | reader being into cock warming and JJ having issues to not starting to fuck her because he has so little control over himself when he's inside her, and she wants to try and low-key train him to hold out longer before giving into his urges

PAIRING | jj maybank x fem!reader

WARNINGS | 18+ only MDNI! smut, no plot, cockwarming, p in v, kind of sub!jj, praise, light choking, unprotected (wrap it before you tap it)

A/N | thank you for requesting! 💕

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"Jay, you gotta stop moving, that's the whole point of this." you sighed softly when he had to readjust again to be more comfortable like he said 3 times already, his cock is buried deep inside of you for the last 20 minutes.

"Sorry, sorry. I'm trying- but it's not easy when you're squeezing the hell outta me," he grunted, relaxing a little the second he felt your hands going through his hair.

And he really was trying, you have to give him credit for that. JJ wasn't usually someone to hold back, especially in bed. So when he fucks you, he's showing no mercy.

That's why it's so hard for him to keep still right now, being able to touch you yet not allowed to move even just a little is torture for him, but he's doing this for you. He understands that you just want to savor having him so close and all to yourself.

"I'm proud of you, Baby. Doin' so good for me." you praised him, leaning forward to peck his lips causing him to groan from the small movement. "Think you can hold on a little longer?"

He lets out a shaky breath but nods his head anyway. You tried to distract him by scratching his scalp or running your fingernails up and down his heaving chest.

The noises he made and the way his eyebrows pinch together in focus to not lose control and disappoint you, had you almost giving in to his desires, but feeling in charge for once is something you never knew you needed.

JJ's at your mercy now and you knew he would do anything in this moment just to get some kind of release.

"Please I-" He chokes on his own words, his hands gripping onto your hips desperately.

"What do you need, hm?" you teased by rolling your hips one time.

"Fuck- move, please. I can't-" You cut him off by crashing your lips to his, moaning against his mouth when his hand reached up to cup one of your breasts a single finger flicking over your hardening nipple.

You only pulled back from the lack of oxygen, smiling at how dazed JJ already was. You surprised him by starting to rock your hips slowly, throwing your head back.

Suddenly you felt his arm wrap behind your back and before you knew it your back was pressed against the mattress, wrists held up above your head, and JJ pounding into you at a punishing pace, letting out all the built-up frustration.

"Shit- just like that," you whined, legs wrapping around his waist to pull him even closer.

"Would you look at that." he chuckled, not slowing his movements in the slightest. "Teasing me this whole time and who's whining now?"

He was holding your wrists in one hand while the other moved down to wrap around your neck, applying some pressure, not enough to choke you but enough to have your eyes roll in the back of your head.

"I'm close." you whimpered, feeling his hips stutter slightly.

"Cum with me." he pants, letting go of your wrists to rub fast circles on your clit.

All the stimulation he was giving you was overwhelming and the coil in your stomach finally snapped. JJ followed soon after, nuzzling his face in your neck, moaning as he did so.

He fucked you both through your high, pulling back to look at you. "You good?"

"Fucking amazing" you smiled, breathing heavily.

He chuckled, starting to pull out of you slowly and you whined at the loss of contact. "Shh, it's okay. I'm here, not goin' anywhere."

He laid down beside you, pulling you on top of him carefully, planting a gentle kiss against your forehead.

JJ would never admit it out loud but this was one of the best things you two have ever done. The way you were in charge was one of the reasons, as dumb as it sounds, that it was so hard for him to not fuck you stupid.

You just laid there while he traced random patterns on your back for a while until you let your eyes flutter close, knowing JJ would drag you to the shower the second you open them again.

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Oh my God I love this so fucking much! Obsessed with all the pics LITERALLY! It's so good thank youuu :)

Congratulations sweetheart!

Can you please do Character: Rafe, Theme: Frat Rafe who loves his gf, shows her off , so proud he's dating her. Colour: Red (or black and white, whatever you think suits more.)

Hi babe!!!!!!! Thank you!! Here’s a little Frat Rafey moodboard ❤️🖤❤️🖤❤️ thank you so much for your ask.

accepting asks for moodboards

Just...wow.

Holy Trinity

put ya seatbelts on bc she looong

warning: everything sex. atp the only warning i'll give is possible unedited mistakes.

you’re full on sobbing at this point. mascara has now painted your under eyes black, and everything is blurry from the constant tears of pleasure, frustration and pain.

bound and gagged, you were helpless under the three men who’s brought you near multiple orgasms but never actually let you over the edge. no cock, just punishing fingers and mouths.

“put this shit on her,” rafe tosses a tie to topper after quickly rummaging through his dresser. topper then crawls closer to where your head is, your teary eyes connecting with his slightly apologetic ones before he conceals your vision with the tie. a quick brush of his fingers down your cheek is the only thing you feel before all masses on the bed disappear and the room in plunged into complete silence.

every touch of the air on your skin and the whisper of slight static is suddenly much more defined as every other sense of yours has been constricted.

you yelp when hands suddenly grip your hips to pull you to the edge of the bed until your ass hangs over the edge. a rough hand then pulls the gag out of your mouth and under your chin.

“we own you, do you understand?” rafe

you nod, throat dry from your muffled screaming along with the anticipation of what’s to come.

a sharp sting lands on your cheek making you cry out, “use your fucking words or we’ll put that gag back in.” kelce

throughout the night, you’ve come to memorize the way each of them talked and touched you. rafe and kelce were both aggressive and rough, the former being more confident than the other given that he’s your boyfriend. then topper was almost shy, but doesn’t hesitate to do what the other two tells him to do to you. afterall, he’s also here with the desire to fuck you until you’re on the verge of passing out.

“yes, i’m yours…all yours,” you whimper, face burning knowing that all their predatory gazes are set on your face and naked body.

“good girl…” rafe coos, lips quickly placing a wet kiss onto yours, too quick that you try to chase them when they part from you, “top.”

rafe’s known firm hands leave their place from your hips before getting replaced with less rough ones which you guessed were topper’s.

shivers run all over your skin as topper caresses your body softly, his touch a complete opposite to rafe’s and kelce’s. your mouth drops open when his thumbs spread your soaking slit then a dribble of warmth slides through it and down your ass. spit.

with a quick pop of a button and an opening of a zipper, the head of a cock is positioned right on your entrance. he teases still, using his cock to collect your juices up and down your cunt, momentarily catching onto your clit.

“topper, plea-“ you cut yourself off with a surprised scream when he suddenly plunges his dick in to the hilt. he was smaller than rafe, but not any distinctively less pleasurable. you were much too riled up to not feel as much pleasure from his dick alone.

the man on top of you groans, “s’fuckin tight”

while he stays there for a moment, the floorboards creak under two sets of feet and weight drops down on the couch by the side of the room. the thought of the other two men sitting and just watching makes your face burn hotter.

the slight embarrassment doesn’t get much time to sink in as topper pulls his hips back until only his tip is inside then shoves back in with so much force that the headboard bangs against the wall. you gasp out his name, your bound hands try to hang on to him but they’re quickly shoved back down above your head on the mattress with one of his hands.

“keep them there, sweetheart,” topper breathlessly commands in your ear. you nod, moaning and gasping at each thrust of his dick against your walls.

his hands and mouth are everywhere. your tits, hips, waist, neck. no surface of your body is left untouched.

“beg him to make you cum, baby,” you almost jump at the sudden voice of rafe by your ear. you hadn’t even hear him walk over with you being too busy chasing the pleasure of topper’s dick.

you swallow past the moans and manage to speak with a crack in your voice, “please let me cum, i need it so bad, topper please…please…plea-“

lips place themselves on yours mid word at the same time a chest presses down on your writhing one. you know those lips didn’t belong to rafe, but rather topper given that they feel more foreign and gentler.

“cum,” one word is uttered from topper’s lips against yours before you erupt on his cock. white dots appear in your concealed vision, the feeling of finally getting to cum after being edged one too many times makes the orgasm more intense than it should be. you were sure you squirted as your inner thighs felt more slippery than they previously were.

topper was in a trance, seeing you flood his cock and feeling your walls practically milk him got him on the edge but his pleasure is cut short by rafe’s domineering hand that pulled him back from you.

he’s about to protest about the stolen orgasm but quickly retracts after seeing rafe’s expression daring him to contradict him. he swallows and sits where rafe was once sitting on the couch, cock still hard and wet from you.

“kelce,” another abrupt demand from rafe. the summoned man was almost skipping towards where you laid panting with shaking legs spread open on the bed. you can’t blame the man, he’s waited his turn all night long.

“damn topper, you got her fucking soaked,” kelce chuckles as he grips your tits with more vigor than topper.

one hand grips your throat, making your breath shallow before the rest gets stolen from kelce thrusting inside you in one go. holy fuck he’s thick.

there’s a slight pain from the unusual stretch but kelce has no remorse for you as he immediately picks up a brutal pace. your hands clutch the sheet above your head, trying to ground yourself from the brutality of kelce’s thrusts.

“fuck, she really is tight, y’should share her more, rafe,” kelce groans, his fingers tightening briefly around your neck, “gonna need more of this pussy, never had one so tight and wet.”

“don’t count on it, this is the only chance you’re getting,” rafe replies with a serious tone. when rafe says something, he always means it.

“kelc, fuck kelce,” you moan, almost screaming it out.

“yeah, scream my name, slut,” he grits out, pounding into you somehow harder than he already was. he pulls out and quickly flips your whole body over as if you were merely a doll and pushes back in. he’s so much deeper this way, with your feet flat on the floor and hips digging onto the foot of the mattress.

you’re screaming and crying into the mattress as kelce grips the fats of your ass and slams continuously into your pussy. your clit was throbbing for release again, already feeling like you’re going to squirt your orgasm out.

it only builds up more when kelce grips your hair and wretches your head back to place his mouth at your ear, “you wanna cum again? i can feel your squeezing my cock like a whore.”

“please, kelce,” you sob out, voice hitching at every punishing thrust, “please i wanna cum-s’bad”

“aw, the little whore wants to cum,” he laughs in your ear, “go on then, fucking cum”

with one more squeeze of kelce’s hand around your throat and pull on your hair, you’re orgasming again. your ears are ringing at this point, it felt as if you’ve left your body and went into some kind of outer universe.

rafe didn’t have to tell kelce to pull out after you came, the man, after pulling out of you with a slap on your ass, drops back down on the couch and watches your body heave on the bed with a smug look.

you’re exhausted and on the verge of passing out but you’re ready to go again when familiar lips travel up your spine in soft kisses. they kiss along your cheek until finally landing on your lips where you’re resting your head on its side.

“rafe,” you whisper against his kisses with a relieved undertone.

“shh, it’ll be over soon, but you can take more, yeah?” rafe continues with his kisses, flipping you to rest on your back along the way.

you nod, still returning his kisses lazily. you feel his finger travel up your arms that are laying limp above your head before the ties on them are removed.

rafe then flips the two of you so that you’re straddling his hips. you wrap your arms around his neck, your hips moving with as much strength as they can over his, trying to pleasure both yourself and him.

he’d abandoned his jeans, now only wearing boxers which made it easier for him to slip his cock out and position himself at your entrance. one of his hands hold a firm grip on your hip but nonetheless lets you create the pace as you lower yourself down on him with a breathless moan.

“there you go, baby,” rafe praises when you’ve finally taken him 9 inches deep. rafe moves your hand so that they’re resting on his chest and lays down, “ride my cock and don’t stop until i tell you to.”

you follow his command immediately after finding a comfortable place for your knees. your hips roll forward and backward, up and down, relishing the feel of every vein of his cock dragging along your walls at every movement. although your vision was still restricted by the tie, you know rafe’s gaze was on your face, following every expression you make with his hands behind his head.

“get over here,” rafe suddenly says making you briefly pause at confusion but he makes you continue moving with a slap at your tit, “top, get behind her and get the lube. kelc you take her mouth.”

your breath hitches and your hips stutter but don’t dare to stop.

topper’s gentle hands are back on you and pushes you slightly forward so he could access your ass. kelce’s rough hands are in your hair and shoves your face until his dick is at your mouth. rafe sucks on your tits as they bounce above his face. everything and anything is happening all at once and you’re just a subject to all of it. you’re their little fucktoy.

topper’s fingers slide inside the tight ring of your ass with the help of the lube making your mouth drop open and giving kelce the opportunity to shove his dick inside.

kelce fucks your mouth until you’re gagging and choking, rafe fucks into your pussy, hitting your cervix and that spot deep inside you, and topper finally stretches your ass open with his lubed up dick.

you’ve never felt so full. you can’t help but whimper and cry on kelce’s cock. it feels as if topper’s dick was never ending, and along with rafe’s cock, it feels even bigger.

all at once, they fuck you. they fuck you like you’re just a blow up toy, a little flesh light for them to enjoy. you were nothing but a piece of meat to pleasure them.

rafe under you, topper behind you, and kelce in front of you, they fuck your holes until you’re a whining, choking mess between them.

kelce’s the first one to cum. he holds your head still, your nose touching his pelvis as he cums deep down your throat with a loud groan. when he finally lets go, you swallow down everything he released and finally take as much breath as you needed after the intense throat fucking he gave you.

kelce parts from you with a messy sloppy kiss, tongue and all, before you hear him drop down on the couch once again with a long satisfied groan.

topper was next. the boy couldn’t take it any longer, he could feel rafe’s thrust through the thin skin separating the two of them and with the constant tightening of your walls, he was a goner. his hands grips your hips to the point of pain and he was sure he would leave bruises on your skin. his thrusts stutter until he stills deep inside you making you gasp at the foreign feeling of someone cumming inside your ass.

you whimper from the sudden emptiness when he pulls out but is comforted from the light kiss topper leaves on your nape.

that leaves you with rafe who’s feet are planted on the mattress and is still thrusting into you from underneath. you drop your head down, tired and cockdrunk.

your forehead meets the pillow right next to rafe’s head, just feeling around with your senses you’re able to place your mouth right next to his ear.

“one more please…daddy,” you breathlessly whisper alongside punctuated breaths.

“fucking hell,” rafe grunts and before you know it, you’re on your back, body folded in half under rafe’s hands. he holds the backs of your knees and presses them down to your chest as he fucks you harder than before. you’re screaming again as he fucks you into the mattress and touches your reddened clit. “such a tease, baby”

“please, c-can i cum?” you hiccup through the pleasure.

“go on, cum on daddy’s cock,” rafe leans down, folding you into yourself even more which puts more pressure on your clit and makes it faster for you to reach the edge.

you cum with a choked scream, tears seeping into the tie over your eyes and nails digging into your boyfriend’s back.

rafe fucks you through it, thrusts never waning. “gonna cum in you, baby. make you a mommy, you want that?”

“yes, yes, cum inside me, daddy. wanna make you a daddy, please,” you gasp, half sobbing from your orgasm.

rafe groans, and all light comes to your vision when he slips the blindfold over your head. he thinks you’ve never looked any more beautiful than you did now with your eyes teary and glossy.

his forehead drops down onto yours, his baby blues keeping yours trapped. his face scrunches up as he shoves himself inside you down to the hilt and coats your insides white.

you sigh, your hands caressing his shoulders through the shivers overtaking his body.

rafe’s whole body drops down on yours, providing you with comfort despite being twice as heavy as yourself.

“get out,” rafe mumbles into your skin, eyes closed as he rests his head on your chest.

the two other men leave silently knowing it was them rafe was talking to, both completely satiated.

it’s silent for a moment and you think rafe has fallen asleep due to his quiet breathing but then he speaks up, “come morning, ’m fucking another load into you ‘n actually give you a baby”

you giggle tiredly, playing with his hair, “i’m holding you to that….” whisper “daddy”

Boyfriend!Rafe who would never dream of you having to take the taxi to travel or even drive yourself anywhere. Whatever he was doing, however busy he was, he would be there, waiting in front of your house with a large grin on his face, ready to drive his princess around town for whatever she needed, college, shopping, friends' house, absolutely anything.

"I can drive myself y'know..."

You say, smiling gently at Rafe, his hand on the steering wheel. He chuckles and moves his free hand to your thigh.

"I know you can sweetheart."

You roll your eyes, playfully glaring at him.

"Then why do you always insist on driving me around?"

You ask, keeping your hand on his. He smiles like he knew something you didn't, bringing your hand to his lips as he places a soft kiss on her knuckles.

"Because you by my side angel, is the highlight of my day. You make everything so much better. Couldn't dream of anyone taking this away from me."

Imagine best friend!JJ being in the middle of jacking off to photos of you when you call him. His cock hard and leaking pre-cum, imagining it was you wrapped around his cock instead of his hand when the phone rings. He shouldn’t pick it up, it would be disgusting, perverted, even; but he does. He can never resist you.

“H-hey!” He chokes out.

“Hey Jay,”

Fuck. Your voice is perfect, he thinks.

“Um, what’s up?“ he stutters as he continues to glide his hand over his cock, tugging at it harsher than before.

“I was just calling to let you know we’ll be down at the boneyard later.“

“Oh, yeah? A party?“ he asks, trying to keep his composure.

“Mhm, and no kooks allowed!“ you laugh, “I was hoping you would wanna come?“

Yes, he wanted to come. On your stomach, in your mouth, inside your pussy.

Hearing you say the word nearly sent him over the edge, a sheen veil of sweat on his forehead. For a moment he was unable to respond, too focused on his orgasm. He just needed you to talk to him some more with that sweet voice of yours.

“Well, JJ? Are you coming?“

That was all he needed.

“Fuck yes!“ he practically moaned into the phone at you as he pumped his cock a few more times, squeezing at the tip, spilling himself into his hand.

“Sheesh, Jay,“ you laugh at his enthusiasm, oblivious to the situation. God, you were so innocent

“Well, I’m glad to know you’re excited, I am too! I’ll see you there, then! Bye!“

JJ let’s out a deep breath, “Yeah! See you there, bye!“

He was so fucked.