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Scumdrug - Stress Builds Character - Tumblr Blog
sorry for being a hater i want to be a lover but everything pisses me off








nothing has made me feel like an ancient grumpy crone more than the āusing chatgpt for school is fine actuallyā sentiment among youths
As a rule of thumb, don't reblog donation posts or people asking for donations unless they've been vetted and reblogged by Palestinian bloggers. We usually go to lengths to verify this shit because we know scammers have been faking to get people to send them money, using the urgency of our genocide as bait.
It's disgusting this is what we're dealing with, but people are losing money because of some truly evil people out there.
Accounts don't just randomly spring up on tumblr without gofundmes while asking for someone to help them create a campaign. Fuck out of here with that shit.

he got shy at the interrogation :3
Ugh, But i'm looking to do commissions to help my family. This is urgent, Sorry I'm doing this, my family is in need of money, I don't have much clothes, we can't even go to the dollar tree. And we don't have much food either. If you can, share this

please add me on discord for further more detailsš½š«¶

You know what people donāt talk about often enough? Playing catch up in life after spending your teens or early 20s suicidally depressed. Thereās so many more layers than just being able to say āI donāt want to die anymore.ā
The difficulty in academia or a career after spending years thinking you wouldnāt be alive long enough for any of it to matter.
The exhaustion that comes from self awareness and self soothing, with the constant voice in your head saying ādonāt go backwards.ā
How lonely it is to watch the people your age starting families when youāre just barely learning what stable relationships are, and the sudden societal pressure of being āup against a clockā for these kinds of things.
The judgement from others if you change your image or interests this late in the game just because you finally figured out who you really are under the demons.
Be kind to those who are developing and blooming after years of not planning on being here long. We are living a life we absolutely didnāt think weād have, and itās hard enough without society reminding us thereās expectations of our age.
We didnāt get to be young; we were too busy fighting battles few know.
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ZYANOSE

šHelp me and my family ā¤ļøāš©¹
My name is Ayaa from Gaza city, I am a childrenās teacher, 24 years old, living with my parents and siblings. We all used to live a peaceful life together in our home. As you can see this was my home before being destroyed totally. My home was a 6-story building but now it becomes ruins.
My parents worked 24/7 to be able to build our house, but now after all these years of hard working they have lost everything and become homeless, and emigrants.
As for our job and work, My brother and I had a training centre for languages, we had a dream of being able to teach kids , teenagers, and adults English language skills through camps, games, and many other ways. We worked together hand by hand to make it possible, and when it starts to come true a war broke out and blew up all of our dreams. One morning we woke up and watched the news, and saw our centre has been destroyed. At that moment, we were hopeless, powerless, and stray.
Not only our home, center, but also our family car. I still remember that moment when my mother sold her jewelry in order to buy the car to move easily. But can you imagine the moment you see the last thing you own is damaged, ruined, and smashed.
So for Godsā sake, you are the only ones who can help us to rebuild our ruined life. I will be so grateful for your kindness and support.











Reminder:



chapter 1: the illegitimate son of god
mockup comic cover with my oc Artair! :D + some shitty doodles of him below


Had to get this out of my system so bad-

Quick doodle of V , I fell in love with this brush so Iām just doing whatever rn


counting bodies like sheep to the rythm of the war drums
WAHHHH i love this drawing so much thank you again!!! šš

prob wont post most of my AF art because i dont wanna, but i do Really love how this one for @scumdrug turned out
Yeah sure i was seen as ruining my body and myself when I started to present more and more masculinely yeah sure I was told all my masculine haircuts were ugly and I had horrible clothes and no man would date me with unshaved legs and short hair and my grandparents didn't want a granddaughter with a buzzcut and facial piercing and that women were losing such a valuable young lady but yeah you're right masculinity is never seen as degrading or bad


art of my oc Ksa'dar, the Godsent :)
hey, sorry for inactivity (work been kicking my ass tbh) but! i'll try being active on artfight this year! if anybody's interested, here's my link:


working on a p1 dude art rn but i can offer you this stupid doodle request i got of p2 dude in a maid dress + the ugliest cat you'll ever see, enjoy