Saltonwound - Liquid Silence

Sydney Laurence (American,1865-1940)

Northern Lights, Juneau, Alaska, c. 1920s

oil on canvas

So my father made me try playing his black electric guitar for the first time and I was so damn exited that I couldn't even play because I was rushing in

Now I'm rewatching the videos of my crappy playing and you won't believe I just found myself crying

I mean this was my dream and it was what kept me going when I went trough hell in the last months ( I knew that during the holidays I would finally be able to play guitar because I would have free time).

I was looking at that guitar from far away for years and now it was finally in my hands and I just can't-

Why didn't I ask him before? Well, I was too scared and I thought he would shame me that's why, my confidence drops somethimes because of the dumbest shit

I can't believe that just two years ago I wouldn't have even imagined myself playing guitar and here I am

I mean I've always loved music but didn't expect it to turn this way...I guess it was the trooper which woke me up from the slumber, it was the song that changed everything for me. When I first listened to it my eyes went wide open and I was like "shit this is real music, I like it so damn much".

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