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motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // stone butch blues by leslie feinberg // quote by E.E. scott // dream girl by clementine von radics // my name (2021) // the asylum for wayward victorian girls by emilie autumn // quote by kristin chang // unknown // would’ve, could’ve, should’ve - taylor swift // if there’s a way out i’ll take it by lora mathis

a self-portrait in letter by anne sexton // “fare”, devotions by mary oliver // letters from tove by tove jansson // eightbitstories on twitter //the magical year of thinking by joan didion // wrong side of a fistfight by ashe vernon // on earth we’re briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong // little women (2019) // unknown

the miracle of being here

invitation, mary oliver// @arthoesunshine // when death comes, mary oliver//to be alive, gregory ott// the dead poets society(1989), quote: walden, henry david thoreau// joseph campbell// the aeneid, virgil// @babyangel-jpg // @rawjoy //sweet, charles bukowski// that it will never come again, emily dickinson// bjenny montero// ? // ? // moments, mary oliver// madness a bipolar life, marya hornbacher// wild geese, mary oliver// letters to a young poet, rainer maria rilke// on earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean voung// @ashstfu // i thought on his desire for three days, linda gregg

You can suffer nostalgia in the presence of beloved if you glimpse a future where beloved is no more

someone in the UK threw eggs at Charles and was arrested and has been banned from openly carrying eggs in public and has since been sent death threats but their statement on the matter was so fucking good

Emily Jungmin Yoon, “Between Autumn Equinox and Winter Solstice, Today”

“1. This is how the story goes. A boy raised in captivity falls in love with a sun he sees for the first time, flies too close thinking he can possess it, doesn’t listen to a father’s warning and plummets into the sea. His father grieves, so everyone grieves. The story is immortalised in the boy’s blood, a tale passed down with silkdelicate care through eternity. 2. There is another story. In it a boy asks too many questions, lusts too much for more, dares to question his father’s authority. He is banished from the skies, sent falling from the heavens but he does not die. Instead he is named ruler of all that is cruel, painful and wretched with the world. No one grieves for this boy, as he is deemed the root of all evil. 3. It is the way of the universe for boys to disobey their fathers, for children to question what they know and want more, more from their lives. 4. The way a father chooses to love after this happens is how the story is told. 5. This is the reason everyone weeps for Icarus. 6. It is also the reason no tears were ever shed for Lucifer.”

— Icarus and Lucifer, Nikita Gill

the adventures of huckleberry finn - mark twain // seven - taylor swift // moonrise kingdom (2012) dir. wes anderson // @petrichara // the kids aren’t alright - fall out boy // @slugspoon // you’ve got a friend in me - randy newman // friedrich nietzsche // anne with an e (2017) // fredrik backman // the housebuilding song - david ferguson // park bench dedication in central park // emily brontë // luca (2021) dir. enrico casarosa // this town - niall horan // way back when - kodaline// @beetlejuices // winnie the pooh // you & me - feldberg // bank robbers nursery rhyme - goodnight, texas // ribs - lorde // tom sawyer and huckleberry finn // setting the woods on fire - hank williams // @honeytuesday // frog and toad are friends - arnold lobel // bridge to terabithia (2007) dir. gábor csupó

SPLENDOR IN THE GRASS (1961) “We took them to lunch at a place on East Fifty-eighth street, and my dear, we shouldn’t have been there. They were entwined, lots of hugs and kisses. The restaurant was rather crowded. But that didn’t deter the lovers. They went at it all through lunch. I loved it!” - Eleanor Kilgallen

NASA released the clearest images of Neptune’s rings in over 30 years.

The entrance of Luna Park on Coney Island in 1924. The amusement park opened in 1903. In 1944, the park was mostly destroyed by a fire before closing down in 1946 after a second fire. It reopened in 2010.

Photo: NY Daily News

Starlight Park, the Bronx, June 1921. Opened in 1918, Starlight Park had everything Coney had—bathing pavillions, a shooting gallery, a 15,000-seat stadium for the circus and other events, even a roller coaster. “It had a big swimming pool with a sort of observation veranda alongside, a sandy ‘beach’ and lockers by the day or season,” said a letter to the NY Times in 1995. The park even sponsored a little culture for the masses, in the form of opera and big band shows. The stadium was home to the New York Giants soccer team, and a popular venue for amateur boxing and auto races. It was closed in 1932.

Photo: LoC via Shorpy

i miss you more than i remember you

clementine von radics / c. c. aurel / miles johnston / ranata suzuki / clementine von radics / sue zhao / madeline miller / lily thula / salma deera / clementine von radics / shelby eileen / jedaleyjd via pinterest / holly warburton / mary oliver / mitski / sea wolf / nickie zimov / the mountain goats

うたかた

I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead, I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn't even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn't talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.

— Yiwei Chai, The Jacaranda Years

“l am afraid. l am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes, a numb, paralyzed cavern, a pit of hell, a mimicking nothingness. I never thought, I never wrote, I never suffered. I do not know who l am, where l am going.”

— Syvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

I had no interests. I had no interest in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least, the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn't understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. l just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go.

— Charles Bukowski, Ham on Rye

I desire softness and ease in my life. Katherine Blower

IT’S OKAY, IF YOU HAVE TO LEAVE US. and, if you need me to leave, that’s okay too.

if i stay, gayle forman / if i go, i’m goin, gregory alan isakov / door, i don’t know how but they found me / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid / blue bucket of gold, sufjan stevens / ‘tis the damn season, taylor swift / july, noah cyrus / please never fall in love again, ollie mn

[I want you and you want something more beautiful]

[I can love and I can do practically nothing else. I was the wrong sort of person for you to have to do with. You want a world of people falling over each like puppies, people to quarrel and play with, people who rage and ache instead of people who burn.]

[We're shooting the scene where I swallow / your heart and you make me / spit it up again. I swallow your heart and it crawls / right out of my mouth.]

[i am mouthing / something too heavy even / for this steady night to shoulder. / 'this is not a joke.' i mouth. / 'love me. love me.']

[I can't get you off my mind / You can't get yours off the hostess / Watched her lips reserving tables / As my ugly mouth kept running / Love me / Love me]

love me, love me

japanese breakfast/rebecca west/richard siken/salma deera/japanese breakfast

Quotes that remind me of Sirius and Regulus and their relationship as shown in Choices.

@little-shit-soph

(Credits belong to original owners of the quotes)

Gail Honeyman, Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine / Susan Sontag, As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh / Olivia Laing, The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone / Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me / Kitty Stryker, “Radical Self-Reliance” Is Killing People.  / Yiyun Li, Dear Friend, From my Life I Write to You in Your Life

I lost myself so long ago I don't even know how to start looking

on theater, hélène cixous // abandon me, melissa febos // i'm not angry anymore, paramore // @ojibwa // also @/ojibwa // the chronology of water, lydia yuknavitch // from the last motel before a decade's long purgatory, silas denver melvin ( @sweatermuppet ) // on theater, hélène cixous

I WISH THAT I’D BEEN BRAVE.

richard siken, crush // christopher healy, a hero’s guide to saving your kingdom // the amazing devil, ruin // j.d. salinger, raise the high roof beam // susan sontag, as consciousness is harnessed to flesh: journals and notebooks // claudia rankine, don’t let me be lonely: an american lyric // the avett brothers, i wish i was // frank bidart, the war of vaslav nijinsky // nicola toon, everything, everything

on emptiness and craving death

norwegian wood, murakami // don’t know // angels in america, tony kushner // little beast, richard siken // don’t know // the juryman, john galsworthy // calling the boy home, donte collins //

illicit affairs and clandestine meetings.