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Alone
Alone
That is all you have ever been, alone. Nothing more nothing less, but when those two... hero's entered your life it felt so fake.
You felt like you didn't fit in, no... you didn't deserve them you kept on telling yourself that. Even if they tell you that you do deserve them. But then again, you felt alone, you did not have controle on your powers or even your life.
They try to help, they really do, but you are just afraid you hurt them, just like you hurt your parents. Even if you didn't like your parents at all they where still your parents. They didn't deserve to die a horrible death, they didn't deserve to suffer like that.
"(name)?" You slowly lift your head as you heard wandas tired voice ring out in the room. The morning sun was shining down on wanda's face making her look even more beautiful in your eyes. Her tired blue eyes stairing right back in to your own (e/c) eyes, unsure of to look at her or not, eye contact still made you nervus from time to time.
"(Name) please look at me?" Her voice was soft, sleep still heavy on it. But that didn't make her any less beautiful, nothing can in your eyes, same always goes for vision. He always tries to help you, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. You didn't really turn your head to her but moved your eyes over to her making eye contact.
"What is the matter, miláčik?" A soft sigh left your lips, your feelings rising in your throat. Words seem to be out of this world for you for a second, as your head felt down. "I feel like I don't belong." Slowly standing up you walked over to the bed, vision seem to still be a sleep. Even if he didn't need it, it made him relaxed and happy. It made you smile seeing him sleep, it brought some calmness to you. Was that even a word 'calmness'. A small shock of your head made you look down at wanda once more. You sat down, the bed dipped a bit, it felt soft against your hands.
"It feels like, you and vision are way to good to me. I can't control my powers-" Soft hands took hold of yours, lifting them to her lips, giving them a kiss. "You got them more under controle, and you do belong. vision and I love you so much." A soft smile pulled at your lips as, you felt tears spring to your eyes as her hands let go of your hands. taking hold of your face, your hands over lapping hers, pushing your face into one of them and kissing the other one.
"I'm sorry that I'm like this, doubting everything I do." Hearing the blankets move you looked up seeing vision sitting up, even in his human 'form' he was stil beautiful. He moved with such grace, making you doubt even how you move. "(Name), don't doubt yourself, you are beautiful just the way you are. We love you for you, not for what." You softly smiled as wanda softly pulled on to your arm, asking you to join them in bed.
A smile pulled on your lips once more, as you climb over wanda and laid in the middle. Where they liked you the most, they could both hold you close. Once in the middle, vision pulled you down on to his chest. As he ran his through your hair, as wanda layed her head on your shoulder. "You are very precious to the both of us. nothing can change that." Visions voice washed over you as his voice rumbled his chest. Wanda's hands found yours under the blanket as vision had pulled it over the 3 of you.
"Never forget we love you with everything we have." "Know you both are in my thoughts and weighing so heavily in my heart all the time. Know that I love you both so much and I’m so happy to know that you love me both that much too. And I want you to known that right now, I could not take the change of losing you." Your voice wispered out in to the room, as wanda hugged you close, as vision kissed the top of your head.
No more words where spoken in the morning, no more need to be spoken. Your words was more than enough to know that you loved them with all of your heart. Slowly the three of you fell back a sleep, and for once you didn't feel lonely or that you didn't belong.
You belong, you felt loved and there was no better feeling in the world.
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miláčik = sweetheart
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My headcanons for moira (Radom)
- She may seem cruel, but she is just a really sassy lady.
- Loves it if her lover can understand her in her native language.
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- loves her Starbucks.
- hates the cold.
- Secretly cares for her team.
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Hunt gone wrong (Bloodhound x reader)
Going out hunting with bloodhound and their village was a good idea in the head but now that we are here, I am unsure. Hunting one of the bigger beast who has been putting the village in danger wasn't that smart when you do not know the terrain around you. Hound might have shown me on maps and told me about it but it's way too different when you finally are out in the field.
"jafningi minn, are you alright?"
Looking up from some tracks that I was following, staring up at bloodhound.
"Your head seems to be somewhere else."
Standing, rolling my shoulders, taking in a deep breath of the fresh air.
"Even with you talk me over about Terrain, I'm still unsure about it. I'm just scared that I might fuck everyone over with me not knowing it well enough."
Feeling them place their hand on my shoulder, making me turn to them.
"You will not, jafningi minn. You are one of the best legends I know. We will come out on top." Taking another deep breath, looking up at the sky.
"May the all-father guide us." Bloodhound nods, a small hum coming from their mask, as we moved forwards.
As we moved forwards one of the villagers signaled that the Goliath was sighted and that we should be on high alert. This is it, pulling the hunting knife from my back, holding it tightly in my hand. Let the hunt begin. Hound seems to stay close to me, their own axe held tightly in their hand. Seeing the crows circle in the sky, showing us where the Goliath is.
As we came closer, a roar letting us know that the beast was close and ready to fight us. Signaling hound that I will take position in the trees to give us a birds-eye view and to be able to jump the Goliath. I know we have Arthur, but it would do us good to have someone jump the beast. A scream ripped through the air, snapping us right into action, jumping through the trees, seeing the beast hold one of the villagers in its mouth.
With a scream, I jumped down, nailing my hunting knife in its skull. The Goliath dropping the Villager as one the others quickly pulled them away to help them. Pulling out another knife, stabbing it into one of the eyes. But a harsh shack and a claw almost coming down on me, I had to rip out my hunting knife and slide of the Goliath. Bloodhound jumping onto the beast's backside, making that back leg immobile.
A claw that they didn't see made harsh contact to their side, sending them flying. Landing and sliding away, a groan left their mask, I quickly cut open their front leg. Not enough, that claw quickly came down on me. Rolling backward, the claw missing me, one of the villagers throwing a spear, making the beast turn to them. With it distracted I rushed to bloodhound's side.
"You good?" pulling them up into a sitting position, they nod.
"I'm fine, jafningi minn, Let's finish this."
A grin pulled at my face, pulling them up as we took a look at what to do next. "Take out the legs and then go in for the kill."
"That would be the safest way to do it, jafningi minn."
With our mind set, we each picked a leg and we rushed back in, a roar coming from bloodhound themself. Beast of the Hunt was active, their lenses were bright red, this side of bloodhound was always a welcome one when you are on their side. Turning to the beast, I slide along the beast it's side and went for its front leg. My hunting knife deep in its flesh, ripping through the muscle. Seeing one of the villagers trying to help us.
"No!" the claw came down hard on the villager.
Rushing to the villager I jumped to them, pulling them into my arms and rolling away from the next hit.
"Sam!"
Harsh contact was made with my side as Bloodhound pushed me out of the way of a very angry beast. Them sliding away, lying completely still in the snow. Eyes wide, the villagers looked at their fallen warrior.
"Go! return to the village!"
And they did, rushing over to bloodhound, I pulled them into my arms. Trying to check for a heartbeat, with the layers of clothing I couldn't feel anything. A roar made me pull back from bloodhound, tears in my eyes, I picked up their axe. Taking in a breath, I rushed at the beast, hacking straight into its skull. A claw coming at me once more, I jumped back leaving the axe in its skull, but it scaped my head. Hair falling into my face, blood dripping down my face.
It didn't seem to be interested in me, Bloodhound seems to be the one it was after. Rushing over to them, I placed myself over them, glaring the beast down. It came charging at us with a loud roar.
"AAAAAAAAAH!"
Screaming my head off at the Goliath trying anything to make it back down. It stopped looking down at us, breathing heavy, I jumped up, nailing my knife into its other eyes, and continued stabbing at it. Breath fast and short I wouldn't let up, it had to die. A hand grabbed at my wrist, whipping around seeing bloodhound looking down at me.
"It's over, hermaður. You killed it."
Looking back down at the Goliath it was indeed dead, its head open with stab wounds. Looking back at Bloodhound, I threw myself at them, wrapping my arm around them.
"You're alright. I thought... you already got hit ones I just-"
Their mask leaned against my head, the cold of it stung against my head wound but I could care less, they were alright. Not motionless on the ground. Their hand, pulling on the back of my head, making me tilled my head back, it's seems like they were inspecting my head wound.
"Let's get you cleaned up, jafningi minn. After that, we can honor the beast by making use of it." Agreeing we returned to the village where they helped me clean up.
Staring down at the bones that I requested having, which they didn't have to be told twice. Bloodhound took a seat next to me, hand on my shoulder making me look up at them.
"You did well, jafningi minn. You killed the goliath, helping the village return to peace."
"I know. Thank you for letting me help, Bloodhound. I... Bloodhound what does that name you keep calling me mean?"
Bloodhound looked away from me, their sight now on the waters, their hand taking hold of one of mine.
"It means 'My equal.' as that is what I see you. We have been battling side by side for some time now. I see you as a strong warrior who never gives up. I think the all-father made our paths cross for a reason."
Softly smiling at Bloodhound, I turned to them. Giving their hand a soft squeeze, making them turn their head to me.
"I'm happy to have met you as well, Bloodhound. Having you next to me in the field, it makes me feel stronger and a lot safer. And over the time we spend together, I might have started to feel and look at you more than a friend."
Leaning down, they placed their forehead onto mine. I could feel them smile under their mask. Taking hold of my other hand as well, they lifted it to their mask pressing it asked my hand.
"Thank you, elska."
Recognizing that word from one of the other villagers, a grin pulled at my lips. A happy laugh leaving my lips, slightly pushing against their mask.
"Anytime, my love."
A chuckle left their mouth, pulling me against them, both of us looking over the water as the sun was setting. We might not have said it but we both knew how much we loved each other.
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Translate
jafningi minn - my equal
hermaður - Warrior
elska - love
I'm sorry if there are any spelling errors!
i do hope you enjoyed it tho! <3
moon kiss.
hi, it's 1 am and I just saw the new champion for league of legends. and I am in love with how they look. but I did fall for the brother the most. so my mind went into overdrive and came up with a story. so please keep in mind I almost know nothing about him and just go of on what I know for now. I hope you still enjoy it.
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Watching the stars from the mountains was always a treat to behold. The moon shining at it's brightest, the stars adorning the sky aswell. But you weren't here for that, it seems like the moon was guiding you somewhere on to the mountains, little whispers, and lights guiding you. Slowly climbing up the mountains, your hands and knees red from gripping on to rocks and other stuff, but you kept on climbing. This must be it, if the universe was here to guide you to where you need to go or even needed to be, you do it happily, just to get away from your boring life. Pulling yourself onto a platform herself hitting the water, the whispers stopped, no lights seem to light your way around.
A soft sigh left your lips, unsure of what to do. Do you have to do something... Where you here to rest? Or had the universe something else planned for you. When soft music seems to enter your head. Only to start over after some time, the music cutting itself off and start again with the same notes. Looking up at the moon, her eyes held confusion, why would the moon make her listen to music. Moving around in the water, the moon making the water seem to glow. She saw the platform in the middle.
Unknown to her she was not alone on the mountain, a young man was there as well. He was looking around for a special flower, but hearing her made him stop in his tracks. 'I heard it as well Aphelios. We should probably see who that was. If they find the Lunari she could tell the world.' The brother nods his head, slowly trying to find where she was now. She hadn't said anything for some time so he just followed where he had last heard her make sounds.
"Do you want me to sing?" You called out to the moon, hoping for an answer to come. Silents. "I'm unsure of what to do now! You have brought me here, what now?" Your voice rings out into the silents of the night, the moon seems to glow a bit brighter pointing you to send in the middle of the platform. Now that you look around, the ground was covered in moon symbols, as two arc ways were over the platform. On the arc ways where more moon symbols, you slowly walked to the middle. when the music seems to start again. "You really want me to sing don't you..." You softly whispered to yourself.
Aphelios found her, the platform where the moon was shining down on as she moved to the center. Water dripped from her legs onto the ground, as she ran a hand through her hair. She slowly start to hum, he couldn't hear the music but his sister could. 'The moon is singing to her, it seems to want to show her something. it guided her here, I'm unsure why but we should keep an eye on her.' Once more Aphelios nob, as he looked at the girl. The light of the moon seems to make her glow, like she was a ghost. a soft sigh left her lips, closing her eyes as she slowly swayed from side to side.
As you took a breath, words seem to pop into your mind, as you slowly began to sing. "Distant moon, so big and bright. Softest silver glowing through the night. High atop, the mountain gold. Sun unseen, the world is cold." Slowly lift your hands to the moon, from your point of view it seemed like you were holding the moon. The moon seems to flicker, almost as it seems that it was happy that you were finally singing to it. "Here I wait, and here I stand. Early morning northern hour hand. Studying, in solitude. Looking for, a hidden clue." You couldn't see it but the water seems to slowly glide up onto the stone platform reaching for you.
Aphelios eyes where wide seeing the woman sing to the moon, the magic he felt coming from her seem to be so strong. 'Such a pretty voice, the moon seems to enjoy it.' His sister whispered to him, he could hear on her voice she was enjoying it too. Her hands dropped to her sides, a troubled look on her face. "I wish, to see this world through my own eyes. To calm, the elders and silence their cries. Because of you, I now gaze up and sing. The lullaby of the moon." The water reached her legs as white lines began to glow on her skin. She slowly turned around almost in a trance, as the white lines creep up her body, slowly reaching her eyes, who were closed.
Slowly your eyes opened, the world seems to be more bright, seeing everything better as the moon began to guide your way again, so you kept on singing. "Found at last, I steal away. Moving faster through the silent shade. Sea of stars, like flowers bloom. Looking for, the hidden tomb." Rushing through the thickness of the woods, but you kept on going, the powers of the moon seem to pull you to this other strong force. When a big door overgrown by the greens of the earth, was there in the middle of the woods. Moving closer you pull away at the green slowly revealing the door more and more. Moon ruins where on the door, as her hand was full pressed against it, it lite up. The green of the earth seems to pull itself away from the door.
The man followed the woman into the deeps on the woods, his sister softly talking to him, telling him the moon was guiding her to a secret tomb who none could enter unless the moon wants them to. In the tomb a crescent blade laying in wait for its owner, to help out the lunari. 'I think to moon wants her to find it.' As they see the door lit up, they knew for sure. Her glowing white eyes, but a soft smile on her face as she entered the hidden tomb. Aphelios following her inside, he felt the power coming from the moon but also the tomb. Her soft footsteps echoed through the tomb, her soft breathing seemed to come out fast, almost like she was scared.
Once entering a bigger room a nagamaki was stuck in stone in the middle of the room, the moon shining down on it. The wooden part of the weapon was engraved with moon symbols and writing, as the blade itself was shaped like a normal nagamaki, only for it to have a row of moons cut out in the middle, going from a beginning moon facing the left to an ending moon facing the right. You slowly walked to it, as soon you got close the moon to seems to glow. Pulling the blade from the stone ground a gust of power was released making your hair going everywhere. The music slowly picking itself back up in your head. A soft smile on your lips you turned around, only to see ahead pull itself back behind the door. They didn't feel like a threat, more a welcoming person, that you have known for years.
As the woman had turned around he had quickly pulled himself back behind to door open she hadn't seen him, only to hear her soft voice sing again. "Here I found, the crescent blade. Forged by Rakkor, surely lunar made. Shining down, upon the earth. Now they'll see, I'll prove my worth." Her soft footsteps seem to make it's way back to the door, making him jump up wanting to run away from her. 'Don't worry brother, she will do you no harm' As she slowly came into his sight, her soft eyes making contact with his. She nods to him, a half-moon appearing on her forehead, his eyes widen. She walked further past him, he was mesmerized by her beauty, the moon always seems to pick the once who were graceful and elegant.
Once outside you began to walk back to the platform, you could feel the unknown man follow you. You couldn't help yourself but let your mind wander to who he was. He sure was handsome, but his eyes seem to hold so much pain and sorrow. Returned to the platform you stand at the edge so you could touch the water if you wanted to. "I wish, to see this world through my own eyes. To calm, the elders and silence their cries. Because of you I now gaze up and sing. The lullaby of the moon." The cutout moons on the blade seem to glow as you grip on to the weapon tighter. Memories of the past came flooding into your mind, what the solari had done to the lunari. Telling you to help them, and protect them from the Solari. The moons cries made you feel so much hatred for the Solari. "Condemned me to death. With my last breath. Sorrow and anger. Fill my head."
The water seem to move around, the wind picking up, the moons light dimming down. Aphelios felt her anger and sadness, him slowly making his way over to her. 'The moon as shown her what happened to our kind, the lunari, her emotions are taking over. Please, Aphelios help her calm down.' His sister softly whispered feeling her presents closer than ever before after her entering the fortress. "Distant moon, so big and bright. Softest silver glowing through the night. High atop, the mountain gold. Sun unseen, the world is cold." Her weapon touched the water, making it turned silver as she slowly stepped into it, the water reaching her waist. He quickly rushed over to her, pulling her from the water, the sadness seems to leave her. Hands grabbing his coat, turning her head around looking up at him.
As your eyes made contact with his again, the feeling returned once more of knowing him for years. But seeing a figure appear behind him making you push yourself out of his arms and away from him. He reached out to him but you backed away. But you slowly called down seeing a woman appear more a soft smile on her face, but her eyes widen as they made eye contact. 'You can see me..?' You nob slowly pulling yourself onto your knees, a confused look on her face. 'And hear me?' You nob once more, a joyful laugh left her lips as she turned to the man sitting in front of you. 'Aphelios, she can hear me! Can you believe it?! It's wonderful!' Now knowing his name you turned to him, a soft smile on her lips. "Sorry for pushing you away, but seeing her behind you made me back away." A small smile was on his face shaking his head. "Are you mute?" He nods, as you softly smiled moving back to him.
Aphelios looked the woman over, the lines now gone, showing him her glowing (colored eyes) eyes, a soft smile on her pink lips. The moonlight making her skin seem to glow. "So what were you guys doing here?" 'We were looking and following where the moon leads us.' The woman softly said, as she nodded. Aphelios reached for the younger women's hand as he pulled himself up as well as the woman. "Wow, thank you" He nodded as she leaned down picking up the weapon, soon after looking out over the view over shurima land. The moon once more seems to tell her to do something. "Now I know, my chosen path. Higher calling they will know my wrath. Raise my relic blade. I will not be swayed. With the might of the moon by my side." She lifted the blade over her head the moon seems to be blinding for a second, as a moon now appeared onto her upper torso.
Feeling a hand place itself on top of your own, making yourself look up at Aphelios. 'He says, that you did your duty, for now, tomorrow is another day.' "But seeing what the solari did to the lunari-" He shook his head, pulling you away from the edge of the platform once more. 'Rest is what comes first, tomorrow is a new day.' You nod, rolling your shoulders you softly sigh. "You know Aphelios, the first time I saw you in the tomb you felt like a year old friend, just calming and relaxing." 'Aphelios agrees, he felt like he knows you from maybe a past life. one where you where friends or even more...' You looked over to the moon, almost like it brought you together. "Do you think the moon wanted us to meet?" A silent laugh seems to leave his lips, a small joyous smile pulled at his lips as you could also hear the woman giggle. Standing on your toes, you softly kissed his lips, quickly pulling back. "Thank you for saving me from my own anger and sadness."
He felt her lips against his, quick and fast, but soft and delightful. Her words almost seem to fly over his head, as he just stared down at her. Slowly making her flustered, slowly pulling herself out of his arms and apologizing for stepping over the line. But he slowly places his hand on her cheek, making her eyes return to his. Slowly leaning down kissing her, longer them before as well as pulling her close. Strangers kissing in the moonlight, but to them, it felt they knew each other for so long. Slowly pulling back, a few seconds of silents before she softly laughed pushing her forehead against his. "Strange how we only have known each other for a good 20 minutes and here we are." She felt him laugh as he still caresses her cheek, as she leans into it kissing the palm of his hand. "Thank you." She softly whispered into his palm, her eyes looking into his. He shook his head after it nudging his nose against hers, silently telling her not to thank him anymore.


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Uhm if this is still open can i get a ship from star wars? Well i'm 160 cm long and have Brown hair till my waist, with blue and red highlights in It, but i have It up in to a messy bun. I have blue eyes and my friends say that they sometimes can see little stars in them. I love drawing/painting but I won't back down on a fight, i'm not afraid to hurt someone to protect the poeple i love. I like to wear shorts and a to big shirt that can hang of my shoulders. Also i love music and dancing.
Star Wars ship: Anakin

(ok, seriously that eyebrow thing is precious)
You and Anakin share a protective nature that sometimes makes you both do stupid things. Like trying to jump to the others’ defense without first thinking the situation through. Its more help than a hindrance and if one of you gets hurt protecting the other you will always patch each other up. He likes to watch you paint or draw and even poses for you if you ask. Or maybe you’ll be dancing and he will just stare at you with those loving eyes and suddenly join you in your dance, unable to stop himself.