This Is A Good Time For A Really Mean Meme Ive Been Thinking Of

This is a good time for a really mean meme I’ve been thinking of

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

I love when I get a notification on my shitpost blog and I click to see what's going on with my handpicked hoard of posts and I see that you reblogged something and I'm like "Yes, my job is done. I am so good at this, mwah mwah 💋🤌"

A.K.A. thank you, you are one of my favourite notifications <3

You ARE so good at this indeed actually! Shrjwhfs and you're the same for me! I recognise your avi and then your URL and I just go "It's Robin! :D" to myself 😌💜💜

That's me right now ⬆️⬆️

No but seriously this was so beautiful and nice and calm and just so, so true. The part with the intrusive thoughts??? Oh I felt that.

Thank you so so much for this, you have no idea how much this means to me <333

Hello! Could I maybe get some Silco x reader hurt/comfort fic? Maybe the reader is struggling mentally and Silco tries to help them? It doesn't need to be anything too heavy, I've kust been dealing with some self destructive urges and depressive thoughts lately and I'd appreciate the comfort <3 You absolutely don't have to write this if it makes you feel uncomfortable though, just let me know if you decide to not write it, so I don't expect anything. Thank you so much!

Sorry this took so long. I hope you're doing alright and this might help a little. We've all been there. This is heavily based on my own experiences so I hope that's okay <3

Warnings: Depressive thoughts

You’re numb again.

It’s cold. Dark.

You ever get the feeling the world is too much? Like life is passing you by too fast and you don’t know where it’s going. Or where you’re gonna end up? What’s going to happen next?

Will today be like yesterday?

What about tomorrow?

You feel lost.

Left behind.

It’s all too much.

So you stay in bed, waiting. Doing absolutely nothing because anything feels like it’s too much. Until…

The hand that touches your shoulder is warm. It moves down your side to then rub circles around the small of your back. Breathing comes easier now.

“Silco,” his name is just a quiet whisper on your lips and yet, he still hears you.

“I’m here, my love,” he says.

His hand strokes down your arm, fingers tangle themselves between your own. He squeezes gently.

You feel grounded. Secure. Safe.

He scoots in under the covers behind you. You feel his chest press against your back, and his nose pokes your neck as he shuffles closer.

“Those thoughts haunting you again, my dear?” he asks. He knows you may not have the strength to answer.

But you manage a small nod. And that’s plenty enough for him to understand.

He presses a kiss behind your ear, and then another to your neck. “I’ve got you. I’m here.”

A smile flickers on your face for just a moment.

You take a deep breath; finding some small urge of strength you roll over to face him.

Not a word uttered between you. You stare into each other's eyes, longingly. You can just make out the blue in the dim light of the room, swirls of sky and ocean turquoise merging together. The red flickering brightly, almost looking like a small flame, guiding you towards it.

You reach your free hand up, running it back through his hair and then down to the nape of his neck. His blue eye closes slowly and he hums quietly in response. You watched intently as the pupil of the red dilates, shrinking down the ring of fire that surrounds it.

“You have beautiful eyes, Silco.” Your voice was weak.

A soft chuckle left him as he opened his blue eye to meet your gaze.

“As do you, my dear.” He leans close to press a chaste kiss to your lips.

The tips of your fingers brush lightly at the back of his neck, just below his hairline.

You open your mouth to speak, but the words are stuck in your throat. You hate this. It shouldn’t be like this, he does so much for you but what-

“Focus on me. I’m right here. You’re stronger than you think.” He knew you so well. Always knew how to pull you away from those thoughts.

“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I’m so useless. I don’t pull my weight around here-”

“Hush now. That’s nonsense.” He squeezes your hand again. The other moves up to cup your cheek and his thumb traces over your lips lightly. “You do plenty for me with just your presence, my love. I don’t need anything else from you. Just having you here is enough.”

He kisses you again, but deeper, more passionately than before, as if to emphasise the meaning of his words. Tender and slow. As though the Eye of Zaun — a man who was always busy — had all the time in the world. He was sure to always make time for you.

“I love you,” he says, tightening his grip on your hand. “You’re mine. Always mine. No matter what.”

You smile — a genuine smile; one that reaches your eyes and makes the corner of your eyes crease. It stays. “I love you too.”

“Good.” He brushes the back of his hand down along your cheek. “Because I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

SO IM DOING A LITTLE FUNDRAISER TO HELP WITH KIKIS SURGERY BILLS

If you don't know...THIS IS KIKI!!

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! SHE LOVES BELLY RUBS AND KISSES.

On Sunday she needed some hefty surgery due to bacteria and infections and lost a kidney. She's only 3, possibly has FIV(basically cat HIV).

Surgery and hospital stay came to be $10,000, and I had to pay 95% upfront might as well take all of it at that point

I also lost my job last Thursday, because I expressed my concerns to the district manager and the store manager didn't like that and fired me.

SO BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU LOVE KIKI AND MY WRITING/BANTERS IM DOING A LITTLE THING!!!

For ikevamp guys only

For $5 I will write bullet point hcs with any guy with any scenario. Can be smut, fluff, angst, I DO IT ALL ＼(°o°)／

For $10 I will do a few paragraph drabble and maybe random banter with any guy with any scenario. Can be smut, fluff, angst OR WHATEVER.

Don't have $5/$10? Even $1 helps. Can't do that? Then please just share. I don't want anyone to feel obligated. Want to donate more but only have one request? ILL TAKE IT.

All of it is going to Kiki. And I'll be keeping all of you updated on Kiki too. I'm sure she will be needing special food, and follow up appointments.

Now what do you gotta do? I have PayPal here and ko-fi here

Leave a message with your URL so I can tag you (or if you want to stay anon and just stalk my blog that's cool) what guy, and what scenario.

Scenario doesn't have to be detail, if you just want smut, say that, or if you want a certain kink. If you want fluff you can just say fluff, or if you want a little coffee shop au.

You guys know how this works I'm sure.

OR GIVE ME $50+ AND I WONT ABUSE ARTHUR FOR A WHOLE DAY

to the people who are following me

thank you

im sorry