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blog birthday tomorrow!!

i have no idea what to do whatsover

okay so... i discovered a random doc i wrote. it had something going on, but i couldn't help but try to make sense of it. what will be below "read more" is a little rewrite of it, as to make it have more sense, at least the one i could find. if you miss something in your life, consider a read.

(just letting you know: it's literally titled "water drop overthinking" and might still not make sense. its a random rant i had 3 years ago, leave me alone. i share what i want here)

A lot of things drop, it’s not a surprise. However, we often find water drops that slowly crush to the floor pretty relaxing. Pretty weird, since an action of dropping we usually associate with something negative: something precious to you yet so weak breaks, you burn out and drop something you were an inch close to finish, dropping out of school, or college, or university, and more.

Drop. Drop. Another drop. It could be raindrops at the start of the rain, a piece of melting icicle, living his last hours as his remains, while obeying gravity, drop on now warming but still cold ground. We can’t deny that its also sounds you hear after taking a nice, relaxing, or not so shower, or when sweating intensively in a pretty uncomfortable situation that helps to cool down the heat of your embarrassment.

Is it just the sound that it makes is considered calming, or maybe the satisfaction of what the rain creates with them - so many drops speeding up only to loudly meet the ground, all uncontrollable but fascinating, similar to fire?

Maybe we don’t care for a water drop, which probably lived and travelled millions of years non-stop before its fall, and which might continue for even more years. It’s possible that we just enjoy seeing something eventually end, as it then comes back to someone else to look at, perhaps as a part of something bigger. We can’t truly know.

Of course, humanity has and always will have things that are considered weird. For most of them, they’re similar to water drops. We don’t care about them that much usually, don’t realize their potential in the future, as part of something huge.

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We just accept them in the moment. We look at the rain as a one thing. We don't appreciate or even pay attention to every little drop it has, we see it as a whole thing. An experience. A time which, even though we won't recall the details of, might still remember how it happened, what it made you think, what it made you feel. And some of it will come back to others, making them feel perhaps something different.

So even if a part of your life left you, someone else might soon experience it after you. And it will carry on for eternity, so long the drops are still going...

fuck it. be creative even if you never really *make* anything. write out plot synopses of stories and then move on. design OCs you'll never use. make mood boards and concept art and don't do anything with them. life's too short to forget everything that inspired you and creation doesn't have to be "complete" to be worth the time you put into it.

full body of "space ranger" linger (also he has a bomb for some reason)

Carby Gijinka! I drew him a long time ago but it's lost alongside all my drawings in my previous art app. F.