Dressing Him Up Like He's A Barbie

dressing him up like he's a barbie

Victini is my fave mythical, so it kinda bummed me out when SV didnt include it especially since its from Unova. I cope with this by imaging that Kieran befriends it. I just want him to have a cool legendary he deserves ;w;

I am. Godawful at texting and conveying words through typing.

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Autism boyfriend aquired :3

Vent

I think I might just be SLIGHTLY OH SO SLIGHTLY in love with my best friend...

You see, this wouldn't be so bad if I HADNT HAVE REJECTED HIM 4 MONTHS AGO

And idk if this is just hormone fuckery or if its fucking genuine

And I'm fucking clingy and terrified of losing him. Like I cry if I even think about it.

And??? I thought I was aromantic but?? I guess fucking not??? And he also thinks I'm aromantic so yeah

And I just. Don't know.

I just don't fucking know anymore.

I'm just.. really fucking confused and I don't know.

He makes me so happy and I'm terrified of us becoming distant

Oh and also he knows my tumblr username (but he doesn't use tumblr) so uh. There's that slight risk.

And I don't want to tell him because I don't want to hurt him if it doesn't work out. If I ever hurt him I wouldn't forgive myself.

Sometimes when something traumatic happens, your brain might replay that scenario over and over again in your head in an attempt to get some sort of closure. This doesn't help though, thinking about a traumatic event over and over again will almost never result in a peaceful resolution, it will instead cause you to spiral into intrusive and painful thoughts. When you think about a thought over and over again, it solidifies itself in your mind, causing you to habitually think about it more and more. If you are currently dealing with something traumatic, things can get better, even if it seems impossible. If this is something you can access, I highly recommend finding a therapist, mental health is a very complicated subject and what works for one person might not work for another, I just wanted to share a summary of something my therapist taught me