Shaisuki

｡‧˚ʚ°ɞ˚‧｡ ─── REMEDY FOR THE BITTERNESS

it started with slow, soft pecks on the lips. a pause in-between kisses. looking at each other's like it changed throughout the day but it doesn't, only gets swollen.

the comfort of safety within the solitude of your body. geto isn't used enough with the feel of your flesh, the taste of your lips in his and yet it's becoming the intimacy he deeply craves for.

the first kiss is the greeting, saying i'm here. lips touching for a brief moment and just staring at each other's eyes. that way geto clearly see the misty gaze in your eyes. so true and sincere. that it's your way of saying i'm here for you. always.

the second it turns to be desperate. his hands creeping under you shirt. squeezing the supple flesh there. stay, be with me. in the dimly lit room where only the wind blows and moon shining through the windows and the chirps of crickets outside, there is nothing but the sighs and the groans filling up the room.

geto swallows it all. the whines coming from your mouth when his hands wanders to the most sensitive spots in your body. trembling under his touch that leaves him wanting for more and as a man who builds endurance for escaping temptations, he gives in. a slave for your being.

there's nothing left but the taste of your lips in his mouth, your tongue swirling in his. teeth almost gnashing and sucking each other's faces. it's better he thinks. it's the best.

geto suguru had almost forgotten what's the taste of something that is not a curse. strong he is but it doesn't prepare him for the life-long prison of tasting and swallowing all the disgusting curses that falls in his hands. it tasted vile. even cigarettes is losing it's purpose. cigarettes taste like earth and it's bitterness doesn't compare to the foul taste of curses he needed to consume.

then in the first time, he have you. geto thinks he's all that slick in wooing you and coaxing you when it all needs is the warmth and the comfort of your lips. first kiss with you is like the first time tasting honey. the sweetness of it lingers in his lips. for the first time, geto had tasted something different and it's not the bitter taste of the cigarettes he had smoked nor the wretched taste of a curse flowing in his throat.

his large hands holds your round face in between. he can still see the spit moistening in the corners of your mouth. eyes half-lidded, almost getting in the pre-drunk state but still sober. he should be like this when you're scent and taste is all he could consume without guilt and the pleasure of it. his thumb caressing your cheeks. fuller cheeks that he always kiss in the end of everything. a pant coming in your pretty mouth. he still admires you until this day like you were the most beautiful person in the whole world, in his eyes, you are.

his purple eyes search for something in you but only he can see in the roundness of your iris is the reflection of his self. a man who is sick of his duty but still holds on. a man whose strong but can be weak too. a man whose bare in the eyes of the woman he's vulnerable with and geto presses his forehead to yours.

"don't leave me." he says, his stray hair falls into your cheek. a selfish request it is and your hands would hold his. your softer hands, holding the skin in the top of his hands. pressing a kiss to his lips, you replied.

"never."

geto smiles and that's enough. more than what he asked for you and that's all he ever wanted to hear from you. i love you's are overrated but still he whispers it to you.

geto only need you. your soul, body and your lips to kiss him through the bad times and the good times.

only you could stay with him, in this mad, mad, mad world.

this is the another side of gojo you have yet to learn.

his vulnerability.

his shirt off and you can see the scars from the aftermath of the the war. his once flawless pale skin is riddled with huge lines of bumps and the ridges of his healed wounds. even with the reversed cursed technique he possessed, there's not so much it can do. only healed the wounds and left with scars. he is still beautiful though.

gojo prided himself in his looks and he never did felt insecure about it. his skin like snow and it's always gets red in the smallest of scratch of your nails in his skin but gojo likes it with your nail marks on his skin but the scars it tells a different story. a reminder of the people he lost. so many and worst he shared feelings with them.

gojo jokes how his scars matches with yours now. his scars are pinkish, some have the same color of his flesh. visible lines of his wounds on the pitted surface of his skin while yours are indented. streaks of lines visible in your body.

how yours was natural and his from a hard fought battle he won. this was the aftermath of a war.

then the pads of your fingers would trace his skin. the occasional bump when you run your fingers over them just like what he did with yours. a man could love what his woman have and a woman could love his man for what he is.

the wounds had healed but never what's inside. gojo is still human. some forgot about that part of him or gojo is that good at hiding his true feelings and here he is.

bare. bare in flesh and soul to the woman he had truly ever loved. it's easy to he naked with someone but it was never easy to be naked with your soul vulnerable in front of someone and gojo finds that peace with you. to be vulnerable with you.

the swirls of galaxy blues on the color of his eyes gazes at the woman in front of him who is touching him with such tenderness that it leaves him yearning for you more than he ever longed for someone.

holding your wrist with his hand. he made you stop from touching him. he loves it when you touch him but you need more appreciation than he can receive from you.

his lips ghosting in your palm, before pressing a tender kiss in your knuckles and gojo would press your soft body against his muscular one. your head in his chest where you can hear the steady rhythm beats of his heart. it's almost enough to lull you in sleep.

gojo kissing your hairline with small murmurs of "thank you for waiting for me." and "i almost lost you." the relief in his voice matching with gratefulness etched in his face. glad that you're still alive for him.

the warmth of your skin and his melding with each other and it's enough for the strongest to be vulnerable, just for once.

IS THIS WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE

ft. gojo satoru, nanami kento, geto suguru, yu haibara

ᝰ synopsis .ᐟ ahh, young love it is.

GOJO SATORU

when he realizes you let him do everything he wants. he wants to do something stupid? you got him. he wants to prank the new students? what's the plan.

and the comical blush he have whenever you're around and he sees you in a different light like cherry flowers blooming in the spring and you got this sparkle around and you just look at him like he's stupid which he is.

gojo for the first time in his life had a crush on someone and he knows how to perfectly make you notice him.

pokes at your cheek watching his finger sink in that soft flesh and every other time would pinch them and he likes the very sound of you whining and the cute pout you unintentionally made. he gets bolder every damn time, shamelessly biting your cheeks with the gang present and you could only scowl at him.

gojo who pretends he didn't hear you scolding him but relishing on the attention you're giving to him.

his favorite part is also he can hide his feelings in his sleeve. you don't even know this cause this was gojo to everyone but you're just oblivious too.

he would hint that he likes you by picking you up. spins you around like nothing and you would complain how heavy you are but to him, it's nothing he's the strongest. loves how your plump body in his and gojo wishes you would feel the same to him.

he's not contented with the obvious hints that he likes you and may be he would just kiss you out of the blue and with that you'll be in his arms, forever.

NANAMI KENTO

the stares and the numerous daydreams he had of you.

he didn't even realize it until haibara points it out to him. the tips of his ears getting red and the grumbles of denying which haibara laughs it off.

nanami having a crush, impossible. that's what he thinks but looking at his previous interactions with you. nanami came up with the conclusion he's falling for you.

who wouldn't and the unadultered annoyance he felt when you get too close to someone. he kept it as a occasional irritating happenings in his life cause he's always annoyed in the smallest of things but sometimes it's not.

a selfish need to be yours and a bunch of daydreams. the desire for him to only to show one of your radiant smiles to him. hug him until telling you to stop. feel you under his fingers. it's almost possessive but he couldn't care.

looking at your frolicking plump figure in the beach, in the field of flowers and he can't help but to get jealous at haibara for getting all your attention.

this time, nanami wants all of you and in the right time, he will be doing more than staring at you.

GETO SUGURU

your wittiness and your smart mouth he would call it made him fall for you.

took him time but he's aware of it and every time he found himself hanging into your words. it may be a small witty banter between you two and how you easily made gojo shut him down. amusing to him.

not to mention how you look so gorgeous in his eyes and the warmth blooming into his skin when you touch him or when he holds you affectionately.

embracing it wholeheartedly and it's the best feeling and when he holds your face in his hands and the shy smile gracing in your lips and geto chuckles. loves how it perfectly molds in his hands.

in the first realization, geto lights his cigarette and inhales the fumes of it, the smoke filling in the air and he watches it dissipate in the air, as the space gets clearer, his feelings too and it made sense the sensations of something real of what he felt for you.

the end of the cigarette glows and geto watches it. in his own solitary company, you could join him and it would be the sweetest, the taste that would linger in him, long lasting.

HAIBARA YU

multiple bowls are stacked, cups clinking and the sound of happily munching resonates in that small diner where haibara and you would frequently eat.

his eyes full of wonder, haibara stares at you enjoying the new plate of beef curry. he knows it rude but he can't help it. seeing you eating with such joy and without care makes his heart flutter.

"yu? you know it's rude to stare." your question broke him into his small trance and he sheepishly smiles.

"sorry, (y/n)." before returning to his food and he can't help but to steal glances at you. realizing you had rice stuck to your cheek.

haibara reaches out to you and removes the grain of rice stuck in your cheek and ate it. suddenly the act caught him of guard and realizing what he had done. a deep shade of red blooms in his cheeks. did he just do that? he asks to himself, yes, but you didn't made a fuzz about it.

looking back at you, at this moment. haibara knew he had fallen for you, maybe not at this moment but long ago and it's the first he acknowledged this feeling.

from the way you smile and the way you eat heartily. haibara knows the answer to his realization and hopefully, you felt the same for him.

you know... I can't find myself easily answering someone who asked me "How did you improve or study English?"

Because after I got my phone from the young age of 11 and explored the wonders of the internet, I would answer--- "Reading Fanfiction at this site" or "Reading smut at tumblr/ao3" HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

on the contrary, our country expects students to learn english and basing the language as the intelligence here, it could be quite infuriating and as a citizen here, you'll be learning earlier. i've been on the same situation.

same, like first time reading smut is the key and an eye-opening situation where you learn the mysteries of the world. it's like you've unlocked what the formula of the universe.

THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE

— 𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨.

“𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚍𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚢? 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎? 𝚜𝚊𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚎? 𝚊𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗? 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛? 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎. 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎, 𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜. 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝. 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚢. 𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎.”

ᝰ.ᐟ they just love you so much that they'll do everything to make you theirs, to the point of madness. you think they care about what you want? yes, no? maybe? they care as long you are with them

• — will contain of the following: yandere themes, nonconsensual, dubcon, dark themes. read at your own risk. minors do not interact.

🍃 heavenly delight ft. GOJO SATORU

🍃 addiction ft. SANZU HARUCHIYO

🍃 cigarette smoke ft. AKI HAYAKAWA

🍃 what I want ft. MIKAGE REO

🍃 an eye for an eye ft. USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI

🍃 up in the flames ft. TOUYA TODOROKI

🍃 salt of the earth ft. TSUKISHIMA KEI

🍃 fresh eyes. ft. HOSHINA SOSHIRO

— to be added

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