Omg Filoo Hii :33

omg filoo hii :33

hi bae!! hehe ^3^

Forgetting about you:

Warnings: Angst/comfort.

Overview: Dumb boyfriend says some dumb shit.

Characters: Kaeya, Childe, Thoma, (mentions of traveler).

Gender: No specified pronouns <3

Kaeya:

- Anyone who told you dating the cavalry captain would be easy, was obviously lying to you.

- This mf got drunk and missed a date you both had planned together, leaving you alone sitting in the middle of the restaurant like an idiot.

- (You better backhand him for that).

"I swear to the archons if I walk through this door and he's sitting there I'm gonna rip his dumb head off of his dumb body." You mumbled to yourself as you approached Angels Share.

You had waited over 2 hours for him to show up, but he never did. So obviously you were beyond livid at this point, and the only place he could be besides home was passed out on the tavern floor.

You turned the doorknob and slammed the door open, catching the attention of everyone in the tavern. Your eyes landed on a familiar blue-haired man and the anger inside you started to bubble over.

Everyone in the Tavern shivered at your cold gaze, falling silent as they watched the scene unfold. Diluc sighed, knowing exactly what was about to happen.

"Greetings Y/N, you look lovely tonight." Diluc said nonchalantly, nudging his brother's arm. Kaeya furrowed his brows before turning around on his stool, meeting your harsh glare.

"Darling~!" He slurred out, his body wobbling side to side as he steadied himself on the counter. Rosaria who was sitting next to him looked at you with confusion.

"Why are you so dressed up? You look hot." She was just as drunk as Kaeya was, but in one single moment, she sobered up almost immediately.

"Oi, didn't you have that date tonight?" The nun nudged Kaeya, watching his eyes widen in panic as he flicked his gaze back to you. Your eyes were filling up with frustrated tears as you practically stomped towards your boyfriend.

"Y/N I'm so sorry my love-" He tried to apologize but instead was greeted with a hard slap to the side of his face. You let angry tears fall down your face, holding back violent sobs as you held your cold gaze with your lover.

"I don't want you in the house tonight, find somewhere else to stay." You didn't mean to be so cruel, but you were hurt. The dinner you had both been planning meant the world to you. You had barely seen Kaeya ever since the Stormterror incident, so tonight was the first night in a while you were able to spend time together.

Without another word you stormed back out of the tavern, slamming the door shut behind you as you made your way home. That night was cold, and although you did miss your lover, you were still upset.

The next day you tried searching for your lover. Sure, you had been a bit dramatic, but you were hurt. You were looking forward to spending time with him after so long, only to find out he ditched you to go get drunk at the tavern.

You looked in the headquarters, but nothing.

You asked Amber, but nothing.

You even asked Diluc, but still nothing.

No one had heard of your lover, so you finally asked Jean. You knew she was a busy woman so you wanted to avoid troubling her any further, but you had no choice at this point.

"He's gone on patrol? But it was his day off today, wasn't someone else supposed to take over for him?" You were beyond confused, had he come into work despite having taken the day off.

"Yes, but he insisted on doing patrols. He said he needed something to get his mind off of something. Did something happen?" Jean questioned. You could see the concern in her eyes as she leaned forward in her chair.

"No no, it's fine. I just need to talk to him about something, do you know which route he took?" Jean nodded at your words and gave you the directions, dismissing you kindly as you left the headquarters.

You were walking through Wolvendom, searching for the familiar tuft of blue hair amongst the greenery. Your eyes scanned the landscape before landing on the group of knights walking just ahead of you.

You started to pick up the pace but stopped in your tracks once you heard what they were talking about. Your heart dropped to your stomach and tears started to flood your eyes.

"Jeez! Seems like your little Y/N isn't as great as you thought!" One of them let out a hearty chuckle, smacking Kaeya on the back.

"Now now Y/N isn't that bad." You could hear the sarcasm in your lover's voice as the knights continued to laugh, mocking you.

"I just wish they weren't so clingy." He sighed, shaking his head and letting out another mocking laugh.

Tears were now falling freely as you stepped back, a stick cracking underneath the pressure of your foot. The group of knights looked back, their eyes widening at the sight of you.

"Darling? W-what are you doing here?" Kaeya chuckled nervously, taking quick steps towards you, hoping to reach you before you could run off.

But he was too slow.

In a moment of panic, you turned on your heel and sprinted as fast as you could away from the group. Shouts of your name echoed through the air as you attempted to wipe the tears from your eyes.

Throughout the day you managed to successfully avoid Kaeya, choosing to hide away at the statue in windrise. There were rarely any patrols here and you knew this was the last place he would check.

So when the sun fell and footsteps started to approach you, you knew there was no use in running anymore. You were sat down in front of the statue, leaning up against the stone and staring up at the stars.

"Good evening Love." His voice fell on deaf ears, you didn't feel like talking to him. He sighed, sitting on the steps just in front of the statue.

"You don't need to talk to me, but at least listen to what I have to say." He started, glancing back at you, only to receive a nod as you turned your gaze to the floor.

"I'm sorry, my love," He started, swallowing the lump in his throat before continuing, "I am genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, so sorry for what I've done. It was immature and selfish of me to not only miss a date we had planned but also talk about you behind your back." He let out a shaky sigh, his head hanging low in shame as he stared at the cement below him.

"I shouldn't have done what I did and I now realize how lonely you must have felt. I apologize for my and absence and for being a terrible partner." his voice was strained. He had to stop talking otherwise he would've broken down in front of you.

"If you would like to part ways, I will accept that, but I do hope you consider giving me a second chance to redeem myself." He fell silent once again, waiting for your response.

he was expecting the worse, for you to tell him you couldn't take it anymore, for you to tell him that you were tired. However, instead, he felt arms wrap themselves around his waist and warmth spread across his back.

"I would never leave you over such childish matters." You muttered, placing a gentle kiss on his shoulder blade before resting for head against his back.

"I love you too much to let you go over something as silly as this. Although I am still upset, I want you to know that I will love you regardless of the things you do. Even if you were to tear the ground open from under me, my heart will remain yours till the end of time." You felt him twist in your embrace as he turned around to pull you into his lap.

"As will mine." He whimpered out, burying his face in your shoulder as he let out quiet sobs.

He was not used to being loved like this, but he would pray to the gods every single day if it meant he could keep you in his arms forever.

Childe:

- Long story short, he got carried away with the traveler and you almost died.

- Like literally.

- Just read and you'll find out.

You knew you should've just stayed home when the traveler had asked you for help. You knew you should've said no. However, when you found out your lover would also be joining her, you couldn't help yourself but be curious.

They had been together a lot recently, Childe saying he was simply helping Lumine with commissions and putting up posters for her brother. You didn't mind at first, knowing the blonde had pure intentions, but as the days of not seeing your lover stretched on and the late nights he would come home got later and later, you were getting more and more concerned.

So you joined them, however, it only made your gut feeling even worse as you struggled to keep up with the two. They were happily chatting away, walking ahead of you while you hung back by yourself.

You saw the bright smile plastered on his face as he told the Traveler all about his homeland and his family. He even promised to take them there one day.

He had promised you that as well.

You sighed, forcing back tears as you lagged further and further behind the two, eventually no longer seeing them in front of you. They hadn't even noticed you weren't there with them, which only made your heart hurt even more.

The sun was setting and you decided to just sit at the edge of a cliff and admire the beauty of Liyue. The golden plains lit up as the sun spread across the lands. You let yourself relax, taking in the view as all your worries faded away.

That was until you heard footsteps behind you and a sinister chuckle. You shot up, spinning around to be greeted by a large group of Fatui skirmishers. you took out your sword, gripping it in your hands as you glared at the men before you.

"Well well well, look who we have here." One of them smirked at your form before they all lunged at you.

Childe was happily chatting away with Lumine, happy to be able to share his troubles with the blonde. He hadn't even noticed your absence until Paimon spoke up.

"Hey, Paimon feels like we're missing something. Where did Y/N go?" She spoke out, whipping her around but not seeing you anywhere. Childe tensed up, his attention no longer on the blonde, but on finding you.

"When did they leave? How could we not have noticed?" Lumine spoke up, worry laced in her voice as she hurriedly started jogging back in the direction they came.

"Paimon didn't even realize! Oh gosh, I hope they're okay..." Paimon flew beside the traveler as the three quickly made their way back. Childe stayed silent, his eyes flicking around for any sign of you, listening in for anything.

His worries worsened as he heard a loud scream echo off the golden mountains, his jogging now turning into a sprint as he made a b-line towards the sound.

The traveler tagged behind him, she too looked around for you, worried that something had happened. Childe prayed to the gods that the scream didn't come from you, he prayed on everything he had that you were okay.

That was when he saw you, gripping onto the side of the cliff for dear life as the skirmishers towered over you. They smirked down at you, watching you struggle to hang on.

"Bye-bye." One of them snickered out before stomping on your hands, causing you to let go and start to fall down onto the sharp rocks below you.

"Y/N!!" The three screamed out, Childe now speeding up.

He had to make it to you, he had to save you. He wouldn't forgive himself if you died due to his negligence. He used his vision to launch himself into the air, his arms reaching out to catch you before you landed.

You felt arms wrap around you, opening your eyes to see your worried lover. He landed onto a clearing, making sure your body didn't make an impact with the ground as he cushioned your fall.

He hurriedly observed your body and put pressure on your open wounds, tears filling his eyes as he watched you weakly reach up to cup his face.

"Ajax...? You're here." You smiled weakly, watching tears start to fall from his eyes.

"Yes I'm here, I'm here baby, it's okay, you're okay." he let out soft whimpers as he ripped apart your already torn jacket to wrap it around your wounds.

"What happened? Why did you leave?" He had so many questions, but his main concern was who had done this to you. He was going to make them pay with their blood for hurting his love.

"The men up there, the Fatui..." Childe's blood boiled as he glanced up to see the skirmishers looking down at him in shock and fear. He stood up, motioning for Lumine to come and tend to you while he took care of his "soldiers".

"I'll be back love, just hold on a bit longer." He shot you a smile before launching himself up to the top of the cliff. The only thing that filled the air was the screams and pleas of the Fatui, weapons clashing before silence fell.

Your lover returned to your side, gently lifting you up into his arms as he sprinted towards a nearby village. Lumine and Paimon tagged behind you both, looking out for any more trouble along the way.

You let your eyes fall shut as your body fell unconscious.

When you woke you were in an unfamiliar room, looking around to see your lover asleep on a chair next to you. You sat up slowly, wincing in pain as you leaned up against the wall behind you.

The door opened, revealing the Traveler and Paimon. Lumine had a tray of food in her hands. Her eyes widened as she hurriedly made her way to your side.

"Y/N you're awake!" She let out a relieved laugh as she placed the tray on the bedside table.

"Lumine? Where are we?" Your voice was strained, and the blonde passed you the glass of water that was on the tray.

"We are in Qingce village, a kind lady offered to aid you. We promised that once you woke up we would take you back to Liyue Harbor so Baizhu can take a look at you, but I think you and Childe need to have a talk," She started, laying the tray gently in your lap before continuing, "Paimon and I will go run a few errands before we leave. I'm so glad you're okay Y/N." She smiled brightly at you before exiting with Paimon tagging behind her.

You sighed, feeling guilty about being so jealous of the girl. She was kind and caring, no wonder your lover spent so much time with her. She only wanted the best for you, and all you could do was be jealous of her kindness.

You ate the food given to you before setting the tray to the side, turning your gaze out the window. It was daytime, meaning you had slept through the night. You sighed, leaning back and watching the birds fly around outside.

"Y/N...?"A raspy voice filled your ears as you turned to gently smile at your tired lover.

"Hi, Love." You reached a hand up to brush some of his be hair out of his face. His eyes widened as he practically threw himself at you, his arms latching around you tightly.

"I'm so sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He continued to apologize as you brushed your fingers through his hair, shushing him gently to calm his shaken form.

"Don't apologize, love. It wasn't your fault." You lifted his head up, meeting his eyes as you started to place gentle kisses all over his face.

"Let's just get home okay? We'll talk once we're back." Your relationship was far from perfect, but you didn't want perfect.

You just wanted him.

Thoma:

- He didn't mean to I promise you.

- But working for the Kamisato clan can get kinda tough and he has to spend a lot of time running around. So he barely has time for you.

"Thoma? Are you free today?" You knew your attempt at asking was futile, but there was no pain in asking. Even though you knew he would most definitely decline, saying he had something else to do, saying he had an errand to run.

"Sorry Y/N, Miss Kamisato needs me for something. I promise I'll spend time with you later." He apologized, pulling you into a quick hug and pecking your lips before shooting off.

You sighed, your heart feeling heavy as you returned back to your room, shutting the door and deciding to just sleep the rest of the day away.

"Thoma? Do you think you could help me-" This time he cut you off.

"Sorry love, I have to shoot off right away. I promise I'll take you out tomorrow." He did his same routine of hugging you, kissing you, and then leaving.

Every day you asked him to spend at least a moment with you, but instead, you were met with empty promises that will never be filled and a broken heart.

You walked through the streets of Inazuma city, stopping in to browse at a few places before returning home and calling it a day.

This turned into a continuous pattern; you asking Thoma whether he could hang out or not, and then him saying no before shooting off again.

You had gotten too accustomed to not seeing him, you were shocked when he finally had some time to spare for you. To be honest, you almost forgot you had a lover.

"Love? Are you hungry? Do you wanna get some lunch with me?" He smiled at you, his hand resting on your hips, yours resting on his shoulders.

You stayed silent for a moment before letting a bright smile across your features. You were beyond happy to finally be able to spend some quality time with your lover.

You opened your mouth to accept his offer, only to be cut off by a knock at the door. Your smile dropped as you looked behind him and saw Ayaka standing at the doorway.

"I apologize for interrupting, but I must borrow Thoma for a moment. Only if that is alright with you..." She looked at you, shyly twisting her fingers as she got nervous under your intense stare.

"Sorry Miss Kamisato, but we-" You stopped talking when you felt Thomas's hands leave your waist as he turned his back to you and walked towards the door.

"It's fine! We'll only be a moment, stay right there my dear!" He shot you a quick smile before following Ayaka out the door. You saw her send you an apologetic smile before they both disappeared.

You sighed, feeling tears well up in your eyes as you collapsed onto the floor. You were beyond tired of this all. You just wanted to spend time with your boyfriend, only for him to abandon you when you need him most.

But still, you did as he said and waited.

More than 3 hours had passed and you hadn't seen nor heard of either of them. Your heart hurt even more now, finally deciding to just go outside and get some fresh air.

You stepped outside, observing the empty streets of Inazuma that were illuminated by the bright moonlight. You found yourself at the docks in Ritou, your favorite spot to relax when you were stressed or upset.

You stared out onto the water, watching as the moonlight bounced off of the dark ocean. You longed for your homeland, Liyue. Being stuck in Inazuma was fun at first, but as the days went by you became even more homesick.

You hadn't even noticed the tears that were falling down your face until you let out a quiet sob. They soon turned into violent cries as you hugged your knees up to your chest.

You were so, so tired.

"Y/N!" You heard a shout for your name as you turned around to be met by your lover running towards you, his eyes filled with worry as he crouched down in front of you and gently pulled you into his embrace.

"Are you okay sweetheart? Why did you run off? I'm sorry I left for so long, I was just-" You cut him off, your hands gripping his shirt, your knuckles turning white as you let out another sob.

"I can't do this anymore Thoma, I'm so tired." You cried into his chest. You felt his body tense up and his grip around you tighten.

"What do you mean Love?" He was nervous about what you had to say next, the thought of you leaving him made him nauseous. He loved you so much, his heart wouldn't be able to take it if you left with him.

"I think we need to take a break, Thoma." His worst fears came to life, tears welling up in his eyes as he hugged you tighter, burying his face in your shoulder.

"No! Please let's just- Just please don't leave me..." His voice shook as he let out silent sobs. You felt tears drip through the fabric of your shirt.

"I'm sorry Thoma, I can't do this anymore. You're never around and I can't-"

"Please let me explain!" He cried out, pulling you closer as if you were going to slip away from him.

You stayed silent, patiently waiting for him to calm himself down and lift his head up to meet your eyes. You watched him swallow the lump in his throat before speaking.

"With the vision hunt decree, I've been busy helping the Kamisato clan. Things have been insane and I've been busy dodging the decree and helping others. I'm sorry for not being around and for not making time for you, I promise to try harder and I promise I'll be better for you. Just please...please don't leave me..." He let out another sob, returning his face back to your shoulder.

You stayed silent, running your fingers through his hair as you both cried in each others arms. You could never bring yourself to hate him or stay mad, so instead you chose to silently comfort your lover.

You could talk more later anyway.

Note: This is unedited.

thinkin about making this into a series where i write drabbles based off food LOL … anywaaay here’s a vv short non-idol!renjun x broke college student!reader ;p

mac and cheese — hrj.

in which you only know how to, sort of make the humble dish—mac and cheese.

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renjun didn’t know why he found himself in front of your stove, hair slicked back as he carefully watched over the pot of instant ramen noodles at nearly 2 in the morning. actually, he did. he was in the middle of trying to fall asleep when you had blown up his phone—panicking about how you burned your precious mac and cheese pack. so, with sleep hanging heavy on his eyelids, he chooses to ignore that reason and tries to focus on cooking you something to eat.

“renjuuuun, i’m sorry for waking you,” you whisper sheepishly. you knew how irritable your boyfriend could get if he were to be disturbed in his sleepy state, but to your surprise he stands there eerily calm as he switches your stove off.

you watch as he drains your noodles and neatly places it into a bowl for you to enjoy. your eyes practically turn into hearts as he sits in front of you while pushing the steaming bowl of ramen forward towards you. his eyes are drooping as he sets his chin on his hand, staring at you.

“you know you can’t cook, what the hell possessed you to cook at two in the morning?” he yawns, watching as your eyes light up at the taste of his own mac and cheese. “thish ish sho gewd!”

he can’t help but laugh as you attempt to speak with your mouth brimming with noodles, your cheeks puffing out as you stuff them full. he loved to cook for you, even now as he nearly dozes off into dreamland.

“i was working on my paper and well—i didn’t have any groceries! those things are expensive…” you murmur, gulping down the last of renjun’s delicious noodles.

he scrunches his nose as you lick at your fork, grinning widely at him, “you should still budget your money for those things, y’know?”

renjun’s heavy sigh amuses you as you syand to place the bowl into the sink, your very sleepy boyfriend standing from his position in your small kitchen.

“c’mon sleepyhead. my bed’s starting to look real comfy.”

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super short but i’m missing renjun so bad rn huhu

i recommend listening to ready to love by svt and dive into you by nct dream while reading!

hows of us — nct dream.

in which they all have their own “hows” to loving you.

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MARK … and you would have a pretty open relationship, he wouldn’t be the type to flaunt your relationship but he wouldn’t be the type to hide it either. the dreamies knew about you two and would absolutely love teasing you until your cheeks were bright red.

RENJUN … would probably want to keep you hidden for a little while. it wasn’t like he wanted to hide you away as if he was ashamed of you, more like he loved you so much and didn’t feel like sharing.

JENO … was head over heels for you. the dreamies knew about you way before you two had become a thing—so they knew just how whipped jeno was. when you both had gotten together jeno wouldn’t necessarily scream it on the top of his lungs, but he wasn’t quiet about it either.

HAECHAN … was very boisterous about your relationship. he would always squish your cheeks and pull you into his embrace, screaming a very high pitched “so cute!” while doing it too.

JAEMIN … would very much initiate pda with you in front of the dreamies on purpose. he’d drop some cheesy pick-up lines just to cringe them out, but he’d be very sweet and romantic behind closed doors.

CHENLE … would love showing you off. one hundred percent. he would always giggle and hold your hand, a loud “there’s my s/o!” leaving his lips every time he’d first catch sight of you entering the building.

JISUNG … would definitely be the private but not secret type of boy. he wouldn’t post much on his instagram or twitter, but when he did it was usually with you—with your face out of the picture. just something to show that he was taken but his love was just his to see.

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pray 4 me i will try and change the layouts of my posts

will try and do some of these soon >:))

50 writing prompts

hi pls fulfill my need for angst

1. 'i know who you pretend i am'

2. 'and what the hell were we? tell me we weren't just friends. this doesnt make much sense.'

3. 'don't be scared, i'm right here'

4. 'i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you'

5. "don't love me, i'll hurt you"

6. 'whatever made you think i would ever love you, even if i could'

7. 'please don't be in love with someone else'

8. 'and if im not the one for you, you've gotta stop holding me the way you do'

9. "if me getting out of your life permanently is what you want, ill gladly do so for you"

10. 'and i'd go a thousand miles just to find you'

11. 'i'm here to admit...that you were my medicine'

12. 'you make me feel like a fool, waiting for you'

13. 'did i drive you away? i know what you'll say'

14. 'but i promise you this...i'll always look out for you'

15. 'it will take a while to make you smile'

16. 'i just want your love...'

17. 'i wouldn't know what to do without you'

18. 'alone again'

19. 'but i love you so, please let me go'

20. 'i can't love you in the dark'

21. 'can i try again, try again, try again'

22. 'i thought that i was dreamin' when you said you loved me'

23. 'i'm sure we're taller in another dimension'

24. 'and i miss my lover, man'

25. 'and when you go away, i still see you'

26. 'all i want is nothing more, to hear you knocking at my door. cause if i could see your face once more, i could die a happy man im sure'

27. 'but if you loved me, why'd you leave me'

28. 'and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be'

29. 'so you're running late, and it's not even like you'

30. 'please don't say you love me'

31. 'oh no i really shouldn't stay'

32. 'i was only falling in love'

33. 'it's always half and never whole as you've begun to feel like home'

34. 'all the things you said, all the things you said, runnin through my head, runnin through my head'

35. 'you don't care you never did'

36. "why do i have to sit here and beg you to love me"

37. "i wish we never met"

38. "now you're just a stranger who knows all my secrets"

39. "have you ever thought about what we could've been?"

40. 'cause i've never really felt okay'

41. "and i miss being able to hear your heartbeat when i wake up"

42. "it was nice while it lasted"

43. 'where'd all the time go'

44. "promise me that you will always stay safe until we meet again"

45. 'and i'm sorry i left, but it was for the best'

46. "i waited and waited for you to love just for you to love her back"

47. "and it's a shame cause i really was hoping for it to be you in the end"

48. "we've gone through everything together only to become strangers again"

49. "at the end of the day, you can't always get what you want"

50. "those three words. those three words were all i wanted from him, but he still said them to her"