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i have to ask what are your favorite jannik kits? i feel like nike's men apparel is so ugly this year :/

imo, nothing will ever compare to the sunshine double 2023 kit

it was just so perfect for him. nike please bring this back

There's something freeing about having a shiny new Tumblr account. I've had my non-tennis Tumblr account since February 2010 so there's a LOT of history attached.

But having a new account, without all of that *handwave* baggage? Expectations? Feeling like I'm letting people down because I'm not posting about other fandoms/usual content, or feeling like I'm annoying them because all I can talk about right now is Jannik fucking Sinner and Carlos fucking Alcaraz

Like, on the one hand, it's people who have known me for AT LEAST 14 years, most of them longer through DW and LJ and SPN and SG-1 and Leverage fandoms. And they know I have ADHD and hyperfixate. They've seen many many flights of fancy come and go (I'm really hoping this isn't going to be one. It does feel like it might be tripping into Special Interest (tm) but I've thought that before.

But on the other? It's so much easier and y'all care about the tennis and the boys and while I do still sometimes feel like I'm annoying or needy or just yelling unseen into the void.

© Alex Dodd

do you ever look back at your relationship with someone on the internet and just think oh my god i’m so fucking glad i clicked follow they make my life so much better