GUYS STOP I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

GUYS STOP I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

Was thinking about how I headcanon David as Amanda pre transition, then remembered that some people headcanon David as Adam’s twin brother, AND THEN I remembered Shawnee saying that she felt like Leigh was her brother when they filmed the suffocation scene

Now thinking about how Amanda’s backstory was that she was abused and neglected as a kid, and how in the script, Adam had a bad relationship with his parents and seems to not even be on speaking terms with his father. Thinking about what if he’s angry at them for kicking out/ostracizing his “brother” who he still hasn’t seen or talked to for years. Thinking about what if the reason Amanda’s so nervous about running into Adam at his apartment is that because even though he hasn’t seen her since she transitioned, she’s worried he’ll recognize her. What if the reason she felt so guilty about leaving him to rot in the bathroom because THATS HER BROTHERRRR

did i never post my cat-dogboy scale

my saw 1 headcanons but they get progressively less canon as i go on

ummm tw for transphobia, overdosing, religious trauma, eating disorder, i think that's it

-adam has a dimple in his chin. (THIS IS CANON LEIGH LITERALLY HAS ONE AND NO ONE ACKNOWLEDGES IT AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE BECAUSE I HAVE ONE AND EVERYONE MAKES FUN OF IT </3) (sorry) (got too excited)

-adam is TRANS. hill i will die on #ftmking

-both lawrence and adam were extremely religous at one point in their life

-the reason adam's dad is so angry in the original script is because he's trans... ties in w the 2001/jesus thing

-lawrence would definitely hang up di's tests up on the fridge, even if she got like a 'f'

-adam has three last names (radford-faulkner-stanheight).. was gonna tie this into like his parents divorce or something but i changed my mind

-lawrence started smoking after adam died. not a whole lot. just when he was particularly stressed.

-adam haunts lawrence. if he could talk he would joke that he's his guardian angel

-teenage adam who bleached his hair and had a full 90s grunge teenager phase (i'm talking ear piercing, eyebrow ring, etc)

-diana the type of kid to read her diary to people at sleepovers

-diana would also still sleep with stuffed animals late into her college years

-her and ali would be super afraid of stethoscopes and di probably wouldn't want to go to the doctors office for years

-diana also sleeps with a nightlight

-adam would vape and his favorite flavor would be pina colada

-he's the type of guy to steal his mom's depression pills and either snort it or accidentally od on them (he's fine)

-adam's financial system would make it so he couldn't eat and would end up developing an eating disorder

-larry probably tried to go back for adam but then 9/11 happened and he forgot (then adam died) (this one's a joke)

-adam lived

ok i gotta stop here or i wont ever stop

"where are my white boys? Aren't they adorable? I love my white boys.." I say in the voice of the Red Queen from Alice in Wonderland

hey so what does this mean

rip to Adam Stanheight, you would have loved juul pods and gooning to sissy hypno

lawrence gordon who pretends his pillow is adam's legs