Recidivsm - 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐌.

I wanna be a bully 😇

I wanna help daddy break a lil girl. I want to spit in her stupid face & tell her how worthless she is & always will be. I want to use every last one of her insecurities against her. Maybe even create some new self esteem issues along the way. I want her to know she’s an inferior cunt, even compared to a whore like me. I want to abuse & torture her until even daddy is a lil shocked that I could be so cruel. I want her to be terrified of both us.

And it’d be nice if afterwards daddy smacked tf out of me. Because even if I’m better than her I’m still not good enough 💕

I’ve been fucked up for years.

When I was very young, and I imagined my future boyfriend, I realize now how fucked up it was. I would have dreams about this guy who would beat me, hurt me, degrade me, humiliate me. He isolated me from my friends and family, he hurt me physically and emotionally. He made me feel stupid and insignificant. Make me feel like an idiot for ever even speaking. He would fuck me hard whenever he wanted. He didn’t care about me. He would beat me endlessly for the tiniest things.

I dreamed of this ever night for years.

Every morning I woke up with my pussy absolutely drenched.