I Just Reread The First Arcs Of The Promised Neverlands And Honestly.... Ill Never Forgive These People

I just reread the first arc’s of the promised neverlands and honestly.... I’ll never forgive these people for what they did to this series. 

A consideration

Have you ever thought that King Il knew of Suwon's capabilities and could have asked him to cooperate in the government affairs but never did?

that King Il purposely let the turmoil arise although there were simpler ways to prevent it just because he couldn't withstand his own child nephew?

that if King Il lived a long life, Yona would have ascended to the throne unprepared and unfitted to her role, as the capricious princess she once was?

And the most misunderstood and disregarded point here :

that Suwon was not the one who judged King Il an awful ruler but Kouka's people?

Suwon never woke up in the morning on his feet, looked at the horizon and determine "it's the perfect day for a homicide!".

It was Kouka's people who cried, starved, mourned, shuddered in fear, thirsty for justice, who decided that King Il should have died.

Suwon was a tool for the end. You can also change the subject, if not him, someone else would have grabbed a blade and stick it into Il's heart.

LOOK AT HIM

An appreciation post for my girl 😊

The final gambit

I feel like i really needed time to process this book and calm down before i made this. i KNOW it’s been months  and everyone has already move on, but i need to get this out of my chest, at least so i can move on and stop whining to my friends. 

First, Avery. I loved Avery so damn much throughout the entire trilogy and this book really solidified that. I love how smart, confident and bold she is. I love how unafraid she is, and how much she cares about the people around her. They are very few protagonists i have liked as much as i like her.  Honestly, i am an AveryGrayson girly at heart, but this book made it easier for me to stomach her with Jameson. I loved them both as individual characters, but this book actually made me ‘happy’ to see them together. I’d never thought that possible, but even though i wanted her with Grayson, seeing her with Jamie made my heart swell, even if i wanted to rip my hair out. At first i thought of them more as mirrors, and while i am usually into that type of relationship, here i really wasn’t rooting for it. But now i see that was kind of the point. Both Avery and Jameson deserve someone who will always bet on them, who will support them, and who will just.... complete them in such a unique way. They’re partners, equals and best friends.  Even though some of their scenes made me backtrack, in the end i was really satisfied with their ending ( thats a lie, i was screaming and trowing up, literally bowling my eyes out). 

Next, Grayson. This is the part where i think people may disagree a bit more. I was very dissatisfied with Gray’s ending in this book. Especially before i knew there was a fourth book coming out. My man really went through it this book, and his ending felt so dissatisfying . I mean, a girl who looks like the girl he was once in love with,  the girl who ripped him and his brother apart, the girl whose death he blames himself for, the girl who once manipulated and betrayed him, suddenly appeared, and people expect him to be okay? The trauma, flashbacks and PAIN that must have evoked through him must be insane. It would’ve been bad enough if it was any girl, but one as manipulative as Eve? I have to admit his behaviour annoyed me at times through the book, but it’s so understandable . And as happy as i was, that he finally got it out in the chapel, the way he just left was so.... sad. 

“ There are so many things i will never say ”  “ You hated the idea of me. But not you, never you. ” 

WDYM BY THAT? THE UTTER PAIN THIS QUOTES ERECTS FROM ME? I swear i was sobbing , he deserves so much better. Which leads me to my next point. I think that IF Gray was to have another love interest, ( thats a huge if), i’d like it to be someone completely unrelated to Jameson and Avery. At this point, i know a lot of people would be annoyed if a new character was introduced just to be a love interest, but i need Gray to fall for someone who will, and has ever loved ONLY him. No love triangle shit, just them. He deserves that much at least, and it would be so unsatisfying if it’s another ex, or someone Jameson was once involved with. And that’s if, he were to have another love interest. I’d be really happy if he just healed, forgave himself and moved on. I’d be more than satisfied with that. 

As for other characters, i really love libbynash. They were so cute and their talks about having a daughter  healed my heart a little. I was a pissed, about the way the other characters treated Alisa, so i hope she gets more than this in the other books ( Alisa stan forever! ). Max and Xander were perfect, the book bouquet literally made me melt.... so thank you JLB i’m officially jealous. Thea and Bex deserve everything , and seeing them grow, and support each other throughout the trilogy really made sad for both of them, but also weirdly satisfied?

I loved the mystery’s and the plot, though i liked them in the first and second book a BIT better. I think it’s a bit weird, because some of my favourite mystery’s were in this book; so i loved them individually, just not a whole. It’s weird. Some scene’s can’t be topped though. I’m really looking forward ward to what the new book will do in terms  of plot and characters so.... Yea can’;t wait for the next book, have really really high hopes and expectations for it. 

4 star read

Should I or should I not procrastinate, do absolutely nothing and plot the murder of my annoying professors all while dreaming about my favourite fictional character ?