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Why Is Writing So Hard
why is writing so hard
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rev!! i saw you filled out my taglist form and your comments made my day youre so sweet ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ ๐ i hope youโre having a good day too!
also saw you posted a new fic recently, m gonna read it once i get some work done but iโm very excited, iโm already certain itโll be amazing ๐
i have e a request since theyโre open, but iโll send it in a separate ask!! ๐ค
ahhh iโm glad and im excited to be added to the tag list!!! ๐๐(i have your post notifs on but i usually have my phone on dnd so i miss a lot ๐พ)
honestly my day has been rlly good except hoes are trying me rn and this drama has been going on for months so itโs honestly entertaining at this point. itโs no biggie at all tho because everythingโs sorted out itโs just frustrating (ty for letting me rant for a second hehe) how was yours??
youโre too sweet im BLUSHING ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐand i just read your request so very excited to work on it. i want to try and get it perfect bc you deserve nothing less so that means it might take a hot minute but i should get it done between now and tomorrow morning (iโm a slow writer)
never read fanfiction on your period. ever.
YOUR INSECURITIES BASED ON THE HQ CHARACTERS YOU LIKE
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authorโs note: hELLO EVERYONE weโve finally come to the last school in the call out series for haikyuu: inarizaki!!! this features atsumu, osamu, kita, suna and aran :D doing this for the haikyuu characters was sO fUN so i hope i can end the series well for my boys ^^ enjoy!
other schools: the call out series masterlist

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you donโt know when to stop. youโre always pushing yourself far beyond your limits, forcing yourself to do more, more, more until one day, you finally break. so why put yourself through so much pain? itโs because you need to prove that you have value. but as good as recognition from others feels, the person youโre trying to prove your worth to the most is yourself. you never think youโre enough, so youโre always doing more to compensate. ultimately, youโre just trying to convince yourself that you arenโt as pathetic as you really think you are.
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you have poor coping mechanisms. when youโre stressed or upset, you either eat too much or you eat too little. you sleep all day, or you donโt sleep at all. you burst out with emotion or you completely shut yourself off from the world. you know itโs unhealthy, but you donโt know what else to do. everything feels like itโs spinning out of control and this is the only way that helps you feel sane. your false sense of security. you just need someone to pull you out of the water, to be there for you and tell you that everything will eventually be okay.
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no one treasures you, and everyone takes you for granted. youโre the dependable friend, the one others can seek help from when theyโre struggling. but once youโve helped them back up on their feet again, they walk away from you, going on with their lives and leaving you out of it until the next time they need you again. it hurts. it hurts to not be appreciated. it hurts that no one is there for you like you are for them. it hurts that youโre only important to others when they need something from you.
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thereโs a void in your heart that you donโt know how to fill. youโre pessimistic, numb, and so very tired. youโre always neck-deep in your thoughts, which keep you up late at night because theyโre the loudest when youโre alone. you often daydream and imagine yourself in a separate world because reality is cruel, harsh and painful. you act like everythingโs fine, but deep down, youโre barely keeping it together. no one knows how truly sad and empty you feel. you wish you could just escape, to finally be happy and free.
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in a group of three, youโre always the one left out. you get the least attention, either because the other two are closer to each other or they receive more attention from others than you do. youโre always the one in the background. sometimes, you wonder if they even remember you exist. everyone has their pairs except you. you just want to have your other half, the one person who will always pay attention to you and make you feel like your existence is worth something.

ยฉ written and published by animatedarchives 2020. please do not steal or repost. thank you.
