Got A Follow Or Like From This Blog? Sorry, This Is A Main Blog, And The Side Blogs Are The Ones I Use!

Got a follow or like from this blog? Sorry, this is a main blog, and the side blogs are the ones I use! Bellow, you can find the links you need to guide you in the right direction! I’ve been on semi-permanent hiatus for most of my blogs, due to health reasons, so I mostly just like posts for things I enjoy.

For Castlevaina

For Vampire Hunter D, K Project, Jurassic World, and Castlevania as well!

For Jojo’s Bizzare Adventure

For Inuyasha (and Yu Yu Hakusho)

For Bleach (because I miss it and my oc)

For Bleach P2 (Rukia, who I’m only just starting up)

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

So this is also me! I’m following a bunch of CV blogs, so I thought it’d make sense to put this next to my pinned post of my other active muse, Sango from Inuyasha.

OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how that’ll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...

OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how that’ll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...

Happy birthday! 🥳

Thank you so much @mpuzzlegirl! I love your art btw!!

Our Roommates Are Trying To Kick Us Out. We Need Help.

gofundme.com

Terrible Roommates, We Need Help., organized by Chanelle Bridges

Hi! I’m not gonna waste time so let’s get straight to the story. Me and my boyfrie… Chanelle Bridges needs your support for Terrible Roomma

Hey you all, so I’ve decided to edit this post completely. My life is so bad right now. My boyfriend is being abusive (he threatens to kill me and to bury my body, he’s already given me black eyes, the scar on my face, he verbally abuses me everyday until I cry ), my roommates are absolutely disgusting and their uncleanliness Is effecting my health ( I’ve been in and out of the hospital so much in the last two months) and I am at a post where I feel like I should take my own life just to get away from all of this. I just want to leave all of this one day after getting off of work so he won’t think anything of it until it’s too late... :( I really want to move as far away as I can, and also be able to finally pursue what I want to do in my life because my abusive boyfriend isn’t holding me back. I’m so traumatized by him. I just wanna leave. I’m updating this with all different ways to be able to send money without him having access to it. I also wanted to keep the GoFundMe because he is already aware of it and in his mind he would think he could have the money, but I’ve already set up a private bank for deposits. I am so serious about leaving this man. I feel like if I don’t i will honestly die.

Please if you can’t use GoFundMe (it’s literally a cover up so he’s not sus about me raising money, I told him I wanted to take my roommates to court but I honestly just want to leave him) please use current or my Venmo:

Current: ~F43RYGUTZ

Venmo: @dr0pd34df4iry

Please please please reblog this! ❤️