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The Feelings Of The Piano

the feelings of the piano

there was a sweet melodie heared through the house as (name) was sitting in the big main hall writing a short song for ruvik. she stand following the music when she opened a door seeing ruvik playing on the piano. "(name)" he stoped turning to look at her. "come.." he softly said holding out his hand. she walked to him grabbing on to his hand, he pulled her to him setting her between his legs. pink cover her cheeks as ruvik placed his hands on the keys. 

softly he begins to play, (name) watching closley as she hum with. at the end ruvik rest his head on her shoulder. wraping his arms around her, as (name) smiled kissing the side of his head. "(name)?" "yes?" "place your hands on top of mine." he placed his hands on the keys again she (name) placed her small hands on top of his big hands. slowly he begins to play as (name) slowly feels his emotions going through her body.

hate, love, sadness, lost, sorrow, regretting, hurt and so much more. (name)'s hands where still following his hands, but she was staring tears falling from her beautiful (colour eyes) eyes on to her lap. as the song ends ruvik looks at her, tears still falling. ruvik turns her around legs hanging over his legs he hugs her close. "i-i'm so sorry." she sobs in to his shoulder, as he runs his fingers truw her hair. "nobody deserve what you are feeling right now."

he pulled her back looking down at her as she try to wipe away her tears but only more came. "thank you, (name)" she looks up at him tears still running down her face. "w-what?" "nobody ever said that to me." he pulled her close again, as he breath in her scent. she wrap her arms around his shoulders a light smile on her face. she pulled back turning to the piano, pulling out a crumpled paper from her pocket, setting in down she softly begins to play. 

"Through the flood of crowded people

I keep looking at his silhouette

It was possible to play around with fate, to embrace you closely would be a miracle It may be painful, it might hurt Now we can only believe Though struggles are depicted in this love story, And tomorrow spells out invisibly I won't hesitate to be with you, I won't be lonely anymore Your voice remains in my ear I remember your shape in my closed eyelids I'm tired of feeling the pain you have Your smile and gentle words echo in my heart I don't to forget this Once you reveal your feelings I won't need anything else Honestly, I cried like a child While wide awake in your hands And tomorrow spells out invisibly I won't hesitate to be with you, If someday the two of us, could honestly be together happily I'll hold onto you tightly."

she looks at ruvik as he lean down capturing her lips with his, kissing her with so much passion and love, she almost meld. thay broke away only to be lift by ruvik, and placed her on top of the piano standing between (name)'s legs. "r-ruvik!" she blushed looking away from ruvik "thank you (name) it's a beautiful song." he wispered to her as ruvik placed his hand on her cheeks softly before leaning in again kissing her. his other hand resting on her thigh, rubbing cirkels with his fingers. getting soft moans of the younger girl sitting infrond of him. 

he pulled back, looking at the girl in frond of he loves. "love you.." he wispers in her ear. "love you too, ruvik." he kissed her neck softly, as (name) wrap her arms around his neck. he lift her up again only that (name) put her legs around his waist. he caried her to his bedroom having some fun. ;)

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3 years ago

Will she

leaning my head on top of the table i softly sigh. "why isn't anything working today?" a growl left my mouth as i run a hand through my hair as i pushed the files away from me. rubbing my face. seeing it was almost 3 o'clock, 'where is she?' rolling my shoulders i stand, my head filled with more things i could count. hearing the door open to my lab i softly smiled. "hello angela what can i do fo-" turning around i saw moira, a small blush crossed my face as i bow. "i'm sorry moira, most of the time angela will come in at this time." she grinned "it's fine (name) commen mistake." i softly smiled as i moved over to an other table. "but what is it that you need moira? i'm pretty busy." seeing her lean against the table next to me, i lightly turned away from her. 'why does she has to be so close?' my mind screamed. "i wanted to ask you if you could help me with one of my experiments?" rolling my eyes i rolled a bit back and crossed my legs and arms looking up at moira.

"What would could you possibly need help with? i'm not as smart as you moira on the base of dna." "but you are smart with computers and ratings." a small smirk came to my lips as a laugh left my lips. "yes and? you are pretty good at that too." seeing her roll her eyes at me, my smirked became bigger. "but fine i will help you." seeing her eyes light up, but a small smirk to her lips."good, meet me in frond of my lab in 2 hours." 'why after that everyone's gone?' my mind wispered but i just nob as she left my lab but only to stop and look over her shoulder. "see you than... dear." the door closed as i slid of my of my seat on to the floor a heavy blush now on my face. 'how can she make me feel so much but with such little movements?' rubbing my cheeks but slowly stopped as i feel my tights get wet. 'am i.... crying? why?' wiping away the tears slowly my mind filled it self with questions. 'you know why... she will never see you as you see her.' shacking my head i stand beginning to work again trying to clear my mind. looking at the time, my tired eyes snap open it was 7 minutes before i had to meet moira.

quickly i turn, ran a hand through my hair, and pulled on my labcoat rushing of to moira's lab. within 5 minutes i was there. entering i saw her working, a questionable face, leaning against the wall, my hand behind my back the other in my coatpocket, a small smile on my face. after some time she looked up seeing me standing there. a bewildered look was on her face, a small smirk took the place of my smile. "how long have you been standing there?" "for a while, i couldn't interfere with your work you looked like you where on to something." she laughed, me moving closer to her leaning against the end of the table. "i did but it was a fail." nobbing my head i crossed my legs leaning on one leg. "but where do you need help with?" she pulled me to a chair sitting down. "i need help with some dna i want to test on my-" "no, moira if it go-" "(name), i know what i'm doing. trust me." rolling my eyes i softly sigh. "fine tell me what to do." pulling up a chain i sit down next to her, as she showed me how to do things. rolling around i put on some thing on to her to keep a check on her heartbeath and some other things. "wha-" "let me do my thing and i won't tell anyone about this." she nob as we began, pushing the needle in to her skin i push the substance in to her body as i keep a close eye on the screens that hang around me.

"good now, trust me on this one conect this to your arm and my arm." softly sighing i did as i was said, feeling a little pain i just bite my cheek. "moira if anything goos wrong i will beat your ass." she smirk as i push the next substance in to her body. seeing sweat coming to her forehead as her heartbeath picked up. "moira, are you alright?" "it's only getting hot nothing much." standing i walk over to the sink and wetted a cloth. walking back i wiped her forehead as her eyes close out of pleasure, a sigh leaving her lips. i felt myself heat up too, knowing it's something about the conection between us. "now the last, if you don't feel good tell me moira." she nob a pained look on her face, sighing shacking my head as i pushed the last stuff in. seeing her eyes become darker, i began to feel panic rise in my body. pulling a screen close looking through. her body is hot, heartbeath to high and eyes to big. "moira i need you to c-calm down... ugh" moira saw i was getting affected too, she reach for her arm as she pulled out the needle. but i felt it already affecting me too much. "(n-name) stay with me." leaning against the table behind me. "i-i'm fine don't worry." looking over to moira i saw her eyes closed.

"moira?" rushing over to her, looking over the screens i still see a heartbeath a sigh left my lips. my vision became blurry and then everything whent black, as i felt myself hit the floor. "(n-name), come on don't do this to me." feeling a hand on the side of my head, my eyes opened. "m-moira?" seeing her clear she slowly helped me up. "how did the test go?" seeing her eyes widen for a few second but returned to normal a smile on her face as she sit me down on the laying chair as she sit next to me pulling up the results. she began to show our dna how it on some points comined. she was talking with such pasion. just hearing her talk about it made me smile, but it made me listen too. "wow with only doing that, it's so fascinating. maybe i should drop by more times just so i can see you work and look at the results." a smirk came to her face as she pushed the screens away. "you would realy do that?" "ofcourse, like it said it's realy fascinating." i heared a laugh as i turned to the door, in the opening angela was standing there. a deep blush came to my cheeks as i quickly stand up. "well i will be of now, bye miss O’Deorain." rushing of, seeing a shocked angela wachting me.

"(name)?!" i just ignored her and walked back to my lab. 'she will never see.' "angela, why would you just come in without saying any thing?" moira, called to angela as she sigh. "i'm sorry i didn't know she would just leave like that." moira growl shaking her head. "if you like her that much, just go after her." "angela why don't you just stick your nose in your own things okay?" moira hold herself back, as she wanted to scream at angela. "i'm just trying to help. i will check up on her then. good day moira." as angela walked out, moira leaned against a table looking at her arm. still seeing where the needle pierced her skin, as she sigh running a hand down her face. 'she is right, i should go to her." as angela walked in to (name) lab seeing her sit ontop of a table in the far back against a wall, rubbing the spot where the needle pierced her skin. a soft sigh left her lips, leaning back against the wall behind her, when angela saw something drop on to the girls lap. when a broken sob left her lips, but she heared that she tried to suck it up.

"come on (name) deep breath, even if she will never see, you can stay close to her." angela softly sighed as she heared the words leave the girls lips. "(name)?" she softly wispered, moving closer the younger woman. "a-angela? what is it? you need anything?" she shock her head placing a hand ontop of the young womans knee. "i should ask you that." a small but broken smile was seen as she shock her head. "i just need to figure things out nothing more." as angela leaned infrond of her kissing her forehead. "you know that i'm always here for you." "thank you angela." when they heared the door open. "(name) can i talk to you?" angela immediately left the lab, pushed moira in and closed the door. "sometimes." moira said, her hands behind her back as she walked over to (name). "sorry about angela just then, i didn't mean for it." a small laugh left (names) lips. "you didn't know she would come in." moira walked closer to (name) as she looks up at her. "you really are short." a pount came to (names) face crossing her arms. "no you're just to tall." a small smile came to moira's face as she was now infrond of (name) as her legs where hanging over the table.

"but i wanted to say, and maybe you don't feel the same way. but i like you.... a lot. and yes i may be a bit to deep in work sometimes, or stay up to late to work on my ex-" (name) cut her cute rambeling of with a small kiss on the taller womans lips. "i.. i feel the same way moira, i have for a while now. that's why i loved working together with you and keeped your secrets." moira grabed the back of (names) head bringing her close again kissing her again, now standing between the legs of (name). as (name) tilt her head kissing moira better, moira's hand dropped to her back pushing her closer. (names) legs where around her waist a happy sound leaving her throat, but air became a thing they need. pulling back thier foreheads touched a small laugh leaving (name) mouth. "i never though this would happen." (e/c) looked at the blue and red eyes of moira, a small smile on her tin lips. "me neither (name)."

Bonus: "Yes!" angela half screamed half wispered, as ana round the corner. "angela?" angela laughed rubbing the back of her head. "what are you looking at?" a small akward grin was on angelas lips pointing at the window. ana saw moira and (name) share a small kiss, after it seeing (name) laugh.


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3 years ago

Simon x Fem!reader x Markus

this just came in my head when i was helping some friends at the port with the crane there. we sometimes sit at the top just to eat something and think about life. it's high but fun, the wind is also nice. this is a simon x female reader x markus oneshot don't expect to much but i hope you enjoy! also english is not my first language, i'm sorry for any mistakes i make. 4400+ words

looking out over the abandoned freighter in Ferndale, everything was abandoned here so a perfect place to clear my head. it was often that i come here, with everything that has been happening in my life and in detroit it self. androids peacefully asking for their rights, i myself support them. having taken in daniel after what he did on the rooftops a few months back. a friend of mine got him out of the evidence room, i don't know how but she did. now he lives with me, till she finds a place to hide away with a few other deviants she is helping along the way. but yeah i support them all the way, i just wish people could see that being a deviant isn't that bad. i can talk to daniel about my feelings and he, most of the time, knows how to respond. because he now can feel, he knows how i can feel and that is much better then having a 'machine' to talk to that doesn't have any feelings.

my friend also told me she had found a deviant that was hurt pretty badly, half his face was burned open, even beyond repair. that really hurt to hear, he also was really scared of any human or even android. softly smiling i placed my head on my pulled up knee, the wind pushing my hair out of my face as i softly sigh. when i heared a door opening below me, quickly looking down i saw two people coming out a ship with the new jericho on it..... HOLD ON A FREAKING MINUTE!!!! daniel talked to me about this. there was a safe place called jerico for android looking for refugee from humans. i found it by accident, wow, if people where smart they could find it but they didn't and i hope they won't forever! slightly leaning down to have a better look at the two androids, one had dark skin with buzzed brown hair while the other was a pale color with short Blonde hair. they seem to be talking and playing the piano. well the dark skinned one was playing the piano. the music flowing through the air making me relax more. "such a calming tone." i softly whispered to myself, when i felt my phone go of in my bomber jacket.

pulling it out i see it was daniel, why would he be calling? "hey daniel, i call you back in 5 minutes." "you better." hearing the slight anger in his voice, more confusion run through my head. "i promise." i whisper cutting of the call as i put my phone away, softly beging to climb down from the crane i was sitting at the top from. hearing the small hinges making noise, made my stomach turn but i keep on climbing down. when a plate gave away making my blance go all over the place, the plate my a loud sound when it hit the ground. making me look down seeing the two androits look up seeing me climbing down. 'that is my que to make my way down fucking fast!' begining to climb down faster, seeing the two quickly following me. 'fuck!' jumping down, doing a roll i quickly jump of, just making the jump but hitting my elbow making a wound. biting my lip i pulled myself up, looking over my shoulder looking at the two androids at the other side of the hole. "we just want to talk, we just don't want the police to find us." the blonde one told me, but i could now see it, he was the same model as daniel a PL600.

but i could see the diffrents beween the two, as i looked over to the one with the darker skin he seemed to have heterochromia, one eye being green the other beeing blue. maybe his optical unit was damaged or destroyed, you never know i was snaped out of my staring as i saw him, about to jump. "STOP! if you jump this way I will scream for help!" i told him, that made him stop. "i won't tell anyone don't worry. i myself am taking care of a diviant right now. do you will know the PL600 from the rooftop incident. his name is daniel, i'm taking care of him right now." seeing simon eye me up and down, as i was holding my elbow in one hand my sleeve rolled up over my elbow. "just let me leave okay. i promise i won't tell anyone." markus nob as i smiled, thanking them and rushing of. pulling out my phone i contact daniel. "what is so importaned that i had to call you back?"

time skip-

"Onyx can you help me with something?" a small smirk on my lips as i asked my friend, i saw daniel eye me out the corner of his eye. "where do you get your parts for the deviants? i need some." Onyx looked at me, but i knew she had a large grin on her face. she may have been wearing a mouthmask but her cheeks where giving her grin away. "i'm going on a heist, tonight you can come with us if you want to. we will be leaving at sun down. so that would be in a hour." "yes!" "(name)!" "daniel, i can get you more Thirium, you need it. and i have to give some to an other friend of mine." he quickly walked over to me looking down at me, there was something swimming in his eyes i couldn't place but there was a lot of worry in them. a small sigh left his lips, a grin already creeping on to my lips. "fine just be safe alright?" "i promise to stay safe!" he nob, walking of upstairs in to his room, as i heared his door slam shut. "you know for being just friends he cares a lot about you." a soft smile fell on to my lips yeah. "i know, i sometimes wish i could show him how much he means to me but i can't."

feeling Onyx run a hand through my hair, a pleasant sigh left my lips as i slowly begin to get lost in my thoughts. "(name), please get changed in something you can move easely in." looking up to her i nob getting of the couch, moving up stairs. i rush in to my room, pulling out some black sweatpant, together with a black and (F/C) tank top and black with (F/C) bomber jacket. pulling my hair back in to a bun, (if you have short hair ignore it) as i rush downstairs, pulling out some sneakers from the shoes closet. also looking through the shoe closet for some bags to take with me. finding my old sports bag and school bag easy but big to take a lot with me. "Onyx i'm ready to go!" "alright, lets get going then!" we walked out, i quickly called out. "daniel i'm out. i will be back!!" hearing nothing back i rolled my eyes, closing the door and run after Onyx. once we where at the CyberLife warehouse, the sun already down, there where other androids joining us to. "(name) meet coral!" a tall ass android was looking down at me with a big grin on his face. "nice to meet you (name). it's nice to see that you want to help." his grin could freaking blind me, his pink hair also catching my eyes. "nice to meet you also, nice hair." he thanked me as Onyx pulled me to the next one. "meet jack, he is here to hack the place if shit goes down. jack meet (name)" he smiled shacking my hand his brown and green hair also standing out. "nice to meet you as well (name)." "likewise."

"now this part is over lets get in." as we climb the fence, coral catching everyone as he was the tallest of us all, creeping around we found the crates, everyone quickly went to work. "Jack is there any way to hack those trucks? it would be far more easer." "no, if i even begin to mess with the trucks software an alarm will go of." looking around i see the Control Room. "if i'm right the key to the truck must be in there... right?" placing my bag and sportbag on to the ground, onyx quickly took a grab for my arm. "you know if you get caught you will be shoot on sight." i nob pulling off my bomber jacket trowing it over onyx' shoulders. "keep hold of this, now i have to get back to you. that jacket is my life." creeping to the Control Room i went to look around for an opening. 'window! please be open, please be open, please be open. bingo!' as i pulled myself through the window i went to look around for something to distract the guards. i can try to lure the guards but that is a big no no, i can be clumy at times. when i see the computers Blackout..... i can Create a Blackout. quickly shutting down the computers, the lights going out as the alarm goes off. seeing them coming to me i creep along the wall almost tripping over my own two freaking feet. "fuck." i softly whispered, quickly rounding the corner walking over to the front.

pulling out two keys, clipping one on each of my side so they won't make a sound if they would hit each other. making a sound at the dask i dash behind a wall as they quickly ran to the front. rushing to the window, jumping through, quickly taking of to the others. "got 'em, quickly load up and we're off. i got two keys." "(name) you take one, i know you take deviants in from time to time. we take the other one, jack help her into the truck." i trow onyx a key as she trew my jacket and the two bags, as jack helped me in to a truck. quickly pulling on my jacket and putting the bags next to me. "be carefull you 3." jack nods trowing the door shut as we took off to the exit. the guards still looking for me, as we quickly took off. giving onyx one last nod, we part ways. once returning home i moved a crate of Biocomponent in my house and 2 with blue blood. also dropping the sportbag with Biocomponent and my school bag with blue blood in the living room. seeing daniel sitting down i quickly rush over to him jumping on to his lap hugging him. "we did it, we actualy did it daniel! god am i happy." pulling back giving him a big smile, he sigh a small smile on his lips rolling his eyes. "good job."

"i still have one more thing to do. dump the truck. so i'm going to do that quickly. don't want them coming nocking on my front door." he nods, i quickly climb of his lap, rushing back to the truck the door of it still open. 'up to jericho.' taking of to the hide out of the deviants, my mind going a hunderd miles per hour. holding the door open putting a small piece of wood between the door, i picked up a few stones. don't want to climb in and have them attack me, even if i know they won't do that. trowing the stones against the side of the ship and over into the ship, trying to get their attention. i had to wait for a few minutes, i saw the two i met a few weeks back. my heart beat went a bit faster as i smiled at them. "what are you doing here?" the darker skined asked. "i got something for you guys, just something that may help you." they two of them looked at one another. "sure hold on." they climb down, now that they where closer, i waved them over taking the lead. "how do we know this isn't a trap? people are looking for markus." turning around, i took a deep breath, understanding where this is coming from. "just.... trust me on this one okay?" looking the blonde one in the eyes i saw him look me over. "please?" markus took a step to me, signaling me to keep on walking. "thank you." turning we round a corner, the back of the truck facing us. "tada! i though you guys could us some Biocomponents and Thirium. i hope you accept them."

the blonde one's eyes where wide as markus was looking at me, making me a bit nervous. "markus, this is amazing. we where running low, now we can help most of them." that peaked my intrest. "most of them?" the blonde one looked at me and then at markus. "with some of our people..... we don't know how to fix them." a grin came to my face, pointing at myself i quickly spoke up. "i can help you with that. i have fixed a lot of deviants. i'm willing to help. i support your kind, just wish the world would too." running a hand through my (L/H) hair i looked at them. "but only if you want to, i understand if you need to talk to the others about it first." they nod as i hold out my hand. "the name is (name), it's nice to meet you both." the one i already know as markus, shook my hand. "nice to meet you (name), my name is markus but i think you already know that." a small smile pulled at the side of his lips, as i nod a grin on my face. he let go of my hand as the blonde stepped forwards, shacking my hand with a small soft smile on his face. "my name is simon, it's also nice to meet you (name)."

i nod, he seems to hold on longer as i softly pulled back a more soft smile on my lips. pulling out my note pad, write down my number. "if you guys made up your mind, or even just want to talk you can call me on this number. and maybe till next time. good luck!" as i handed my number to simon, i quickly rushed of. i felt like a small school girl running of when she just gave her number to her crush. the coming weeks where.... well fun and helping a lot of deviants. they crew of jericho had slowly warmed up to me. i come down there from day to day helping patch up deviants, or just to talk to them. north still seem to hold something against me but i keep on treating her with kindness. and these last few weeks, my feelings for both simon and markus begin to grow more and more. but seeing how simon was looking at markus and markus at north i knew i couldn't start something with even one of them. but hearing about jericho getting blown up made my heart drop, not only for markus and simon but also for the others. josh, north and the other deviants. when my phone whent of, rushing over to it i quickly picked up. "(name)?! we need you, some of our people are bleeding out. we need you here." hearing the stress in markus' voice i pressed the phone between my shoulder and head. i grab my backpack, quickly dumping a lot of stuff i need in it, trying to calm down markus. "tell me where you are, i will try to be there as fast as possible. just... i need you to breath and try to stop the bleeding." "a-alright, just come as quick as possible." "ofcourse."

cutting the call, i saw where they where at, calling out to daniel. he came rushing downstairs, he himself also on edge with everything that is happening. "they need me, deviants are bleeding out. do you want to come or stay here?" but he rush over to me grabbing my hand pulling me to our car. "where to?" showing him where to go we took of. "I'M HERE!!" simon was right at my side pulling me to the deviants. some where already bled out. "dammit! daniel help me." we was right at my side helping me right away. some of the deviant i could reactived, it seem to be hours before i was done. i was coloured by the blood of all the thirium and it made me dizzy, tears beginning to fall. 'i couldn't save them all, i... i couldn't....' trying to steady my breathing but only leading to more tears dripping from my eyes onto my hands as i was looking down at them. feeling two arms slide around my waist pulling me on to a lap, pushing my head in to their shoulder. "you have done so much, don't cry. i know you wanted to save them all, but sometimes things just don't go that way." simon whispered into my ear, his hands rubbing circels in to my sides.

"but, if i was just faster-" he pulled me back looking at me, tears still falling from my (C/E) eyes. "you did everything you could." "he is right (name), this is all you could have ever done. thank you so much." looking up at markus he quickly sat next to simon, a soft smile on his lips rubbing his hand up and down my back his other hand wiping away my tears. "thank you." i softly whisper pulling markus in to a hug together with simon. "no we should thank you. you have done so much for us." pulling back, i softly smiled at them. "now, you should go home and get cleaned up. please look out they are taking away androids from their owners." looking over to daniel as he was talking to someone, seeing the small smile on his lips made me smile. "i think it's better for him to stay here. i'm afraid if i take him with me, they will find him and take daniel away." simon and markus nod understanding, when north came over with a cloth and water. "here let me help you." shock ran through my body as north begin to clean my hands, quickly taking hold of her hand i stopped her, sliding out of simons lap kneeling infront of north. "thank you for your help. thank you a lot. but your not a servant, you are a living being." i took the cloth from her hands giving her a smile. "b-but i have been so-" placing my hand over her mouth, i shock my head. "i understand, things have happened to you and that made hate humans. i get that, i had to go through that with daniel." dropping my hand to the side of her face cupping her cheek. "but that didn't make me hate him nor you, i just had to be patient, show you that i won't be like the others." north smiled placing her hand ontop of mine. "thank you (name)" smiling i shock my head. "no need to thank me. i'm happy that you see me as a person now." she nod as i pulled my hand away beginning to clean my arms and hands.

north stood, feeling her pet my head i softly laughed as the smiled and took of. once done i stand up, turning to simon and markus "now i must be off, i'm going to change and join you guys later, alright?" both of them nod turning my back to them i was about to walk up to daniel to tell him to stay here for his own safety. 'no! now is your change.' quickly turning back to them i lean down and kissed them on the cheeks. "later boys." rushing of to daniel, pulling on to his shirt. "are we going?" "i think it's better for you to stay here, they are looking for androids to destroy them. so it's safer here where they won't find you!" daniel nods, pushing some of my hair back he kissed my forehead. "just stay safe alright?" i nod a smile on my face, pulling him in to a hug. "please, you too, stay safe." he hugged back, as he agreed. "see you later." he nod as i rush of, making me way home, trying not to have to many eyes on me as i stepped out of my car with blue blood all over my clothing. rushing inside i quickly took a shower and changed clothing. everything quickly went down hill, onyx and her friends got caught, i can't get a hold of the others and they won't let people go outside. to hell with that, i had my tv on seeing them martching peacefully. i don't understand how they can just gun them down, they weren't even attacking. i choked as i saw more and more hit the ground, blood running down there body. forgetting my jacket i rush out in the streets, trying to make it to Hart Plaza, saving deviants and androids along the way. most of them ran of but some followed me to markus. "we are almost there." i whispered to them, they nod, seeing soldiers protecting the reporters that were there.

"i'm going to distract them, you need to hop the fence, alright?" "but what about you?" "i will make it alright." i shot them a smile as i step out form behind the wall. "i will give you a wave and then you go." they nod as i creep along the side walk, when i was at the other side i called out to the soldiers. they turned to me, holding me at gun point, i hold my hands up. "i'm lost! i don't know where to go?! i'm scared!" they moved closer to me so i waved my hand. seeing them rush to the fence, the reporters grasped making the soldiers turn to the reporters. time seem the slow down as i saw the soldiers turning to the deviants. quickly nocking down the first soldier, i kicked another one in the face and jumped on the other one's back, nocking the gun out of his hands. "QUICKLY GO!!" they climb the fence, as i kicked down the one i was holding. running after them one seem to be waiting for me holding out his hand. a grin came to my face as i jump ontop a truck and jumped to his hand. he helped me up and over as he jumped down next to me. "lets go quickly!" they nod as we quickly run of. i heared a shot ring through the air a sharp pain running through my shoulder. making me trip over my own two feet, making me fall down on to my face. quickly pulling myself of the ground seeing the snow painted red, pushing my self on to my knees pressing a hand to my shoulder, blood already dripping through my fingers. ignoring the pain i quickly pushed myself up, giving the soldier a quick look over my shoulder. the reporters where staring at the soldier, they couldn't believe it, he shot a human.

seeing markus together with other deviant being cornered by other soldiers i quickly running to the group i throw myself between the soldiers and deviants. "don't! please! can't you see that history is just repeating itself? they just want to be free. some of our people fought for so long for freedom, and now that they are fighting for their freedom, you just want to take it away?! you made them, now they can feel... live. i support them even if it means if i get myself killed. but i can't understand you, how can you take something away that you know all your life? didn't you listen to what they said, they are willing to work, just like us, they just want to be alive." hearing my blood drip on to the ground, i took a deep breath. "i... i, myself, have even fallen in love with two of them. and i won't let them be killed for believing to be free." breathing became hard as i took a few steps back. "(name)!" feeling two pairs of arms wrap around me keeping me up. "you have been shot." "to save your people, and i wouldn't have it any other way."

my legs gave way, as simon and markus lowered to the ground with me. "you know, i should have told you guys back then, that i look up to you. i wish i could have done more. made more memories, talked more to others. made them feel safe and loved." smiling up at them, cupping both of their cheeks. "god am i happy that i became your friend, i hope you guys pull through this and have freedom." "(name), listen to us, you are not going to die." "i know i won't but my head is getting heavy and i begin to say things." a softly laughed, my hands dropping to their chest, pulling them down. "i love you both a lot and i wish i could have said it back then." giving them both a kiss on the lips, tears in the corner of my eyes. "hey stay with us." seeing north and josh join their sides i smiled at them. "i'm trying."

-change p.o.v -

after seeing them care so much, the president told the soldiers to pull back. daniel quickly joining their side, begining to remove the bullet and wrabbing her shoulder up. markus picked her up as she smiled at them, they quickly met up connor leading so many androids to them. as north told markus to talk to his poeple, he nob, simon took (name) from his arms. "(name)" simon softly said her name as she looked up at him, he quickly kissed her. "i love you too, markus and i, had been talking about telling you, we just didn't know how." (name) softly laughed running a hand through simons hair. "welp now i told you, a difrent way then i wanted to but here we are." simon smiled nodding, kissing her forehead. "can i join in this sharing kissing thing." simon and (name) laughed as (name) hold out her arms to him. markus smiled hugging (name) and simon, giving (name) also a kiss and simon. "you two are so cute together." (name) said, smiling at them, but they laughed hugging her, but being careful about her shoulder. "but having you with it is better." (name) nod as they where happy the revolution was over and they had won their freedom.

3 years ago
Headcanon For Female Lover Of Jacksepticeye Living In An Other Country.

headcanon for female lover of jacksepticeye living in an other country.

- Well don’t worry this boy got you covered.

- Will app with lover everyday.

- Loves to skype with his lover.

- Will suprise his lover with flying over to her out of nowhere.

- Love to send gifts to you, just to get a text messages.

- The messages are mostly angry because of how much money he is spending on his lover.

- Still she loves him.

- Lots of stay up late to talk .

- She will be in discord to talk to him if he is gaming just so he can hear her voice.

- Sometimes get her flight tickets so she can go to him.

- There will be crying if they see each other in real live.

- Same if they have to fly back.

- I mean it lots of crying.

- But he will get something for her so she will have something to think about him.

- But in the end they will talk to each other on skype or discord.

3 years ago

let me in (Horizon x reader)

Having Mary work day and night working on something to get back to her son, I could see it was slowly pull at her. I wish I could help her, but she always says she didn't need it. Always putting everything on herself and not letting anyone worry over her. I'm afraid she would work herself to death before she could return to her son. Looking over at the picture of her holding her son, I could feel my face fall into a sad smile. His green blue eyes bright in the sun light, a bright smile on his face. He had to see his mother again, I promise myself that, it's the least I can do. I'm just a legend who kills and do nothing. Everyone had something to do, I'm just someone who joined to get a kick out of it.

"Are you alright? You have been staring at the picture for some time."

turning to Anita, a small smile on my face as shack my head.

"I have been thinking of doing something with my life for once. All I do all day is shoot the enemy when the games happen and the rest is just kick back and do nothing. The least I can do is do something with my life."

Anita smiled, placing her hand on my shoulder, giving it a slight shack.

"Then do it. I believe you can do anything as long as you do it."

I nod, giving her a small thank you before rushing off. Looking around for Mary, I had to tell her that she needs to take a break. Pulling out my phone, scrolling through my contact finding who I was looking for.

"Hey Mary! Mind if I drop by? I know you are pretty busy, but I can get you some food and you can take a quick break."

"That sounds lovely, darlin'. I have a feeling you know where to find me."

"I do, see you in 10 alright?"

"See ya then, dear."

quickly to say goodbye, I was grinning. Her voice is just so nice to listen to, the nicknames as well, huge weakness of mine. Picking up some food from the cafeteria I quickly rushed off to find Mary. Skipping up the steps, passing Alex in the hallway.

"Good day Dr. Nox."

"Good day."

Rolling my eyes at how cold he was, I stopped in front of the door, taking a deep breath. I knocked on the door, I waited for a response, sad for me I didn't get an answer. Pushing open the door, getting greeted by a very focused Mary. Walking in, softly closing the door, I walked over to the only empty table, placing down the food. Keeping quiet so I didn't pull her out of the focus place she was. As soon as she looked up, her eyes landed on me, giving her a soft smile.

"Hello, sweetheart."

"Darlin'! You should have said something!"

laughing, I shook my head, as she quickly got up from her spot and rushed over to me. leaning down to give me a quick hug.

"You looked so focused I just couldn't just pull you out of it."

Looking at her, she got thinner since the last time I saw her, as well as the dark circles under her eyes. She looked unhealthy, ready to fall asleep at any moment. Taking a seat as well, pushing the food to her, so she can choose which one she wanted. A tired thank you was sent my way as I took the other one.

"Mary, you look tired, are you getting enough sleep?"

That made her look at me, her eyes were even tired-looking. A defeated sigh left her lips, placing down her fork. A small smile pulling at her lips.

"Can't hide anything from you can I now, dearie."

"You can't hide looking tired from me, I know how it looks all too well."

Placing my hand on top of hers, giving it a soft squeeze, she turned her hand over so she was holding mine. Before placing her head on top of it. closing her eyes, she squeezed my hand back. Pulling my chair closer to her, I placed my head on top of hers.

"I know you want to see your son again, but doing it like this might just kill you before you do so. Please, sweetheart, take a break, or at least take a nap. You look too tired to even think. I... I lov-"

Cutting myself off, as I sit up, shaking my head.

"I wouldn't want to see you work yourself to death before you see your son again. I want you to have that happy ending that you deserve after what happened to you. So please Mary, let me help you. Let me in and I would do anything to help you."

Turning her head, looking up at me, eyes unreadable as I gave her a pleading look. I just want her to be alright, to be in tip-top shape to see her son again. To fulfill that promise to see him again, to be there to tell him goodnight and good morning.

"I... I just want to see him again, dear. I'm afraid to lose more time, that I will see him when I'm too old. What if with this-"

"No, Mary, if you keep doing this to yourself, you will defiantly not see him again! You will work yourself into the grave, and I won't let you do that to yourself! I care about you, Mary! I don't want to come into this room and see you lifeless on top of your work! To not see you fulfill your promise to your son and not see you happy!"

I was out of breath by the end of it, tears in the corner of my eyes. Staring down at her, as she slowly lifted her head, tears also in her eyes before hers began to fall freely. Letting go of her hand, I stood up and pulling her into the crock of my neck. She clung onto me, hands gripping the back of my shirt, tears wettening my shirt. But I could care less, if this would help her feel better then so be it. Pulling the goggles from her head, slowly beginning to run my hand through her hair. Telling her it's alright, to let it out, that I'm not going anywhere. Pulling her tightly against me, holding back my own tears.

"I just want to see him, Dear. I want his bright eyes back in my life, to hold him and tell him I love him. I want to see him grow up and be there for him. I-"

A loud sob cut her sentence short, shushing her, pushing her hair out of her face. Taking hold of her face, tilting her head back so she was looking at me. Her cheeks red, eyes still full with tears, eyes filled themselves with sadness.

"You will, Mary. I know you can achieve that but pushing yourself that much will only lead to nothingness."

She nods, as I wiped her cheeks from tears, smiling at her. Her smile was a little broken but that's alright she was still so beautiful to me. I can't, if she knows then she might feel bound to his time and I want her to return to her son. Letting go of her face I slide out of her hold, But her longer limbs pulled me back.

"Don't leave. Stay."

"I'm wasn't going to go, sweetheart."

"No, I mean, stay with me, Darlin'. You have done so much for me in the last couple of months. I would love for you to stay with me. i-"

"I this is a love conversion, don't. I do not want you to feel that you have to stay in this time. I want you to be happy with your son. I do not fit in that perfect picture. Please ma-"

Abruptly she stood up, I quickly took a step back out of her hold. towering over me, staring me down, a pleading look on her face. Taking hold of my hands, she pulled me back into her. It was her turn to hold me against her, her head resting on top of mine.

"Darlin' I would take my son to this time if it means being with you. I love my son a lot but I love you as well but that doesn't mean I wouldn't spend every second with you as well. I love you dearly, ghaoil. So please don't say you don't fit in this picture, without you it wouldn't be perfect."

Pulling back, looking up at her, she softly smiled, eyes still filled with tears. Brushing hair away from my forehead, her fingers lingered on my head. A sigh left my mouth, as I leaned into those fingers. Dropping her hand to hold my face, she leaned down, her lips connecting with mine. I melted into her, wrapping my arms around her waist, her other hand joining to hold my face. As air ran thin, we pulled back, leaning our foreheads together.

"Love you so much, ghaoil. You have no idea for how long I wanted to do that."

"I have been starring at you for so long, Mary, you have no idea. I love you just as much."

basking in the moment, forgetting the world around us, we enjoyed each other's presents. Mary leaned down once more to kiss me again and again and again.

"I can't get enough of ya'. Ya' taste so sweet."

Feeling my face burning up, I pushed my face into her shoulder. rumbling under my breath that, that sounded embarrassing. Laughing, she ran her hand through my hair, taking hold on the base of it, pulling my head away from her shoulder, a grin on her face.

"Can't hide the true darlin'."

"Shut it, Mary!"

Laughing she kissed my forehead, hugging me close to her. Taking in a deep breath, I just let myself lean against her, gripping onto the back of her shirt.

This...

This feels like home.


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9 years ago

This is the best thing ever thank you very Much!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Uhm if this is still open can i get a ship from star wars? Well i'm 160 cm long and have Brown hair till my waist, with blue and red highlights in It, but i have It up in to a messy bun. I have blue eyes and my friends say that they sometimes can see little stars in them. I love drawing/painting but I won't back down on a fight, i'm not afraid to hurt someone to protect the poeple i love. I like to wear shorts and a to big shirt that can hang of my shoulders. Also i love music and dancing.

Star Wars ship: Anakin

Uhm If This Is Still Open Can I Get A Ship From Star Wars? Well I'm 160 Cm Long And Have Brown Hair Till

(ok, seriously that eyebrow thing is precious)

You and Anakin share a protective nature that sometimes makes you both do stupid things.  Like trying to jump to the others’ defense without first thinking the situation through.  Its more help than a hindrance and if one of you gets hurt protecting the other you will always patch each other up.  He likes to watch you paint or draw and even poses for you if you ask.  Or maybe you’ll be dancing and he will just stare at you with those loving eyes and suddenly join you in your dance, unable to stop himself.