After Recent Events, I Find Myself Conflicted On One Thing. So Im Going To Ask You:

after recent events, i find myself conflicted on one thing. so i’m going to ask you:

It's one of those evenings where being hyperfixated is stressing me out. And there's weirdness of perceived slights and attacks and projection and taking things personally and I feel super weird.

I'm also stressed (no ncessarily the right word) about the level of my hyperfixation and how much my brain has been taken over. Li and I were talking last night and I don't like how I can't think about anything else and it's frustrating me.

I want to be enjoying the squee and loving the games and seeing the world through slash goggles and all the fun stuff. But I'm feeling stressed and weird and I don't like it.

I've never been comfortable around fandom drama and I'm also very aware that I'm terrible at reading social interactions. so it's entirely likely that it's all in my head

I'll probably delete this. this post, not my tumblr. idek at this point.

JANNIK SINNER Beijing || 26.09.24

Oh. Arms. And scruffy. Carlitos, are you trying to kill me ded this morning?

rafa nadal in roland-garros 2005 can be something so important for a girl (me)

Just go to work, talk about perfect timing

Dear Zhou v Kotov,

I am about to leave for work and will be driving for at least 15-20 minutes. If you can keep your match going until between 09:00 and 09:15 bst therefore allowing me to listen to Janniks game at my desk, that would be fantastic.

Kind regards,

Cassie