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Viktor X GN!Reader X Jayce A Love So Soft.
Viktor x GN!Reader x Jayce A love so soft.
"Viktor?"
"Mmh?"
"Care to sleep with me tonight?"
Looking up from the notes he was reading and writing on, his bags under his eyes were bigger than ever, his cheekbones on full display. He sighs, but nods, pushing the notes away from himself. Smiling, I opened the door to one of the side rooms, after seeing them pull all-nighters I made the cleaning closet into a small sleeping room for the both of them to use. I had my own lab but usually, I was found in their lab, my own project pushed into a corner as they worked tirelessly on their hextech dream.
A small grin was on my face as I had light up some candles, together with some sweet milk in the corner for him to drink. Hearing his cane hit the ground a few times I knew he was standing beside me. With a grin on my face, I turned around, seeing his eyes slightly widen. Kissing his cheek, I pulled him inside, helping him sit down as the beds were right onto the ground. Softly asking him if he needed help. The only answer I got from him is him leaning into my side, with a soft smile, I undid his tie. Whispering sweet nothing to him, telling him how proud of him I am, and to be lucky to have him in my life. Only for him to push a hand against my face, telling me to stop, covering his face, as he had turned red. Offering him an apology, undoing the buttons of his blouse, kissing his shoulder, folding it so he could wear it again later.
Telling him to sit up, I slide off the bed onto the floor, undoing his brace, softly massaging at the joints, a groan leaving his lips. Eyes staring down at me, and the only thing I could see in his breathtaking eyes was love and a certain kind of softness. Carefully laying away the brace, I helped him out of his pants, a small hiss leaving his mouth as he moved his leg wrong. Kissing his knee, his hand cupping my face, leaning into his soft touch, he slightly pulled on it telling me he wanted me to join him on the bed again. Climbing in, I crawled to the back, patting the spot next to me as I pulled out the sweet milk and my own favorite drink.
"Thank you, Darling."
Kissing his jawline, I hummed shimming into the covers, a laugh leaving Viktor, pressing against my side. Staring up a conversation about how far they are into their current project, but him also asking about my own project. As our drinks were emptied, Viktor was slowly falling asleep as I quickly undressed, I pulled the covers up to our chin his hands already reaching for me I chuckled, kissing his nose I blew out the candles. As soon as light left the room, Viktor pulled me into his chest, running my fingers through his hair, feeling him lean into my hands. When light broke our peaceful moment only for a soft and familiar voice to reach our ears.
"Seems we are finally getting some sleep, Viktor."
A groan was all he got, Jayce himself laughing, taking off his clothing crawling into bed. Pulling Viktor close to him, kissing the side of his head a pleasant hum left Viktors mouth, softly smiling at them. Pushing myself closer to Viktor, laying on my side pushing my legs under Viktors so his leg was resting, Viktors hand found mine.
"Hello to you too, my dear."
Leaning over Viktor, Jayce lips softly pushed against me, not leaving me behind in affection. As he pulled back I leaned up to him quickly giving him an extra peck on the lips. With a grin on his face, he plopped back next to Viktor, taking hold of my other hand, trying to pull me closer to the two of them. The conversation started up again, Jayce talking about the council and how they were super boring, Viktor chuckled his head laying on Jayces' shoulder, my chin resting on his shoulder. A soft smile present on my lips, I stared at the two, just so lucky to have them in my life. Jayce golden eyes were filled with love as he listened to Viktor talk, Viktor himself had his close, sleep was slowly pulling at his mind, words coming out softly. A hand on my cheek was what snapped me out of my mind, looking up at Jayce, a grin on his face, his thumb rubbing my cheek as it burned red.
"What is your beautiful mind thinking about, Love?"
"You and Viktor."
Viktors amber eyes opened looking at me, soft smile playing on his lips, hand moving to my neck.
"Sorry, I just... I love you guys so much."
Hands slid down my body as I leaned over them, bringing them into a hug, digging my face between their shoulders. Feeling them hug me back, soft whispers of how much they loved me too, never wanting to lose me and they would always be here for me. Sliding back, I kissed them, whispering against their lips again how much I love them. Fully laying back onto my place, their hands found my own, sleep finally settling in with Jayce and me. Pulling us closer, Jayce hummed, Viktor asleep, as I brushed his hair out of the brilliant scientist face, Jayce and I made eye contact, so much love in those golden eyes, as they slide close. I hoped this moment could last forever, save tucked away in the arms of my lovers.
what a life that would be.
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moon kiss.
hi, it's 1 am and I just saw the new champion for league of legends. and I am in love with how they look. but I did fall for the brother the most. so my mind went into overdrive and came up with a story. so please keep in mind I almost know nothing about him and just go of on what I know for now. I hope you still enjoy it.
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Watching the stars from the mountains was always a treat to behold. The moon shining at it's brightest, the stars adorning the sky aswell. But you weren't here for that, it seems like the moon was guiding you somewhere on to the mountains, little whispers, and lights guiding you. Slowly climbing up the mountains, your hands and knees red from gripping on to rocks and other stuff, but you kept on climbing. This must be it, if the universe was here to guide you to where you need to go or even needed to be, you do it happily, just to get away from your boring life. Pulling yourself onto a platform herself hitting the water, the whispers stopped, no lights seem to light your way around.
A soft sigh left your lips, unsure of what to do. Do you have to do something... Where you here to rest? Or had the universe something else planned for you. When soft music seems to enter your head. Only to start over after some time, the music cutting itself off and start again with the same notes. Looking up at the moon, her eyes held confusion, why would the moon make her listen to music. Moving around in the water, the moon making the water seem to glow. She saw the platform in the middle.
Unknown to her she was not alone on the mountain, a young man was there as well. He was looking around for a special flower, but hearing her made him stop in his tracks. 'I heard it as well Aphelios. We should probably see who that was. If they find the Lunari she could tell the world.' The brother nods his head, slowly trying to find where she was now. She hadn't said anything for some time so he just followed where he had last heard her make sounds.
"Do you want me to sing?" You called out to the moon, hoping for an answer to come. Silents. "I'm unsure of what to do now! You have brought me here, what now?" Your voice rings out into the silents of the night, the moon seems to glow a bit brighter pointing you to send in the middle of the platform. Now that you look around, the ground was covered in moon symbols, as two arc ways were over the platform. On the arc ways where more moon symbols, you slowly walked to the middle. when the music seems to start again. "You really want me to sing don't you..." You softly whispered to yourself.
Aphelios found her, the platform where the moon was shining down on as she moved to the center. Water dripped from her legs onto the ground, as she ran a hand through her hair. She slowly start to hum, he couldn't hear the music but his sister could. 'The moon is singing to her, it seems to want to show her something. it guided her here, I'm unsure why but we should keep an eye on her.' Once more Aphelios nob, as he looked at the girl. The light of the moon seems to make her glow, like she was a ghost. a soft sigh left her lips, closing her eyes as she slowly swayed from side to side.
As you took a breath, words seem to pop into your mind, as you slowly began to sing. "Distant moon, so big and bright. Softest silver glowing through the night. High atop, the mountain gold. Sun unseen, the world is cold." Slowly lift your hands to the moon, from your point of view it seemed like you were holding the moon. The moon seems to flicker, almost as it seems that it was happy that you were finally singing to it. "Here I wait, and here I stand. Early morning northern hour hand. Studying, in solitude. Looking for, a hidden clue." You couldn't see it but the water seems to slowly glide up onto the stone platform reaching for you.
Aphelios eyes where wide seeing the woman sing to the moon, the magic he felt coming from her seem to be so strong. 'Such a pretty voice, the moon seems to enjoy it.' His sister whispered to him, he could hear on her voice she was enjoying it too. Her hands dropped to her sides, a troubled look on her face. "I wish, to see this world through my own eyes. To calm, the elders and silence their cries. Because of you, I now gaze up and sing. The lullaby of the moon." The water reached her legs as white lines began to glow on her skin. She slowly turned around almost in a trance, as the white lines creep up her body, slowly reaching her eyes, who were closed.
Slowly your eyes opened, the world seems to be more bright, seeing everything better as the moon began to guide your way again, so you kept on singing. "Found at last, I steal away. Moving faster through the silent shade. Sea of stars, like flowers bloom. Looking for, the hidden tomb." Rushing through the thickness of the woods, but you kept on going, the powers of the moon seem to pull you to this other strong force. When a big door overgrown by the greens of the earth, was there in the middle of the woods. Moving closer you pull away at the green slowly revealing the door more and more. Moon ruins where on the door, as her hand was full pressed against it, it lite up. The green of the earth seems to pull itself away from the door.
The man followed the woman into the deeps on the woods, his sister softly talking to him, telling him the moon was guiding her to a secret tomb who none could enter unless the moon wants them to. In the tomb a crescent blade laying in wait for its owner, to help out the lunari. 'I think to moon wants her to find it.' As they see the door lit up, they knew for sure. Her glowing white eyes, but a soft smile on her face as she entered the hidden tomb. Aphelios following her inside, he felt the power coming from the moon but also the tomb. Her soft footsteps echoed through the tomb, her soft breathing seemed to come out fast, almost like she was scared.
Once entering a bigger room a nagamaki was stuck in stone in the middle of the room, the moon shining down on it. The wooden part of the weapon was engraved with moon symbols and writing, as the blade itself was shaped like a normal nagamaki, only for it to have a row of moons cut out in the middle, going from a beginning moon facing the left to an ending moon facing the right. You slowly walked to it, as soon you got close the moon to seems to glow. Pulling the blade from the stone ground a gust of power was released making your hair going everywhere. The music slowly picking itself back up in your head. A soft smile on your lips you turned around, only to see ahead pull itself back behind the door. They didn't feel like a threat, more a welcoming person, that you have known for years.
As the woman had turned around he had quickly pulled himself back behind to door open she hadn't seen him, only to hear her soft voice sing again. "Here I found, the crescent blade. Forged by Rakkor, surely lunar made. Shining down, upon the earth. Now they'll see, I'll prove my worth." Her soft footsteps seem to make it's way back to the door, making him jump up wanting to run away from her. 'Don't worry brother, she will do you no harm' As she slowly came into his sight, her soft eyes making contact with his. She nods to him, a half-moon appearing on her forehead, his eyes widen. She walked further past him, he was mesmerized by her beauty, the moon always seems to pick the once who were graceful and elegant.
Once outside you began to walk back to the platform, you could feel the unknown man follow you. You couldn't help yourself but let your mind wander to who he was. He sure was handsome, but his eyes seem to hold so much pain and sorrow. Returned to the platform you stand at the edge so you could touch the water if you wanted to. "I wish, to see this world through my own eyes. To calm, the elders and silence their cries. Because of you I now gaze up and sing. The lullaby of the moon." The cutout moons on the blade seem to glow as you grip on to the weapon tighter. Memories of the past came flooding into your mind, what the solari had done to the lunari. Telling you to help them, and protect them from the Solari. The moons cries made you feel so much hatred for the Solari. "Condemned me to death. With my last breath. Sorrow and anger. Fill my head."
The water seem to move around, the wind picking up, the moons light dimming down. Aphelios felt her anger and sadness, him slowly making his way over to her. 'The moon as shown her what happened to our kind, the lunari, her emotions are taking over. Please, Aphelios help her calm down.' His sister softly whispered feeling her presents closer than ever before after her entering the fortress. "Distant moon, so big and bright. Softest silver glowing through the night. High atop, the mountain gold. Sun unseen, the world is cold." Her weapon touched the water, making it turned silver as she slowly stepped into it, the water reaching her waist. He quickly rushed over to her, pulling her from the water, the sadness seems to leave her. Hands grabbing his coat, turning her head around looking up at him.
As your eyes made contact with his again, the feeling returned once more of knowing him for years. But seeing a figure appear behind him making you push yourself out of his arms and away from him. He reached out to him but you backed away. But you slowly called down seeing a woman appear more a soft smile on her face, but her eyes widen as they made eye contact. 'You can see me..?' You nob slowly pulling yourself onto your knees, a confused look on her face. 'And hear me?' You nob once more, a joyful laugh left her lips as she turned to the man sitting in front of you. 'Aphelios, she can hear me! Can you believe it?! It's wonderful!' Now knowing his name you turned to him, a soft smile on her lips. "Sorry for pushing you away, but seeing her behind you made me back away." A small smile was on his face shaking his head. "Are you mute?" He nods, as you softly smiled moving back to him.
Aphelios looked the woman over, the lines now gone, showing him her glowing (colored eyes) eyes, a soft smile on her pink lips. The moonlight making her skin seem to glow. "So what were you guys doing here?" 'We were looking and following where the moon leads us.' The woman softly said, as she nodded. Aphelios reached for the younger women's hand as he pulled himself up as well as the woman. "Wow, thank you" He nodded as she leaned down picking up the weapon, soon after looking out over the view over shurima land. The moon once more seems to tell her to do something. "Now I know, my chosen path. Higher calling they will know my wrath. Raise my relic blade. I will not be swayed. With the might of the moon by my side." She lifted the blade over her head the moon seems to be blinding for a second, as a moon now appeared onto her upper torso.
Feeling a hand place itself on top of your own, making yourself look up at Aphelios. 'He says, that you did your duty, for now, tomorrow is another day.' "But seeing what the solari did to the lunari-" He shook his head, pulling you away from the edge of the platform once more. 'Rest is what comes first, tomorrow is a new day.' You nod, rolling your shoulders you softly sigh. "You know Aphelios, the first time I saw you in the tomb you felt like a year old friend, just calming and relaxing." 'Aphelios agrees, he felt like he knows you from maybe a past life. one where you where friends or even more...' You looked over to the moon, almost like it brought you together. "Do you think the moon wanted us to meet?" A silent laugh seems to leave his lips, a small joyous smile pulled at his lips as you could also hear the woman giggle. Standing on your toes, you softly kissed his lips, quickly pulling back. "Thank you for saving me from my own anger and sadness."
He felt her lips against his, quick and fast, but soft and delightful. Her words almost seem to fly over his head, as he just stared down at her. Slowly making her flustered, slowly pulling herself out of his arms and apologizing for stepping over the line. But he slowly places his hand on her cheek, making her eyes return to his. Slowly leaning down kissing her, longer them before as well as pulling her close. Strangers kissing in the moonlight, but to them, it felt they knew each other for so long. Slowly pulling back, a few seconds of silents before she softly laughed pushing her forehead against his. "Strange how we only have known each other for a good 20 minutes and here we are." She felt him laugh as he still caresses her cheek, as she leans into it kissing the palm of his hand. "Thank you." She softly whispered into his palm, her eyes looking into his. He shook his head after it nudging his nose against hers, silently telling her not to thank him anymore.
change of fate. kylo ren x reader x rey
I'm going to change the ending of the rise of skywalker. so spoilers! beware! this is a romantic relations ship between Rey, Reader and Ben! keep in mind by writing isn't the best. I hope you enjoy because I need healing for my poor heart.
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Eyes opened, breathing fast and short, sand in my mouth. Looking around, the world seems to go in slow motion.
'Come on get up!' Slamming my fist into the ground pushing myself up. Feeling blood drip from my forehead.
"Rey?! Ren?!" Nothing... My own voice echoed back at me, not answering to be heard. "No... No! Rey!! Ren!!" Pushing myself up more, slowly standing.
A hiss left my mouth, as pain shot up the side of my body. Looking down seeing a piece of metal sticking out of my side, slowly my hands began to shake, pain now taking over my body. 'Push through it, (name).' A soft voice seems to whisper in my mind. Looking up, the dust slowly falling down to the ground. A body coming into sight, slowly walking to there, seeing it was Rey, eyes wide open looking up into the sky.
"R-Rey?" My voice broken, as tears began to well up into my eyes, my walking turning into a full-on sprint, soon falling down next to her. "Rey, hey come on, please no!" Looking around for Ren, maybe he knew what to do, there has to be a way! "Ren! Ren, please! where are you?! R-Rey she is..." Tears began to fall, looking back down at Rey, Slowly remembering what she did for me when I got hurt. Pulling her head onto my lap, I took a deep breath, hoping it will work.
Placing my hand on top of her heart, trying to feel the force around me. I knew I had it, but I never played into it, used it. Slowly feeling it, I began to feel how it was connected with me. Slowly I pushed that into Rey, as pain shot up into my body again. Focus lost I began to cry more and more. "Please, please I don't want to lose you like the rest of the people I once loved and held dear. please, Rey, come back to me and ren... no ben." Taking a deep breath ignoring the pain once more, I focused once more, now letting the force guide me.
Feeling a hand being placed on top of mine, looking up I see ben softly smiling at me. "Ben!" He laughed, but I felt his force go through my hand into Rey as well. Feeling my hands getting cold, the pain in my side leaving, my eyes getting heavy as I softly felt myself trembling. But seeing Rey's eyes move around made me grin, tears still falling from my eyes, as she slowly sat up, looking me and ben over.
"Ben?" He nobs as Rey pulled him close, as her other hand intertwined with mine. She kissed ben as he pulled her closer like she could disappear. Slowly they pulled away, a grin on my face as I wiped away my tears. Feeling an arm wrap around my middle, as I looked up, beautiful brown eyes looking down into my own (color) eyes. He softly kissed me, as I felt Rey squeeze my hand. As I slowly pulled back, my eyelids fell shut soon after again, breathing becoming harder and harder. Pulling my head up, it felt very heavy as I looked over at Rey, softly smiling at her as my body gave out.
-pov-
as (name) fell forwards Rey quickly caught them, unsure of why they fainted she slowly turned her around, seeing the piece of metal in the side of their body. "(Name)! (Name)! no!" Ben quickly took hold of the piece of metal, pulling it out as they both began to help close the wound. "Come on, (name) you saved me, don't lose yourself yet okay? You hear me?!"
Tears fell from Rey's eyes as she looked down at them, not wanting to lose them. slowly the wound closed, their skin returning to their normal body color. Their chest moving up and down. "They are breathing that's good. Now let's get out of here." Ben softly said taking (name) from Rey's arms as Rey nob standing up. taking them back from Ben's arms as he stood up, a groan of pain leaving his mouth as he held his side.
As Rey was looking over the sands of Tatooine, a woman stopped with her animal looking at the young woman. "There has been no one in so long, who are you?" "I'm Rey." A hand wrapped around her waist, feeling Ben's presence next to her. "Rey, who?" Feeling other familiar presents she looks over to the sands, two force ghosts taking from. Leia and Luke softly smiled at her, as she smiled back, then looked up at Ben, who looked at his mother. She softly smiled mouthing 'i love you' to her son. As he looked down at Rey as he nobs at her. "Rey Skywalker." Feeling a hand grab hold of her hand she looks at (name). The woman nob walking off, as the three of them looked over the sands of Tatooine once more.
Ben held the lightsaber of Anakin skywalker, (Name) holding Leia skywalkers lightsaber, as Rey held her own. The three of them at peace, the suns shining down onto them, BB-8 rolling around in the sand, happy for his friends. "May we never lose ourselves ever again." (Name) softly whispered, smiling at Rey and ben, who nodded ben pulling them close, hugging them as they laughed loudly. Anakin, Obi-wan, Luke, and Leia were looking at the happy and in love people in front of them. "May they find happiness in each other," Anakin said, a soft smile on his face as he saw the three of them kiss one another.
let me in (Horizon x reader)
Having Mary work day and night working on something to get back to her son, I could see it was slowly pull at her. I wish I could help her, but she always says she didn't need it. Always putting everything on herself and not letting anyone worry over her. I'm afraid she would work herself to death before she could return to her son. Looking over at the picture of her holding her son, I could feel my face fall into a sad smile. His green blue eyes bright in the sun light, a bright smile on his face. He had to see his mother again, I promise myself that, it's the least I can do. I'm just a legend who kills and do nothing. Everyone had something to do, I'm just someone who joined to get a kick out of it.
"Are you alright? You have been staring at the picture for some time."
turning to Anita, a small smile on my face as shack my head.
"I have been thinking of doing something with my life for once. All I do all day is shoot the enemy when the games happen and the rest is just kick back and do nothing. The least I can do is do something with my life."
Anita smiled, placing her hand on my shoulder, giving it a slight shack.
"Then do it. I believe you can do anything as long as you do it."
I nod, giving her a small thank you before rushing off. Looking around for Mary, I had to tell her that she needs to take a break. Pulling out my phone, scrolling through my contact finding who I was looking for.
"Hey Mary! Mind if I drop by? I know you are pretty busy, but I can get you some food and you can take a quick break."
"That sounds lovely, darlin'. I have a feeling you know where to find me."
"I do, see you in 10 alright?"
"See ya then, dear."
quickly to say goodbye, I was grinning. Her voice is just so nice to listen to, the nicknames as well, huge weakness of mine. Picking up some food from the cafeteria I quickly rushed off to find Mary. Skipping up the steps, passing Alex in the hallway.
"Good day Dr. Nox."
"Good day."
Rolling my eyes at how cold he was, I stopped in front of the door, taking a deep breath. I knocked on the door, I waited for a response, sad for me I didn't get an answer. Pushing open the door, getting greeted by a very focused Mary. Walking in, softly closing the door, I walked over to the only empty table, placing down the food. Keeping quiet so I didn't pull her out of the focus place she was. As soon as she looked up, her eyes landed on me, giving her a soft smile.
"Hello, sweetheart."
"Darlin'! You should have said something!"
laughing, I shook my head, as she quickly got up from her spot and rushed over to me. leaning down to give me a quick hug.
"You looked so focused I just couldn't just pull you out of it."
Looking at her, she got thinner since the last time I saw her, as well as the dark circles under her eyes. She looked unhealthy, ready to fall asleep at any moment. Taking a seat as well, pushing the food to her, so she can choose which one she wanted. A tired thank you was sent my way as I took the other one.
"Mary, you look tired, are you getting enough sleep?"
That made her look at me, her eyes were even tired-looking. A defeated sigh left her lips, placing down her fork. A small smile pulling at her lips.
"Can't hide anything from you can I now, dearie."
"You can't hide looking tired from me, I know how it looks all too well."
Placing my hand on top of hers, giving it a soft squeeze, she turned her hand over so she was holding mine. Before placing her head on top of it. closing her eyes, she squeezed my hand back. Pulling my chair closer to her, I placed my head on top of hers.
"I know you want to see your son again, but doing it like this might just kill you before you do so. Please, sweetheart, take a break, or at least take a nap. You look too tired to even think. I... I lov-"
Cutting myself off, as I sit up, shaking my head.
"I wouldn't want to see you work yourself to death before you see your son again. I want you to have that happy ending that you deserve after what happened to you. So please Mary, let me help you. Let me in and I would do anything to help you."
Turning her head, looking up at me, eyes unreadable as I gave her a pleading look. I just want her to be alright, to be in tip-top shape to see her son again. To fulfill that promise to see him again, to be there to tell him goodnight and good morning.
"I... I just want to see him again, dear. I'm afraid to lose more time, that I will see him when I'm too old. What if with this-"
"No, Mary, if you keep doing this to yourself, you will defiantly not see him again! You will work yourself into the grave, and I won't let you do that to yourself! I care about you, Mary! I don't want to come into this room and see you lifeless on top of your work! To not see you fulfill your promise to your son and not see you happy!"
I was out of breath by the end of it, tears in the corner of my eyes. Staring down at her, as she slowly lifted her head, tears also in her eyes before hers began to fall freely. Letting go of her hand, I stood up and pulling her into the crock of my neck. She clung onto me, hands gripping the back of my shirt, tears wettening my shirt. But I could care less, if this would help her feel better then so be it. Pulling the goggles from her head, slowly beginning to run my hand through her hair. Telling her it's alright, to let it out, that I'm not going anywhere. Pulling her tightly against me, holding back my own tears.
"I just want to see him, Dear. I want his bright eyes back in my life, to hold him and tell him I love him. I want to see him grow up and be there for him. I-"
A loud sob cut her sentence short, shushing her, pushing her hair out of her face. Taking hold of her face, tilting her head back so she was looking at me. Her cheeks red, eyes still full with tears, eyes filled themselves with sadness.
"You will, Mary. I know you can achieve that but pushing yourself that much will only lead to nothingness."
She nods, as I wiped her cheeks from tears, smiling at her. Her smile was a little broken but that's alright she was still so beautiful to me. I can't, if she knows then she might feel bound to his time and I want her to return to her son. Letting go of her face I slide out of her hold, But her longer limbs pulled me back.
"Don't leave. Stay."
"I'm wasn't going to go, sweetheart."
"No, I mean, stay with me, Darlin'. You have done so much for me in the last couple of months. I would love for you to stay with me. i-"
"I this is a love conversion, don't. I do not want you to feel that you have to stay in this time. I want you to be happy with your son. I do not fit in that perfect picture. Please ma-"
Abruptly she stood up, I quickly took a step back out of her hold. towering over me, staring me down, a pleading look on her face. Taking hold of my hands, she pulled me back into her. It was her turn to hold me against her, her head resting on top of mine.
"Darlin' I would take my son to this time if it means being with you. I love my son a lot but I love you as well but that doesn't mean I wouldn't spend every second with you as well. I love you dearly, ghaoil. So please don't say you don't fit in this picture, without you it wouldn't be perfect."
Pulling back, looking up at her, she softly smiled, eyes still filled with tears. Brushing hair away from my forehead, her fingers lingered on my head. A sigh left my mouth, as I leaned into those fingers. Dropping her hand to hold my face, she leaned down, her lips connecting with mine. I melted into her, wrapping my arms around her waist, her other hand joining to hold my face. As air ran thin, we pulled back, leaning our foreheads together.
"Love you so much, ghaoil. You have no idea for how long I wanted to do that."
"I have been starring at you for so long, Mary, you have no idea. I love you just as much."
basking in the moment, forgetting the world around us, we enjoyed each other's presents. Mary leaned down once more to kiss me again and again and again.
"I can't get enough of ya'. Ya' taste so sweet."
Feeling my face burning up, I pushed my face into her shoulder. rumbling under my breath that, that sounded embarrassing. Laughing, she ran her hand through my hair, taking hold on the base of it, pulling my head away from her shoulder, a grin on her face.
"Can't hide the true darlin'."
"Shut it, Mary!"
Laughing she kissed my forehead, hugging me close to her. Taking in a deep breath, I just let myself lean against her, gripping onto the back of her shirt.
This...
This feels like home.
Moving some of my stuff over to this acount that's all
a late night smile
"Laura, i know your in here, i can hear you breathing." a young male voice was heared. the source of the sound, is an another apparition of young Ruvik, however this time he was accompanied by an older apparition. She was a woman with long black flowing hair, and she had the palest skin ever seen. Her red dress was beautiful, she was beautiful. The older girl walked behind Ruvik and muttered a soft 'boo', making the younger Ruvik jump. than the sceen they both disappeared, the sight of a younger Ruvik playing was surprisingly adorable wondering what could have happened to make him change out of that sunny disposition.
than there was rustling heard, a young ruvik playing in hay with the laura not to far away. it was sweet, but there was a sound of crackling behind. blasted with heat and ash, the barn was lit on fire.
Ruvik and laura were on fire, multiple parts of their flesh being burned to the bone. laura lift ruvik to the window, and began to push him to the top. Soon enough ruvik made it to the top, only to fall with a blood curdling scream and land hard. afther that the fire eat her and she screamed in pain holding on to her head.
ruvik shot up with sweat covering his body, tears in the corner of his eyes. he leaned his arms on his knees he rest his head in his hands. unknow to him that the big door to his room opened, showing a girl with (hair colour) (hair length) in shorts, sport bra and a zip up hoodie. she closed the door walking to the side of the bed. "(name)?" ruvik looked op and the girl, who was standing there looking at him with a worry look on her face.
"ruvik what is... are you alright?" she clim on top the bed, softly placing a hand on his face. he sigh as he placed his hand on top of her nuzzeling it, but still sees the pictures of the day infrond of his eyes. "ruvik, did you have a nightmare?" he didn't react as (name) sigh sitting behind him pulling him down on to her lap.
"(name)? d-don't... don't leave." (name) leaned down kissing his forehead, i soft smile laying on her pink lips. "i will be at your side." she softly wispered to him, as she sit straight humming softly. afther some time ruvik reachts out to her hand entwining there fingers, giving the back of her hand a soft kiss. "can you sing (name)?" she softly nob as she smiled down at him, she softly begin to sing.
"Words are born into air And quick fade out in the wind But they find their way inside you Where they live on forevermore When the skies are dark and full of rain Look inside your heart The light, so warm will come and glow Shining just like the sun You can see, just how much you've grown How strong you are my love will open up to you And it starts from the day that you, first heard those words"
he smiled at the singing girl as she end, she lift up ruviks head and pulled of her hoodie, layinf down next to him. ruvik pulled her closer buring his head in her (colour hair) hair. "ruvik?" "uhm?" he pulled back looking down at the younger girl.
"uhm... i.. i-i." she was cut of by the lips of ruvik as he kissed her with emotion. she react a few seconds later but wrab her arms around his neck as he did by her waist. "love you too, (name)." she blushed but smiled, a quick kiss was placed on ruviks lips as she said back. "i love you too, ruvik." thay smiled as ruvik pulled her close agian, as thay both slowly fall asleep, and never there was a nightmare again.