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So ever since 2017, when I first saw them on American tv, Namjoon has been my ultimate bias. He has such a wonderful aura, is silly, cute, is a brilliant leader, and much more than I can describe. How I could I not love him? He keeps reminding me why he’s my ultimate bias every day though, especially with his Instagram posts 🤣

My bias wreckers switched between the rest of the hyung line for a couple years, each one getting their turn for different reasons (LY concert Hobi in particular was something else LOL). In 2019 Bon Voyage 4 came out, and Yoongi’s turn as #1 bias wrecker was in full force.

Then in 2020 D-2 came out, along with the Daechwita MV. And he bias wrecked me so hard he earned his spot as 2nd Bias hahahaha

So after that, I was double biased Namjoon and Yoongi, with the rest of the group as my bias wreckers. Jungkook kept creeping up as Bias Wrecker #1 to where it felt like he was FIGHTING for that position. And that’s where he decided to stay for almost 2 years. My Time performance? Yup, that wrecked me. Seeing his arm full of tattoos? Wrecked. Taking care of Bam? Destroyed. His 2021 mini concert VLives? Lord have mercy. And finally…after thinking about it all this week, I couldn’t keep lying to myself.

Welcome to the bias line, Jungkook. Ya made it! 🤣🤣🤣

So there we go. 3 biases, 4 bias wreckers. Someone please have mercy on my poor heart 🤣🤣

I was suddenly asked to come into work early. Mind you, I live a good ways away from the office. So I checked Lyft, as my daily commute is about 50 minutes.

$85 FOR A TEN MILE CAR RIDE

So needless to say I’m now on public transit and already told my boss I’ll get there when I get there

I can spend literally $16 to travel across half of the state, but a 25 minute car ride is nearly $100?? I feel so bad for others who aren’t rich but have no other option….good lord…

So back in February I really got invested in writing my Taehyung x Reader post apocalypse fic. I got about 7k words of the prologue written, and really dug deep into the emotions of it. It’s tragic, it mentions and involves minor character death, just all around haunting.

But with the current events going on in the world right now, I lost every bit of motivation to write something heartbreaking and devastating. I can’t handle describing more pain or destruction when the world feels like it’s on a knife’s edge over a fire pit. So that’s on the back burner for the time being. (Yes, my back burner is getting full, shush 🤣🤣)

Currently I have been re-exploring The Season, my Rich Heir! Jin x Lady’s Maid! Reader fic that was placed on the back burner last year. I’ve literally been writing character sheets and world building exercises for it, trying to find the voice I want to say with it. I don’t have a post date, or even a schedule. The goal is to keep writing, to keep creating something, because sometimes that’s all you can do.

Okay, just because something is technically correct doesn’t mean I have to like it 😩

Siiiiiiigh

this fic is gonna be so good when i [checks notes] start writing it