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8 months ago

It's so weird talking to people who's view of "here's the way life is for everyone" is shattered as soon as they talk to someone with disabilities (physical, mental illness, any). Like you'll say you'll have a problem and instead of helping you they'll argue with you about how you're not actually facing that problem. Like,

Me: Hey, I'm really struggling to find a job and a part of it is my resume. I was depressed & psychotic during highschool so I didn't do anything to gain skills or achievements to put on my resume. I also don't have anyone to put as a reference. What can I do?

Them: You can add your skills, hobbies, clubs you're in, and different volunteer work you've done! You can also get your teacher as a reference.

Me: I already know what to put on a resume, my issue is that I don't have things that I can use. Also, I'm in my mid 20s so I don't know if I can put my highschool teacher as a reference.

Them: Well if you're a part of a church or an activity group, you could add that. Also, think of any projects you've worked on in the past.

Me: I already know you can put these things on a resume. I'm not looking for suggests of things I've already done, I'm looking for what I can do now if I haven't done anything.

Them: There's no way you didn't do anything during highschool?? What about some odd jobs you definitely did for extra money, like babysitting or mowing the lawn?

Me: I spent all of highschool either in modified classes or in bed doing nothing - not even hobbies, what about that do you not understand?

And then you talk to someone who's also disabled and they're like "Here's a bunch of jobs you can do from home that don't pay much but look good on a resume, here's some free online courses that also look good on a resume, here's how you can be making small amounts of money in the meantime, here's some things you can put besides a professional reference, and here are your rights if your future employer tries to take advantage of your disability - which you probably shouldn't tell them about unless you need accommodations."

And suddenly my will to continue trying returns!

8 months ago

The bar was so low it was practically a tripping hazard in Hell, yet here you are, limbo dancing with the devil

8 months ago

For ADHD awareness month, I invite you to Be Aware of Him

For ADHD Awareness Month, I Invite You To Be Aware Of Him
8 months ago

Even if we pretend they weren’t fucking each other like crazy, there are moments where Garak casually touches Julian that would send anyone else running in terror for fear of their imminent murder. What’s up with that

8 months ago

It‘s scary to see how very important european petitions get no visibility whatsoever. We had a basic income petition last year which failed because not enough people knew about it. Now we have a „tax the rich“ one that only lasts until october this year and only has around 250k out of 1 mio. signings.

Most EU people go through their every day life w/o knowing about them. There are no ads, no marketing…nothing. I know that costs money though one might think important petitions that lead to a better and progressive life would be supported by the government or ministries in some way, but nooooo

And why should they? It’s petitions that would help out the poor and middle class, but endanger capitalism and their exploitation, sooo: government and business leads for example.

So here the link for those who are interested:

Tax The Rich
Tax The Rich
Nous voulons un impôt européen sur les grandes fortunes pour financer la transition climatique et sociale et aider les pays victimes des d
9 months ago

I'm gonna be annoying about the immunity syndrome, please bear with me:

1. spock calling out humans

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

2. bones on his 'inject jim with something before asking' agenda

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

3. no peril gets in the way of jim being able to tease spock

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

4. mcspirk arguing about which of them is allowed to risk his life for the ship

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

5. jim going through it and me also going through it even if I know they'll be ok

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

6. spock might be risking his life but he's sure as hell gonna be a menace about having been chosen over bones to do it

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

7. AN-TI-BO-DIES (affectionate)

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

8. scotty is going through it as well

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:

9. whatever the hell this was

I'm Gonna Be Annoying About The Immunity Syndrome, Please Bear With Me:
9 months ago
Wow,,, Smash
Wow,,, Smash
Wow,,, Smash
Wow,,, Smash
Wow,,, Smash

wow,,, smash

9 months ago

your scent processing being so close to memory in your brain is insane sometimes you step outside and take a whiff and go "ah, it smells like playing pokemon emerald in my third grade afterschool program in the crisp september of 2006"

9 months ago

he can infodump so deep inside me I'll have trivia running down my leg

9 months ago
Tom Paris Is A Knob Lover

Tom Paris is a knob lover

9 months ago

I think the hot new trends for this summer should be reading comprehension and critical thinking skills

9 months ago
Black Shirts

black shirts

9 months ago
Ring The Bell... It's Going To Be A Riot.
Ring The Bell... It's Going To Be A Riot.

Ring the bell... it's going to be a riot.

9 months ago

Introducing: LCAoRs!

Introducing: LCAoRs!

Or... "What if they had Ao3 on the Enterprise-D?"

GitHub repository | Instructions

Introducing: LCAoRs!
Introducing: LCAoRs!

Because I'm a giant nerd with too many hobbies, I made an Ao3 site skin based off of the computer interface in Star Trek TNG! This was my first attempt at an entire skin, so I hope people like it :)

9 months ago

I feel deprived that we never saw these two meet, though they likely crossed paths at some point in their careers.

I Feel Deprived That We Never Saw These Two Meet, Though They Likely Crossed Paths At Some Point In Their
I Feel Deprived That We Never Saw These Two Meet, Though They Likely Crossed Paths At Some Point In Their
9 months ago

Yeah. I’m the guy who impregnates the mannequins they put in the maternity section. It ain’t much but it pays the bills. Please no further questions at this time.

9 months ago
Preach, Julian
Preach, Julian
Preach, Julian
Preach, Julian
Preach, Julian

preach, julian

9 months ago

learned about the “light academic” genre today. which i guess is just if you go to college and don’t kill anybody

9 months ago

Let's have some platonic headcanons! Please feel so so welcome to add your fave platonic headcanons ❤️

My all time fave is Scotty and Bones share a bathroom and have turned their shower into a distillery. This also means they have to use their work showers to wash up properly


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