take me back to the river behind my childhood home.
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I just want to know what I did to deserve this.
Am I being dramatic or are my feelings valid?
Bro, I am so not having a good time right now.
I did my part. I hope my absence gives you peace that my love couldn't.
Do you not know how to love or was I just not worth loving?
Margaret Atwood // Friedrich Nietzsche
Sylvia Plath // Fyodor Dostoyevsky
in another life time maybe i am easier to love
or about me, for that matter
words be sticking with me fr.. i’ll never forget what you said to me
“you look really tired” i am
How could you lie about wanting me?
I say “i’m fine” then lose my appetite bc of how sad I am
i thought i was getting better, i honestly did. but sometimes i just lay in bed at 3am trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me &’ why i’m never enough.
What hurts is the fact that you shared your soul with them just to be strangers again.
Would be nice to have a happiness that didn't turn out to be horrible lesson in the end, you know what i mean.
{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}
words by me, from a project reflecting on my childhood self + my childhood bedroom
“Don’t confuse your path with your destination. Just because it’s stormy now doesn’t mean you aren’t headed for sunshine.”
— Unknown
"I hold onto every single memory, because I know we won't be making anymore."
I fear my notion of home means me and me alone. My breath, my flesh. My bones. That is all. This is home.
