Even In Paradise There Are Problems.

Even in paradise there are problems.

summary: When tiredness and exhaustion lead him to say things he doesn't mean to, Toto sees his marriage slip through his fingers without him seeing a solution. Y/N doesn't seem willing to forgive him and Toto has given up on apologizing, the end seems to be inevitable.

At least that's what they both think.

cw: conflict, communication failures, indirectness, withdrawal, defensive behavior. Reconciliation, apology, dirty talk, p in v, receiving oral, pet names, overstimulation

a/n: You're going to hate Toto *evil laughs* I made him a little OC (it was a necessary evil). I always wanted to write something along these lines, but I could never find the starting point, I have to thank anon who sent this. You are perfect, understand.

Before:

You couldn't say exactly when the problems started, but at a certain point in your marriage, they were there, poking at you and Toto, making little things unbearable to deal with. You have always prided yourself on resolving things with maturity and intelligence, valuing a frank and undisguised conversation; however, this has become a difficult task.

Distance and work are the greatest of all evils.

You hated demonizing Toto's work, especially because he loved what he did and you admired him for it. You loved every time he came home, it like was as if you were on a new Honeymoon, where all that prevailed between you was passion and the desire to extinguish the longing between you both.

This time he had little time at home, just four days before he had to fly to the next race, which you and Jack couldn't attend. And all he cared about were updates, car problems, team alignment, statistics and a bunch of other shit that wasn't important to you at that moment. You covered Jack, the boy mumbled sleepily and continued sleeping. You loved it when he was home, Susie kept the joint custody agreement standing, even when Toto wasn't home.

You were extremely grateful to the woman, as you loved Jack as if he were your own son.

He left him sleeping and went to look for his husband in the office, Toto had just left a meeting and was now rereading some of his own notes, you knocked softly on the door and entered.

"Jack asked why you didn't go and put him to bed" you said, sitting on the opposite end of the table, looking at paperwork on the table.

"I was ready to go, but I was called to an important meeting..." Toto replied distractedly, so he didn't see you roll your eyes or huff in frustration at that. "We can have breakfast tomorrow before I have to travel to Melbourne"

"Toto you are missing important things, our wedding anniversary, Rosa and Benedict's birthdays... I understand that your work is important, but you need a break..." You said, tracing the grain of the table top, following the jagged lines with your fingers.

“We’re having a bad season, Y/N, I need to figure out how to make this better, and these things take a lot of time.”

"I understand! And I like how dedicated you are to your work, but you have other priorities too!"

He leaned back in the armchair, tiredness and exhaustion distorting the smooth functioning of his mind, making things difficult to understand. Toto took a deep breath, wanting the conversation to end and so that he could return to work as soon as possible.

"You don't seem to complain about my job when it supports this house and the luxuries you maintain, Y/N" he said, focusing back on his notes. Your eyes widened in shock at what he had said.

"What?" His voice came out as a sigh.

""Actually, I don't hear anyone complaining that I work too much when I pay for trips, clothes, toys, accessories, parties with friends and other nonsense" Toto continued, with an even more rude tone. "As long as I maintain these superficialities, I don't hear complaints, but it's enough that I don't follow the instructions for you to come and bother my mind."

"Are you fucking listening to what you're saying, Torger?!" You exclaimed, standing in front of the table. The tension in your body was so much, that the blood made your veins bulge in your forehead and neck, anticipating a damn headache. "I can't believe you're actually saying this nonsense!"

"The only thing I've heard lately is your constant complaining," he snorted. "I always knew women complained, but you exceed expectations, for God's sake."

You couldn't tell if your tears were angry or sad, maybe it was both.

"If that's how you think, Torger, then I think you'd better be the one to explain to Jack why you haven't been putting him to sleep." You said, wiping away the few tears that appeared. Toto looked up, not really looking at her.

"I don't understand why you care about this, Y/N..." He said. "Jack is not your son."

That was enough to break his heart completely.

You decided to leave, leaving him alone. You wouldn't shed a single tear in front of Toto. By God, you wanted to kill him! And you wanted to cry myself dry.

Sniffling, he went to bed with Jack, wrapping his arms around the child's body, humming a lullaby that his mother had taught him many years ago.

Of everything Toto had said, that was the cruelest, without a doubt.

Toto had slept in the office, flashes of the previous night appeared in his mind and he sank into the armchair. The things he had said to his wife were unforgivable. He could blame it on the tiredness mixed with the stimulants he had taken a few hours before that dark conversation. But it was all his fault.

He left the office and found her in the living room, watching TV with Jack, the two were engrossed in the cartoon.

"Y/N" he called you and you made it clear that you had heard him, but you didn't pay him any attention. His words still reverberating in your mind. You had told Jack that you were upset with his father and didn't want to talk, so it was the boy who responded to Toto.

"We're watching cartoons now, dad. We can not talk" Jack said and snuggled back into you. Jack was always an empathetic boy and the connection you two had was very strong, so much so that not even Toto, neither did Susie mind when he started calling you mom, voluntarily. So it was no surprise that Jack was also upset, even if he didn't know why, whenever possible, Jack would stay by his side.

Toto gave a tired sigh and nodded, he knew you would only talk to him when you felt ready. And after what Toto had said, he couldn't blame you. He left them watching TV, needed to pack a suitcase and request a flight to Australia. You needed space and he would give it to you.

Between the task of sorting clean clothes and making the necessary calls, Toto wrote a note, in fact it was a long letter apologizing. And he was aware of how much you valued handwritten letters, Toto hoped it could serve as a premise for his apology. When he returned to the room, you and Jack were still watching cartoons, he said goodbye, hearing a "bye daddy" from Jack and a significant silence from you.

Toto would give anything so you could forgive him, he would do anything. Knowing that you were hurt by him was worse than death, Toto had been cruel and mean, saying things that were far from the truth.

Hours after his departure, just when Jack had already eaten lunch and was doing his schoolwork, you picked up the note that your husband had written.

“I understand the whole reason for your anger, mein liebe. I wasn't fair to you and your concerns, you were acting like a great wife and I was nothing short of a bastard.

I know I've been making things complicated and putting everything on you to cope. Nothing I say will be enough to apologize to you, but that doesn't mean I won't try.

With all love and regrets, Toto."

You put the note in your drawer, sighing heavily as you absorbed the words of the letter. Perhaps Toto's apology was sincere, but it wouldn't undo the pain that had arisen. Tears burned the waterline of your eyes and you finally allowed yourself to cry without reservation.

There was still no chance of forgiveness for Toto.

To be continued...

baby I'm yours

Summary: Where Toto feels slightly intimidated by his girlfriend's groupie approach to his favorite pilot.

a/n: This came about after listening to Baby I'm Yours by Arctic Monkeys and I thought I'd write something about this song and luckily for everyone, Toto Wolff was the lucky winner for this little (what can I call it?) piece of heaven? That sounds good...

Miami, 2024.

"Do you think he'll be bothered?" She asked, trying her best not to show too much excitement. Toto looked at her sideways, not understanding.

"Who are you talking about, schatz?" he asked, sliding his index finger across the tablet's screen.

"From Lando, of course! I would love to congratulate him on his victory... but I'm afraid of disturbing him," he confessed, looking at the papaya pilot responding to reporters. Toto followed the direction of her gaze, finding the young driver standing conveniently in front of the Mercedes pit. "I think I should talk to him..."

"I didn't know you were a fan of Norris" he commented dryly, Toto didn't exactly understand the root of his discomfort, but it was there, sticking like a needle and he didn't like the sensation. He was never a jealous man, so he didn't understand where that feeling came from, and he didn't like it at all. "Mhmm since when?"

"I've always been a fan of McLaren and it's never been a secret between us" she explains

"Yes schatz, I know that... You have a huge poster of Senna in your living room and a collection of his shirts in your closet" he replied, finally putting down the tablet and facing his girlfriend. "but I had no idea about Norris"

"He's young and has talent, as well as being very charismatic, it's impossible not to like him" he said, still looking at the British pilot. Toto swallowed the lump in his throat, la There it was, jealousy showing itself. "I will talk to him!"

She jumped off the bench and waited for the journalist to finish the interview, which didn't take more than a minute.

"Lando! I finally had the chance to congratulate you on your victory, you were great today!" she said smiling, Y/N was known by everyone in the paddock, she wasn't just Toto Wolff's girlfriend, but he worked as a Formula 1 correspondent for an American newspaper. It was impossible not to know who she was. Lando accepted her hug and congratulations and they both entered into a lively conversation full of laughter, which was watched over by the eagle eyes of Toto Wolff.

Unwanted thoughts grew in Toto's mind, thoughts that had actually always been there since the beginning of his relationship with Y/N. She was young and still had so much ahead of her, Toto wondered when she would get tired of him and look for someone her own age, who could keep up with her pace... Anyway, there were too many thoughts leaving Toto's mind even more overwhelmed; he looked away from Lando and Y/N, because he knew that if he continued looking, he would make a stupid scene there.

Y/N returned almost thirty minutes later, she was euphoric, with red cheeks and bright eyes, which made Toto's stomach turn violently.

May God have mercy on him!

"He signed my hat! This will look great in my collection" she said smiling, looking at the signature on the brim of the hat. "He's a really lovely boy."

Toto grumbled in response, looking for his cell phone on the table, among the papers that he had no idea where they came from.

"Bae, are you okay?" she asked, resting her hand on his forearm, feeling his warm skin, a reaction that only appeared when Toto was at the peak of his own emotions. A snap shook her mind, maybe Y/N wasn't discreet when celebrating her favorite team's victory, especially when Toto's team had a bad result. "Oh, I really was an idiot, wasn't I? Mercedes didn't do well today and I was acting like a bitch here..." he said quietly, he didn't want to make things even worse. "I'm sorry for being so obtuse..."

"Don't worry about it, it's never been a secret to anyone here that you're a McLaren fan, and everyone's fine with that..."

"So what's bothering you?"

"Won't you give up on this?"

"You know I'm not, now tell me why you look like that."

Toto took a deep breath and took her to the private room in the garage, he didn't want anyone on the team — or Netflix — to see.

"You'll never hear me say this again, but I'm jealous" he confessed, feeling vulnerable in that moment , running his hand through his messy hair, Y/N's eyes widened, she never imagined hearing that from him, after all, Toto exuded confidence, as if nothing could shake his structures.

"Jealousy?" She questioned in surprise "whose?"

"Who else would it be? The boy Norris!"

Y/N's response was genuine laughter, she couldn't believe what she was hearing.

"Oh bae, I'm not buying this... Are you jealous of Lando? Really?!"

Toto looked at her offended, was she really laughing at him? I knew I should have kept quiet. He planned to leave the room, but Y/N stopped laughing and stopped him.

"It's unbelievable that you're jealous of Lando, Torger! If it was Fernando or Sebastian... even Lewis I would understand, but Lando? Are you kidding me, bae?"

"What you mean?"

"I don't like young guys, Toto," she said, pressing her body against his as she tried in vain to match their heights. "I thought I made it clear that I prefer older guys, or rather, I prefer you."

Instinctively, he wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her smoothly until their faces were aligned. The storm in his thoughts calmed and a warm wave of love took over. "It's good to know that"

"What can I do? Guys my age don't know how to treat me." She said and offered a kiss, which Toto didn't deny. He held the back of her head tightly and tilted the smaller girl's head, Y/N sighed contentedly. "How can you be jealous of Lando? He's a boy!"

Toto rolled his eyes, but didn't let go of her, just brought her closer until there was no free space between them.

"You can't judge me, your eyes shone for him!" he replied, making her wrap her legs around his torso. "Anyone would be the same way.

"Don't be silly, I would look the same way at Oscar or any other McLaren driver... Baby, I'm yours."

Toto he agreed with a murmur, but then looked at her with dilated pupils "So I need to keep you away from Alonso and Lewis? Thank God Sebastian retired!”

"Oh God, I have a monster!" she scolded, laughing.

Toto Wolff with pregnant!wife who is just flourishing? like she’s glowing and Toto can't take his eyes off of her. Whenever he looked at her, his eyes were full of love. Also, Jack acts as a bodyguard, not wanting anyone else near his sibling (even though they're not being born yet) Thanks!! :))

I'm in love with this, give me a few minutes please-

I'll definitely write something about this, my mind is buzzing with details here

Could you do Toto with wife reader? They argued about something and they were not speaking. The team were tiptoeing around them, not wanting to make matters worse. Jack being the attentive child, takes matters into his own hands. He made plans to reconcile them back. He plans to stargaze with them and just have peace, hopefully they can settle it for once. In the end, they did. A little angst and maybe quite suggestive. Do it how you like. Thanks!! :))

Someone kill me now if this isn't paradise

As I'm a big addict of anguish with happy endings, I'm going to love writing this request, especially since we have an adorable Jack playing the conciliatory Cupid with his parents.

You bet yes, sweetie, we'll have it written down

A Midsummer Night's Dream

Summary: Where Toto Wolff is ambushed into taking an unplanned family vacation in the middle of the season. Or where Toto understands that he cannot fight against the will of his wife and son.

cw: Family cuteness, Toto being an amazing father, wonderful husband, but there's also mild smut, dirty thoughts, and use of pet names. Poorly translated German (not at all, actually).

Request: @pear-1206

"But darling" he starts to say, bending his spine to face his wife, he loved how big the difference in height was between them, especially in those moments "I have a lot of things to sort out until the next race."

"I know, but I don't care, I talked to Ava, she'll keep everything under control while you're gone" Y/N replied, crossing her arms under her breasts, highlighting the cleavage in her pink shirt. Making dirty thoughts grow in the man's mind.

"Are you really not going to give in?" Toto questioned, looking up at his wife's determined face, Y/N smiled and waved her hand in the air.

"You know me so well, darling..." she placed her hands on his chest and kissed him quickly before leaving the room. "Don't even think about putting your notebook in your suitcase, otherwise I'll throw it out the window." she warned, going to check if Jack had separated everything he would take on the trip.

Toto sighed, raising his head to the ceiling, he had no desire to measure strength with his wife, he knew that she would get everything she wanted from him, whenever she wanted.

"That woman has me wrapped around her little finger, damn it" he grumbled, going to see what she had put in the suitcase, trying to find out where his wife would take him in kidnapping, with his approval.

"Can I go to the sea?!" Jack shouted as soon as he opened the cabin door. Y/N had rented a cabin on a private beach, to ensure that nothing and no one would disturb Toto's week of rest.

"Stay on the bank, Jack, don't go too far!" Y/N said watching the boy run across the sand, stopping at the shallow edge of the beach where the waves crashed against the boy's fingers. She stopped at the door of the chalet, watching her son playing on the beach. She was taken by surprise when Toto's arms were wrapped around her and an intense kiss was placed on the crook of her neck. "Hi baby."

"How did you plan all this without me knowing, little devil?"

She laughed, without taking her eyes off the boy playing, not that Jack would disobey and go into the deep water, but she was a mother and she couldn't help but worry about her son.

"You shouldn't doubt my ability to be stealthy, love."

"Should I be worried?" He asked, bringing their bodies even closer together, molding the curves of the female body to his. Y/N was right, he needed a break, and a few days at the beach wouldn't hurt anyone. Y/N sighed as she felt the hardened form of Toto's body against hers, God only knew how much she missed her husband.

"Ah yes, you never know when I'll take your place as head of Mercedes..." She said with a cheeky giggle. "can you imagine? You being my subordinate?"

"You know how much I like being below you, mein liebe, I think it's my favorite position." He said and wrapped his right hand around her neck, making her tilt her head and give his lips more space on her neck.

"I'm talking about corporate positions, Torger," she replied quietly, suggestively.

"What did you think I was talking about, sweetheart? You have such a perverted mind" he laughed, letting go of her as he walked towards Jack, it was obvious that the boy wanted to go for a swim.

"Yay! Come swim with me, daddy!" The boy shouted excitedly, splashing water everywhere. Y/N smiled, completely in love with the sight of Toto capturing his son in his arms and running into the sea. She packed a small beach bag and walked onto the sand to the lounger under an umbrella, spread the towel on the ground and left gear like a cap for Jack, Toto's sunglasses and sunscreen, even though the sun was mild, she knew how lucky her boys were to end up sunburned.

Y/N threw off her beach dress and picked up the book she had been reading for the last week, the silence and calm being filled by Jack's excited screams in the water. Some time later, she only realized that she had slept on the lounger when she felt Toto bite her legs.

"You won't be sleeping on my watch, Mrs. Wolff," he said, hovering over his wife, letting drops of salt water fall on her.

"And how are you going to stop that, Mr. Wolff?" He questioned, stretching his body and looked around the beach, finding no trace of Jack. "Where did you leave your son, Wolff?"

He smiled, brushing his damp hair out of his face, drawing her attention to his twitching muscles.

"Young Wolff? He played until he got tired, so I put him to sleep in the cottage, making sure I woke him up for dinner."

"So it's just the two of us, on this beautiful deserted beach?"

"You bet so, mein liebe" he whispered, sitting between her legs, bringing her onto his lap while he played with the knots of her bikini. "I have something to say, you can wait here quickly?"

"What are you up to, Torger?"

"You'll find out, little devil" Toto replied, giving her a quick kiss before running to the chalet, she caught a glimpse of her husband rummaging through the suitcases, looking for something she couldn't identify. Toto returned with nothing in his hands and a suspicious smile. "What is it?"

"I'm going to take advantage of the fact that I was consensually kidnapped by my wife and son, in this breathtaking landscape, to make some issues official." Toto said, sitting in the same place as before, putting the woman back on his lap.

“Hum mhmm, and what do you have in mind?"

"It's the right time to make the term 'wife' official," he said, raising his left hand to show the golden ring in the center of his palm, the colorless diamond reflecting the sunlight like a prism. s Y/N gasped in surprise, the woman's eyes burned with emotional tears.

"Toto...?"

"That's right baby, I'm officially asking you to marry me."

Y/N screamed euphorically and hugged him quickly, murmuring "yes" over and over again. Toto laughed, welcoming her joy.

"I'm glad you accepted, darling, or I would have had to appeal to Jack and his impressive power of persuasion" he cooed softly, kissing her all over her face. Toto slid the ring over her ring finger, enjoying how the jewel stood out on his now fiancée's hand.

The two were surprised by the 'click' of the camera, Jack was standing next to the two, laughing while taking photos.

"Apparently little Wolff has slept enough" Y/N said resting her head on Toto's shoulder.

"YES! Let's go to the sea, mom! I want to swim more!" The boy said, leaving the camera in his bag while he pulled his parents into the water, Y/N and Toto let themselves be pulled by the boy.

It was a good start to the Wolff family's unplanned vacation.

How to deal with Jack being the best and cutest busybody in the world? We know that Toto wouldn't restrict himself to kisses there.

This was cute, I enjoyed writing it so much 😭✊🏼 Pear, my love, I hope it met your expectations

We'll see later, kids! (⁠•⁠ө⁠•⁠)⁠♡

I'm bustling with emotion after George's dramatic win yesterday 😭😭 Could you do Toto Wolff with wife reader? She and Jack were watching from the garage, hoping for P3 for George when Max and Lando collide, and all hell breaks loose. It was time for Toto to smile again and she really wanted to see it for a long time now. Do it how you want to. Just fluff and maybe a little suggestive 🫣 Thank you so much!!! :)))

Man, I love how you always have the best ideas, I'll put it into practice soon, can you wait a little?