Having A Secret Relationship With J Cody Would Include.

having a secret relationship with j cody would include.

about. being involved with a super close family makes it hard to have any secrets, but fortunately, you and j are still in the clear.

warnings: mentions of sex, swearing, gif not mine, they’re not related in any way in this fic

put a pin in this: um i have a major crush on finn cole

he was quite quiet when you first met him. very polite and kept to himself when he felt nobody needed his attention and when he got comfortable enough- he eventually would disappear for certain amounts of times to his girlfriends house

you were jealous because whoever she was, she knew more about him than all of you combined and he probably talked to her more than he did at his new home

you felt a small amount of jealousy when you first discovered this through smurf and even more after you bumped into her while she was trying to sneak out and you were trying to sneak back in

she was pretty and it made something in your chest tighten but you still grinned silently, shaking your head as you watched her smile sheepishly at you with her shoes in hand and one of j’s shirts swallowing her whole

nicky.

eventually, his relationship with her ended after another heist was planned and begun to unfold before all of you and you could finally breathe again

after all your pockets were stuffed with money and the pressure of not getting arrested was relieved from your shoulders, time was made for you and j to get to know each other

he was sweet and smart (not that you couldn’t already tell) and held himself high but you could tell a lot was wearing him down by the way his eyes seemed sunken

he reminded you of a kicked puppy dog.

one drunken night by the pool where the moon was high in the sky and your head was leaned against his knee while he sat in a lounge chair, his lips ended up on yours after heated hesitation and eyes flickering between your own and your lips

your hand cupped his face as he was leaned down and close to you from his sitting position before he pulled away slowly, his face unreadable (like always)

no words were shared

the night ended fast after that with a silent kiss on your forehead and his thumb gliding against your cheekbone

but the days that followed carried no affection but only stolen looks and glances of nervousness dilating his eyes

you dreaded those days, feeling lonely and deprived of something

it wasn’t until the two of you stumbled across each other in the hall a week later around midnight did you finally press skin against skin

he was eager, almost as if he felt just as lonely as you did

his lips pressed against yours before quickly reaching your neck, sucking and biting, causing your knees to go weak before he finally rushed the two of you into his room

from there on, the two of you fell into secret touches, kisses, and all things affectionate

the two of you always sat by each other at dinner, legs pressed against one another and almost always he’d give your thigh a squeeze

and if not by each other, across from one another where you’d teasingly run your leg up against his in some form of seduction

he’d glare at you

when the house was fully empty (which was often times rare) the two of you always shared the best moments full of holding one another, cooking, and if the two of you were lucky enough, and the house was empty when it got dark, the two of you went skinny dipping in the pool

but there were too many times where the two of you almost got caught

you don’t know how many times craig or deran walked in on the two of you, but if it wasn’t for j’s quick reflexes and pushing you off the bed, you’d probably be exposed

quickies in the shower

sometimes sweet whispers in your ear and sometimes naughty ones that made your cheeks burn

in the earlier days, when the two of you were still in high school, the two of you would study together and sometimes even ditch class

he’s kinda obsessed with you and since the two of you are on the DL, that means boys still openly flirt with you and he gets jealous easily

vice versa when girls come on to him but when you get jealous, he thinks it’s cute and pinches your cheeks

quick kisses

inside jokes

craig, deran, pope, and baz, notice a change in you and finding it off putting

“why are you always so happy all of a sudden,” craig would look at you weirdly with a arched brow and frown. “it’s fucking weird.”

“yeah, y/n/n,” deran would replicate the same look, “you on some drugs now or some shit?”

j laughs about it quietly to himself

“you enjoy my company a little more than you let on, sweetheart?”